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Dream A Little Dream Of Me  Reopened 

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𝓢tars shinin' bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper, "I love you"
Birds singin' in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me❞


The last time she had seen the light of thriving life had been too long ago. It wasn't sane how long life could be sucked up like the vacuum of a black hole. It wasn't sane how one could sit in the darkness for so long and still stand. But that's what had happened wasn't it? Night after night, she dreamed. Not the kind of dreams that relieved you from the hassle of life, that relieved you from the worrying and the hurrying until everything goes quiet and you'd be forgotten. No, rather the kind that does exactly what black holes do: try to suck you up until you cannot stand up and fight back anymore. You might ask why. The answer to that is: that's life. There's always something trying to bring you down, life is never perfect.

But what if that black hole is all in your head?

Her name was Lyanna Oak. An eleven-year-old girl about to go to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, a girl who's dreams had haunted her for nights on end. She never showed it to anyone, but she was starting to crack. Crack like a stick becoming thinner and thinner because of the pressure laid on it. And to think that someone who's dreams haunted every inch of them to the point that they were afraid of sleeping, and then the fact that that person didn't crack, it just sounded too unreal.

She didn't crack though, did she?

She didn't. Because the fire inside her burned brighter than any other trying to sweep her away, and so she kept moving on. Every step she took, closer to leaving that black hole behind her. And nobody knew about it except for her.

It started small. Just an inch of anxiety every day, not enough to be noticed. Not by her nor by anyone else. Every day the anxiety kept piling up though. It became too much. She couldn't sleep. Her sleep was only filled with nightmares. Her dreams turning into sleepless nights. But she, the eleven-year-old, got through that.

And now you ask yourself, how?

The simple answer is books. Lyanna knew it was in her head, she knew it was just a fairytale turned bad in her mind. Because she read. She loved to read, and whenever she woke up from that suction cup trying to intoxicate her, she ran outside, hid in her favorite tree while still wearing her pajamas and read. That was all it took to brighten her day, to give her energy and strength, to make it stop.

Wasn't it?

She was just a child after all though. Books could not take her everywhere. What did? Simply her family and her friends and her carefree life, doing her favorite things and knowing that her family loved her. The family she knew, at least. But Lyanna didn't know the ones she had been shielded from, so she never knew what was going on in their head.

It just got worse when she came closer to going to Hogwarts. Lyanna had nightmares about not being a witch, nightmares about her "acceptance" letter saying that she was just a "mistake", and so on. And still, she managed to be excited. Not because of the spells she would learn, but simply because of the reasons already mentioned. She wasn't afraid of diving into deep, unknown waters, and at the same time she was also one to always be kind and see the good in everything. Those were the personality traits that shaped her, and not only those but many more.

Including resilience.

Even the night before buying her school supplies, the night she'd spent in the Leaky Cauldron, wasn't a good one. Lyanna always hoped things would change though. She always kept on hoping, she always would. And that was the reason her favorite song changed from the one she'd only loved to one that gave her hope.

Her favorite song at the time was "Dream A Little Dream Of Me".

That was the song she was humming when she entered Flourish and Blotts. As soon as she stepped inside though, she grew quiet. It was nothing like she'd ever seen before. So many books on dozens and dozens of shelves, too many to count. The smell of parchment, dust and old shelves filled the room. Classics, popular and modern titles, books with covers of every sort...

It was magnificent.

Lyanna couldn't help laughing, she loved it and joy filled her heart. The world she had always felt belonged to her stood right in front of her. Her very own key to escape the rest of the realities and illusions that her own mind conjured for her. The place that had always inspired her. The smell of books, the feeling that her mind was just playing tricks on her and that the real lessons were written with ink right in front of her.

She was free.

Not like a princess freed by a prince. Like a strong-willed, resilient girl who would never give up. A girl who loved to read. To feel the words buzzing inside her ears as if she could hear them jump off the page. Lyanna soundlessly moved towards a shelf of interesting-looking books, one titled "Great Wizarding Events of the Twentieth Century". There weren't any classics though sadly, the kind of books you couldn't die without reading. One of the classics she loved was "The Great Gatsby, by F. Scott Fitzgerald... too bad it isn't here, maybe witches and wizards underestimate those amazing "muggle" books..." she thought aloud. She still couldn't quite picture the fact that a book like that one was unknown by much of the wizarding community. But- it was a classic! Who hadn't read it? The girl certainly knew quite a few people, people uninterested in reading, muggle-borns who disliked everything except playing "video-games" (whatever that even was), and other nonsense-excuses. They were sure missing out.

Looking around the beautiful bookstore, Lyanna lost herself amidst all the books and whatever would interrupt her, it would be unlikely for it to be a young to-be Hogwarts student, she mused. Why would it be? They were always so absorbed in much more useless things to even spend a second longer in a bookstore like Flourish and Blotts than necessary.

Right?
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@Aurelia Valentine
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Last edited by Lyanna Oak on 31 Mar 2025, 19:44, edited 2 times in total.

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1 Apr 2025, 02:49
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One would think, particularly the shopkeeper of Flourish & Blotts, that there is a muggle child lost in Diagon Alley. Aurelia Margaret Valentine is not lost, thank you very much. She did not stumble here as though it was fate, she was endorsed to Hogwarts to study magic, to enhance the prowess her vessel bottled all these years, suppressed, but it is there. Meek, deep brown eyes scanned the aforementioned shop, her mind expecting of such magical traps she does not know about. Her mother, Cordelia, is off to Gringotts Wizarding Bank and she instructed her daughter to pick all the textbooks she would need for this upcoming school year. Magical. Sometimes she could not wrap her little head around it, half-expecting this all to be child's play. A magic trick.

