15 Feb 2023, 03:41
Tears of Shamefulness
Reducio
This thread is a follow-up thread of A Step Towards Unity Group 5
Rita still could not believe the meeting for the unity errand, which was supposed to be a pleasant errand for students to share their opinions on the special races and try to reach a common ground, would end up being like that. Things were actually quite good at the beginning at that meeting as all the group members introduced themselves and shared opinions on the ridiculous newspaper article Simon showed them, and it seemed that nearly all of the club members agreed that Halfbreeds should not be discriminated due to their race and should be treated equally as the fully human wizards. However, things started to change when AF accidentally choked on that cranberry juice, probably due to Simon`s words, and spilled the juice all over Charlie`s white pants. Rita herself suddenly got angry at AF when Charlie got mad and quickly left the meeting and said something inconsiderate she would definitely regret now reflecting back on it.
Then, things only started to become far more chaotic. AF got mad at her and argued with her using some pretty strong words that were like sharp knives stabbing into poor Rita`s hearts. Things had definitely gone too far, and the poor black-haired Second Year Hufflepuff beater could not bear it anymore. Simon and Roro tried to say something to make others feel better and AF actually seemed to have forgiven Rita for her words, but the whole situation was still too much for the Hufflepuff first-string beater. So, after the unity meeting finished, Rita went straight into the girl`s lavatory, and just wanted to spend some time alone and just cry. She had mixed feelings about that meeting, shamefulness, frustration, anger, and she wanted to cry them out to give herself some sense of relief.
"It is all my fault! Why haven`t I considered fully before I spoken? Why haven`t I think about the fact that others may not be comfortable sharing their true feelings? Why I made AF that mad and turned a moment of peace into chaos? I am so stupid! Now I just cannot change the fact regardless of how I regret that! What should I do?" Rita thought desperately as tears fall down her face to form a little stream. She had hoped that she was alone and no one had seen her saying like that, but it seems like there was someone noticing this and coming for her...
Interacting with: @Aurora Griffith @Valarie Song
Slightly Mentioning: @Simon Kincaid @AngelFyre McCubbin @Charlie Jacobsen
Last edited by Rita Su on 25 Apr 2023, 02:08, edited 3 times in total.
Rita Su - Hufflepuff Andy Menton - Ilvermorny, Thunderbird
Color code: Rita: #560edd Andy: #c40e0e
Rita`s Ency Andy`s Ency Shop
15 Feb 2023, 12:53
Tears of Shamefulness

──────────── ─────────────
date: 1/27/23 | place: Lavatory | #ba9826= Aurora(English) | Thoughts= Italics
So, in reality, the Unity meeting that had been going on today had been very dramatic. I think that it had gotten everyone worked up, especially that fight between Rita and AF. Some harsh words were tossed back and forth, and it had just been chaotic. At least it was over. But naturally, I needed to give myself some time to cool off. The library wasn't my top choice, though. I had gone outside for a bit, took a few calming breaths, and come back inside. Now I was heading to the girl's lavatory. I was trying my best to remain calm and keep my composure, because, well, this was a lot to process. But as I entered the lavatory, however, I was met with quite a surprise. Two, actually: One, that it was already occupied, and two, somebody was apparently using it as an outlet for their emotions, I could hear crying. Actually, make that her emotions, since it was definitely a girl. The voice sounded wholly familiar... "Hey, Rita! Are you okay? What's wrong? Do you need help or someone to talk to?" I asked, very concerned, pressing my ear to the stall door that Rita's crying was coming from. Was Rita okay? She was a very happy person usually, so something was definitely wrong.
