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24 Feb 2025, 01:22
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I'm surprisingly all caught up for now. That won't be the case tomorrow, though! :lol:

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24 Feb 2025, 01:22
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Avery Gray wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:08 Av lore is all about her life and past. I can't wait to get my iNPC Dylan because I'll be able to explore some of the Av lore from before Hogwarts in his perspective! It's gonna be soooo awesome!!! :wow:
aww thats cute lolol all of scouts post that resolve around her life are just sad and kill me emotionally to write because i keep remembering that shes just a baby ;[ if i were her age and under the constant strain of trying to keep every single emotion and feeling i had undercover because if i DIDNT i could accidentally hurt someone or even accidentally reveal that im a VAMPIRE????????? id lose my mind too man.... shes just a baby i wanna hug her

don't look at me; you can't understand, right? i'm just like a monstrous flower that bloomed too soon
scout fu-hai & zyair ona'je
24 Feb 2025, 01:24
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Scout Fu-Hai wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:22
Avery Gray wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:08 Av lore is all about her life and past. I can't wait to get my iNPC Dylan because I'll be able to explore some of the Av lore from before Hogwarts in his perspective! It's gonna be soooo awesome!!! :wow:
aww thats cute lolol all of scouts post that resolve around her life are just sad and kill me emotionally to write because i keep remembering that shes just a baby ;[ if i were her age and under the constant strain of trying to keep every single emotion and feeling i had undercover because if i DIDNT i could accidentally hurt someone or even accidentally reveal that im a VAMPIRE????????? id lose my mind too man.... shes just a baby i wanna hug her
That's exactly what I think whenever I write sad Av stuff! I can't even imagine going through what she has when I was 12.

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24 Feb 2025, 01:29
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Scout Fu-Hai wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:22
Avery Gray wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:08 Av lore is all about her life and past. I can't wait to get my iNPC Dylan because I'll be able to explore some of the Av lore from before Hogwarts in his perspective! It's gonna be soooo awesome!!! :wow:
aww thats cute lolol all of scouts post that resolve around her life are just sad and kill me emotionally to write because i keep remembering that shes just a baby ;[ if i were her age and under the constant strain of trying to keep every single emotion and feeling i had undercover because if i DIDNT i could accidentally hurt someone or even accidentally reveal that im a VAMPIRE????????? id lose my mind too man.... shes just a baby i wanna hug her
It'll be interesting if and when you decide to explore Scout dealing with bloodlust :shock2:

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24 Feb 2025, 01:39
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A vampire?! That is soo cool, though!

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24 Feb 2025, 01:44
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Emily Shephard wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:29
Scout Fu-Hai wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:22
Avery Gray wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:08 Av lore is all about her life and past. I can't wait to get my iNPC Dylan because I'll be able to explore some of the Av lore from before Hogwarts in his perspective! It's gonna be soooo awesome!!! :wow:
aww thats cute lolol all of scouts post that resolve around her life are just sad and kill me emotionally to write because i keep remembering that shes just a baby ;[ if i were her age and under the constant strain of trying to keep every single emotion and feeling i had undercover because if i DIDNT i could accidentally hurt someone or even accidentally reveal that im a VAMPIRE????????? id lose my mind too man.... shes just a baby i wanna hug her
It'll be interesting if and when you decide to explore Scout dealing with bloodlust :shock2:
actually ive been thinking about that now more than ever!!! i dont want to do too much right now because shes already gone through so much this year and i dont think id be able to cope with how much hatred she'd have for herself LOL

don't look at me; you can't understand, right? i'm just like a monstrous flower that bloomed too soon
scout fu-hai & zyair ona'je
24 Feb 2025, 01:44
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Scout Fu-Hai wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:44
Emily Shephard wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:29
Scout Fu-Hai wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:22
Avery Gray wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:08 Av lore is all about her life and past. I can't wait to get my iNPC Dylan because I'll be able to explore some of the Av lore from before Hogwarts in his perspective! It's gonna be soooo awesome!!! :wow:
aww thats cute lolol all of scouts post that resolve around her life are just sad and kill me emotionally to write because i keep remembering that shes just a baby ;[ if i were her age and under the constant strain of trying to keep every single emotion and feeling i had undercover because if i DIDNT i could accidentally hurt someone or even accidentally reveal that im a VAMPIRE????????? id lose my mind too man.... shes just a baby i wanna hug her
It'll be interesting if and when you decide to explore Scout dealing with bloodlust :shock2:
actually ive been thinking about that now more than ever!!! i dont want to do too much right now because shes already gone through so much this year and i dont think id be able to cope with how much hatred she'd have for herself LOL
Me with Emi! :lol:

Once Emi's black mark has finished up, it'll be right back to Casey! ^^

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24 Feb 2025, 01:57
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Kyra Banuelos wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:39 A vampire?! That is soo cool, though!
well a dhampir but honestly, with the way scout views herself, she thinks shes comparable to a vampire whos like killed a thousand people lolol

it hurts sooo much emi!!! why is my sweet summer child so sad and why does she hate herself emi.... i cant do it!!!! :cry2:

don't look at me; you can't understand, right? i'm just like a monstrous flower that bloomed too soon
scout fu-hai & zyair ona'je
24 Feb 2025, 02:03
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Scout Fu-Hai wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:57
Kyra Banuelos wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 01:39 A vampire?! That is soo cool, though!
well a dhampir but honestly, with the way scout views herself, she thinks shes comparable to a vampire whos like killed a thousand people lolol

it hurts sooo much emi!!! why is my sweet summer child so sad and why does she hate herself emi.... i cant do it!!!! :cry2:
Awwww *snuggles*

Honestly, I'm crying writing this reply for the Candlelight thread. Nearly done!

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24 Feb 2025, 02:14
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YAYYY!!!! i cant wait!!!! i love heartbreak!!!!! as long as scouts not the one getting heartbroken!!!! <3

don't look at me; you can't understand, right? i'm just like a monstrous flower that bloomed too soon
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