One could not impress all, in all actuality.

Gripping her shopping list written on her small notebook with all strength she could, she entered Flourish & Blotts hesitantly like a cautious soldier that is heading to battle. She knows she stands out in the Wizarding World, as upon observation of adult witches and wizards, they sported eccentric robes in all colours, with different indescribable patterns which heavily reminded her of cable-knit sweaters. A natural frown is, of course, a permanent and resting expression on her face but this frown she sported in her young face is all pure uncertainty and bewilderment.

Judging and assessing someone's choice of clothing is never an action one would expect from her as she also has distorted sense of fashion compared to her mother, but these wizards and witches do implicates something she might and soon would understand. The prospect of seeing these tacky robes is a horrifying suggestion though, to say the least. She is also aware of the fact that one's fashion choices are their way of expressing themselves, whatever questionable is brewing inside. This, of course, applies to the world she was raised in. The young girl sported a tee shirt with a frog in the middle, no one questions that back in Croydon. The looks she got though, pierced through her as though daggers.

Flourish & Blotts, the bookshop in Diagon Alley. The interior made her imagine this instead is a magical scholar's study room, without the clear shop window on the front with a poster that personally announces Magical Me of Gilderoy Lockhart is now 30% off, which Aurelia perceived as something incredible of a bargain, however she knows nothing about business talk and never had a real passion in it, although she very much loves the clink sounds of coins or the indescribable—perhaps old paper—smell of paper bills. Her eyes narrowed into slits as she searched for her mother through the shopping window, overlooking the cobblestone path of Diagon Alley just to see if she has arrived. To no avail, of course, she concluded that the line must be long—like all banks, in particular. They operate so slow and that is a reoccurring inconvenience; something she will talk about in a much later date.

A fire hazard, the first thought that comes to mind as soon as she saw the candles sitting on one of the stack of books, lighting this particular area. She figured she would see this sight a lot in the other areas of the shop, procuring a heart or perhaps anxiety attack with this especially for someone like her who is overly cautious and over think things thoroughly as though one mishap will be the first stepping stone of the Apocalypse. Whipping out her list again, although this shoppjng list is already memorised by heart, she once consulted before heading off her way towards one of the towering bookshelves that is labelled Everything About Potions, as Magical Drafts and Potions immediately is on the top of her list.

Aurelia loves reading books and learning, in particular, since she was a child. If one expects a summation of her character, a quick summation, it will be concluded that she reads a lot and is remarkably knowledgeable for her age. She never did act like her age at all, all thanks to her self-inflicted independence as soon as she came upon the realisation that her mother needed to juggle around multiple jobs to give her the most of life, or what it could offer in their class—where they inevitably stood. Someone like her, never took underestimation very lightly. She is aware of the maturity she wielded and purposefully sharpen this as she perceived it as her only weapon. Education can never be stolen, can never be coveted by the greedy. The clever always wins, is the perception she always holds dear in her heart.

"Fancy a basket, dear? Do you need help with anything?" The young girl was snapped out of her thoughts as soon as the quivering voice of a house-elf echoed within the bookshelves. She whipped around, her long curls whipping with the sudden movement—only to see a little creature before her, within pointed ears and hooked nose, their eyes comically large, the green orbs sitting on it like marbles. Mouth opened unashamedly, she assessed the entirety of the being. They are little and unimaginably skinny, and appeared old with their wrinkly skin. They did not looked mistreated or anything, as their clothing is all clean and looked particularly pressed. Shaking her head slightly, Aurelia immediately responded as she became aware of her manners. "No thanks. But I will take the basket, of course, thank you."

Holding the basket with her little hand, it took her no time at all to collect all the books that are going to be necessary for her education in Hogwarts. Seeing that her mother is still not back from Gringotts Wizarding Bank, she decided to stall and look around for interesting books she might fancy to buy, practicing all the begging she would have to do to her mother for this selection to be permitted. She stopped in her tracks as soon as her keen deep brown eyes caught the sight of a girl, sharing the same height as her, and sported a beautiful chestnut brown hair with neat waves that cascaded down her back. Ever since the young witch came upon the realisation that her hair is quite unmanageable and quite big for one's field of vision—an exaggerated approach, of course—the first thing she would notice to the girls her age is how their hair appeared manageable, to say the least.

Absent-mindedly, her nimble fingers reached for her large mane and attempted to comb it. When she had gain no results, she started patting down the rebellious curls that unceremoniously stick in all directions imaginable. Aurelia always wondered the prospect of her long curls to be somewhat sentient, as it is quite picky with the weather too. No use, better get on with shopping, she eventually thought and swerved to the next bookshelf. Until, of course, she heard what the girl muttered, involving the matters of the Wizarding World underestimating the wonders "muggle" books offer, associating it with one of F. Scott Fitzgerald's books. A crease can be seen growing on Aurelia's forehead, the term muggle snatched her attention back to the girl.

"Whatever do you mean by muggle? What does that have to do with The Great Gatsby?" Aurelia could not help but blurt out a question, her Mary Janes making a clicking sound against the marbled floors along with the decision of approaching the girl. Her eyebrows are knitted together as though she was challenging the girl to answer her question, like it was a confrontation. This brunette girl clearly was raised in the Wizarding World, would also mean that she knows more than her who only barged in here to start studying magic and hone her prowess. A tug in her heartstrings reminded her that she was incredibly behind, and her deep brown eyes flashed with a glint of eagerness, demanding answers.
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@Lyanna Oak
𝙿𝙰𝚈 𝙵𝙸𝚅𝙴 𝚂𝙸𝙲𝙺𝙻𝙴𝚂 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝚂𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽!
@Lyanna Oak
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