───────────── ─────────────
interacting with: @Rita Su @Valarie Song
mentions: Very briefly mentioning @AngelFyre McCubbin
word count: 217
| Sta-7 Eva-8 Str-5 Arc-7 Acc-7 Wis-6 | Check out my shop! | No sport |
| RO'S ENCY | "You broke the ship! You broke the bloody ship!" | ROKS'S ENCY |
15 Feb 2023, 20:05
Tears of Shamefulness
Valarie was walking down the corridor when the sound of crying distracted her from walking back to the Ravenclaw common room. The sound was coming from the girl’s lavatory. Valarie stopped and listened for a second before moving closer to the door to the room. Quietly, she slipped into the room. “Hello? Is anyone in here?” she called. She walked more into the room and spotted two girls. They were both Hufflepuffs at least that’s what their clothes stated. One of the girls Valarie didn’t know but she guessed she had to be a second year at least. The other girl Valarie recognized. It was Aurora Griffith, a first year Hufflepuff that also happened to be Valarie’s cousin.
“Aurora? What’s going on? Is everything okay?” she asked her cousin. She turned and directed her attention to the other girl. She was crying. It wasn’t just a few basic tears, she was full on sobbing.
Valarie’s eyes grew wide at the sight and attempted to summon the Hufflepuff side of her, her mothers side of her, to comfort the girl.
“Oh my goodness! Are- are you alright? Did something happen?” She asked the older girl. Valarie stared at the Hufflepuffs, trying to figure out what happened.
@Aurora Griffith @Rita Su
| I’m sorry. Did I step on your moment? | To change the world it takes a little genius. |
How on earth did you manage to turn a safety room into a not-so-safety room. |
16 Feb 2023, 09:33
Tears of Shamefulness
"Oh no, someone must be coming, let me just take some to clean up this mess, at least try to. But they probably would still know I must be crying for some time. Anyway, let me wipe away this the tear and then talk to them." Rita thought when she heard the footsteps of someone coming into the girl`s lavatory and voices that were asking what was asking what was happening. "They must have noticed me crying anyway. But let me just try to settle down this mess first and not make myself look so embarrassing." The distressed Second Year Hufflepuff beater with short straight black hair and a pair of yellow glasses continued to think before taking off a handkerchief from her pocket to try to wipe away her tears.
After trying her very best to clean up the mess, the black-haired first-string beater finally turned around to see who was coming for her. Two girl, in which one of them was Roro, and a girl wearing Ravenclaw robes Rita was not that familiar with. "Alright, thanks for caring for me. I actually just want to spend some time alone, but I really appreciate you two for coming here to support me. Basically, during the group discussion of the unity errand just now, I said something really inconsiderate to the other members to the group due to my quick temper, and one of the other members, also Second-Year badger girl, was extremely mad at me and uses some incredibly strong language and I feel really guilty and hurt by my mistakes and that girl`s words. I know it must be my fault to make her mad and causes all the chaos, and I could not bear the chaos at the end, so I am rushing here to just cry all of the feelings out, since it is better to cry out than try to hide all of my feelings." The black-haired Second Year Hufflepuff beater finally replied, trying her best to stay calm after crying for such a long time.
"Personally, I don`t really hate that girl, I don`t think she is bad or something like that, she was just mad and said something too strong for me to bear. I certainly made a mistake, a huge mistake, with my highly inconsiderate words. And she has a reason to be mad. I actually want to settle a few things down and try to reconnect with that girl, but I really don`t know what to do, you know? Anyway, the whole unity meeting is just a mixture of chaos, and it is just too much for me, that`s why I was devastated and just wanted to find somewhat to cry alone." After Rita finally finished her speech, the second year Hufflepuff gave the other two girls a somewhat hopeless look, and hoped the girls could understand her desperate situation and possibly offer some help.
Then Rita realized that she should probably introduce herself to the Ravenclaw girl she had barely seen before, "By the way, my name is Rita, Second Year Hufflepuff and first-string beater in Huffle Quid team, in case you don`t know. And your name is...? I am sorry this is definitely not the best way to present myself to someone new, but thank you for coming anyway." The black haired Hufflepuff turned to the Ravenclaw girl she was not very familiar with and introduced herself anyway.
Interacting with: @Aurora Griffith @Valarie Song
Slightly Mentioning: @AngelFyre McCubbin Sorry I am tagging you for too many times recently...
