Clark William Baird-Carter wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 02:17 Had a short nap (will sleep again in a minute) and well- I had a dream that I was in the choir room- singing- but then we had a short break- for bathroom water whatever. And I try talking to people and I'm ignored (which happened to me tbh too frequently) and I finally snap and for 10 minutes, I give an emotional speech to my crush about how long I've loved him- known him- how he makes me feel- how I am when he's not around- but I was mad at former best friend and yelled at him- which makes me feel bad even if it was just a dream. Additionally, I've told everyone that they should stop falling prey to lies, stop spreading false facts without knowing that it's true. It's like the game Telephone- where you start off saying- for example- "The Is Cute" and as you whisper into the next person's ear what you heard, at the end- it could be a very exaggerated or not even remotely similar- condition- like "The dog bit a lot or rats and they are not exactly cute."

I also emphasised that the rumors invented last semester were complete bull and explained how I have been more depressed than I usually am- how I don't want to spend time with anyone anymore because I don't want to be hurt anymore. I've been hurt so many times that when I do something good- or smile even- it's like a piece of my happiness is taken away and if there's nothing left- what is there?

But anyways- that was all my dream- from the nap. I have been ignored today anyways once I got back to school for choir.

And yes- everyone in choir knew it was my birthday (jan 17)- but refused to even acknowledge it- asides from going "hey it's (name)'s birthday today- don't say anything. Wait, it's also (crush)'s birthday- let's sing for him!" and this was in the snapchat too before I left it.

I was devastated. Snapchat has not been my friend at all for my senior year. At all.

Simon Kincaid wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 02:35 Deleting a thread to post another with barely a little difference is a lot to go through. Let the thread be closed. Users can always ask for the thread to be reopened.

Oh I thought she was going to write a whole new post, if there's barely little difference then yes I agree. Wait for the thread to be closed and then when people return you can reopen it! I only did the delete and then repost because I wrote a completely different post that was really long but since my last post was still there, I couldn't double post. So I had to put my new post into my old post and then repost both into one to make sure the thread didn't close, as I took over the thread from a deactivated user. So I needed it to remain open as the other members of the thread were also active but were just waiting for the deactivated user to post again since we weren't aware they had deactivated at the time.