21 Dec 2024, 01:47
Just a Loser
The grass made a squelching noise underfoot, Cirrus looked up towards the sky it was grayish blue with hints of lavender streaks. He let his gaze fall onto the swirling waters of the Great Lake, it was hard to believe that only a few hours prior he had almost drowned the girl he liked. Cirrus ran his tongue over his right tooth, what was he ever gonna say when people asked what happened to his tooth? He crouched down so that his knees were now to his chest as he looked at the rippling surface of the inky water. A face looked sadly at him, eyebrows furrowed, the reflection's mousy brown hair, long and untamed. Cirrus sighed as he hugged his legs closer to his body, resting his forehead against his knees. Why did he always mess things up? He sniffled, he had gone through the first term of his arrival at Hogwarts as nothing but a face in the background. Of course, a few people knew him, and he talked to a few people it was nothing more than the casual How are you? They never really hung out behind that point, he was never really invited to things and was often left with the feeling of being left out. At first, he didn't really mind, he knew he was awkward and shy, but after the days went by having saw everyone with their own buddy or group. It began to take its toll until the fateful day he had met Gekko. That charming yet weird girl had changed his life at this school for the better, she was the very first person he had met who actually seemed to see him. She was funny, smart, and pretty and at this point, it seemed he messed it all up. He felt his heart aching, he didn't know why it hurt this bad he had lost plenty of friends before but this felt different, to be fair the two hadn't even declared defriending! Just the thought made him feel physically ill, he sighed once more as he looked at the clouds pass by overhead. Why did he feel this way? Was he really that much of a loser? What was it about Gekko that made him feel so happy in one moment, and so awful in the next? Maybe he would never know, but he did know that no matter what he would never leave her side, that was a promise.
Mission: Stay by Gekko's side.coded by charisse
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