Last edited by Rita Su on 28 Mar 2023, 08:45, edited 2 times in total.
Rita Su - Hufflepuff Andy Menton - Ilvermorny, Thunderbird
Color code: Rita: #560edd Andy: #c40e0e
Rita`s Ency Andy`s Ency Shop
27 Feb 2023, 13:38
Tears of Shamefulness

──────────── ─────────────
date: 1/27/23 | place: Lavatory | #ba9826= Aurora(English) | Thoughts= Italics
I was still trying to comfort Rita when somebody else entered. I turned around to see Valarie there. I've known her since two days ago; she was my 2nd cousin on my mom's side, but I just refer to her as my cousin. "Oh, hi Valarie. It seems that Rita needs comfort, but I don't know what happened." I told her. Then Rita started to spill her problem. I understood what was happening. It was a whole fiasco situation with the Unity meeting in the Rehearsal Room earlier today. I was sure the whole thing would blow over in a matter of minutes afterward, but apparently not. At least, not right now. Rita's reaction to the whole fight between her and AF was very surprising, but this was more like the Rita I knew. "Don't worry Rita, it's okay. You're okay. We all make mistakes sometimes, and we all say things we regret sometimes. But that's no excuse to cry over spilled milk, sometimes we just have to keep calm and carry on. The good thing is that nobody got hurt, luckily, and just know that everything will be fine. The next time you see AF, you can apologize to her, and I'm sure she'll accept it." Even though I didn't know AF that well, from what I've seen, she was most likely inclined to forgive Rita. Besides, was there anyone who wouldn't be able to forgive her? At Rita's question about Valarie, I said, "Oh, um, this is Valarie. She's my cousin, if that helps you remember," I said, turning to Valarie.
───────────── ─────────────
interacting with: @Valarie Song @Rita Su
mentions: @AngelFyre McCubbin
word count: 256
| Sta-7 Eva-8 Str-5 Arc-7 Acc-7 Wis-6 | Check out my shop! | No sport |
| RO'S ENCY | "You broke the ship! You broke the bloody ship!" | ROKS'S ENCY |
10 Mar 2023, 01:07
Tears of Shamefulness
@Aurora Griffith
@Rita Su
Aurora greeted her and Valarie smiled at her cousin, her second cousin to be exact. Aurora said something had happened with Rita, the older Hufflepuff, and that’s when Rita explained everything that happened. Valarie had never met Rita before so she wasn’t sure if this problem was… normal or not for her. Aurora offered her words of advice first to Rita. Valarie nodded along, agreeing with what Aurora told her.
“Aurora is right, Rita. You feel bad for what you said and my guess is that maybe the others do too. Like Aurora said, next time you see them you should apologize for what you said and maybe they will apologize too. The only thing that you can do is say you are sorry and hope they forgive you and if they don’t, then at least you tried but you cannot make them forgive you.” Valarie offered Rita a sad smile and she hoped what she said was enough to encourage her to say that she was sorry for her actions. She turned her head slightly to peer at Aurora before looking back to Rita and saying,
“I really hope that this is helpful. I have made plenty of mistakes in my life and my family always forgives me so I hope your friends do too.”
@Rita Su
Aurora greeted her and Valarie smiled at her cousin, her second cousin to be exact. Aurora said something had happened with Rita, the older Hufflepuff, and that’s when Rita explained everything that happened. Valarie had never met Rita before so she wasn’t sure if this problem was… normal or not for her. Aurora offered her words of advice first to Rita. Valarie nodded along, agreeing with what Aurora told her.
“Aurora is right, Rita. You feel bad for what you said and my guess is that maybe the others do too. Like Aurora said, next time you see them you should apologize for what you said and maybe they will apologize too. The only thing that you can do is say you are sorry and hope they forgive you and if they don’t, then at least you tried but you cannot make them forgive you.” Valarie offered Rita a sad smile and she hoped what she said was enough to encourage her to say that she was sorry for her actions. She turned her head slightly to peer at Aurora before looking back to Rita and saying,
“I really hope that this is helpful. I have made plenty of mistakes in my life and my family always forgives me so I hope your friends do too.”
| I’m sorry. Did I step on your moment? | To change the world it takes a little genius. |
How on earth did you manage to turn a safety room into a not-so-safety room. |
28 Mar 2023, 09:06
Tears of Shamefulness
Well, Rita was glad that crying my feelings all out and the comfort by the other two girls did make her feel a lot better. The Second Year Hufflepuff beater with short straight black hair and yellow glasses had to admit she had issues controling her temper and emotions, from being driven by her anger and saying soime highly inconsiderate words she was extremely guilty of, to just simply crying out in the lavatory and being in a huge mess. "Anyway, one thing I learned from all those chaos from the meeting and the aftermath of it is always try not to let my emotions get the better of me. I know I am bad at doing that, but I should at least try to do that. If I learn from that, I shall avoid many mistakes in the future. After all, it is OK to make mistakes, the key is to learn from those mistakes and never make the same mistakes again." The black-haired first-string beater thought, feeling a lot calmer than previously.
"Thank you for your comfort words, Roro and Valarie. I feel a lot better now. Sorry I did not present myself in the best way just now." Rita replied to the other two girls calmly, "You are absolutely right. I should reply to that girl very soon. It`s not the end of the world after all, and I think she will probably forgive me if I apologized to her genuinely. Anyway, do you wanna stay here for any longer? It`s getting a little late, and it`s nearly time fore dinner. I think I gotta go now if you no longer have any words. I don`t think there is something interesting to do in the dull girl`s lavatory anyway, especially after crying out so much and making such a big mess. By the way, as a thank you gift for coming here to comfort me, could I ask you to go to the Spring ball with me in April? I`m leaning more to you Roro, cos we know each other better, sorry Valarie, we can still meet up on the ball!"
Interacting with: @Aurora Griffith @Valarie Song
Rita Su - Hufflepuff Andy Menton - Ilvermorny, Thunderbird
Color code: Rita: #560edd Andy: #c40e0e
Rita`s Ency Andy`s Ency Shop
7 Apr 2023, 01:54
Tears of Shamefulness

──────────── ─────────────
date: 1/27/23| place: Lavatory | #ba9826= Aurora(English) | Thoughts= Italics
I was watching Rita and Val as we all took turns trying to console Rita. It seemed that the Unity Meeting and all that drama that went on had really gotten to her. I was there; I had witnessed it all. I smiled at Rita, hoping that she wouldn't take it with her. She wouldn't though, I didn't really see Rita as that type of person, honestly.
I saw Rita who would do something like this, cry her heart out over something like that. And that wasn't necessarily bad at all; she just had to learn to not lean on it or the memory of it for too long. However, Rita seemed to be feeling a lot better. I was glad; it seemed that both my words and Val's had really helped her.
"It's alright Rita, you don't have to apologize!" I said, smiling. "We understand that you feel bad about it and want to make things right with AngelFyre; mistakes were made, and we can all forgive and forget. And, like I said, I'm sure that AF will do the same." I added, wanting to hug Rita, but not feeling so sure about it.
"Well, it's good to hear that you're feeling better anyway. And you're right, won't you look at the time, we should get back. And by the way, I'd love to go to the Spring Ball with you Rita!" I went to the door, I was going to the Great Hall so that I'd be early for dinner. "Anyway's I'm starving. I'll see you around Val, see you guys at dinner!" I said, smiling and opening the door.
───────────── ─────────────
interacting with: @Rita Su @Valarie Song
mentions: @AngelFyre McCubbin
word count: 272
Ro has left the thread.
| Sta-7 Eva-8 Str-5 Arc-7 Acc-7 Wis-6 | Check out my shop! | No sport |
| RO'S ENCY | "You broke the ship! You broke the bloody ship!" | ROKS'S ENCY |
22 Apr 2023, 18:56
Tears of Shamefulness
Valarie smiled. She was glad Rita was doing better now. Aurora started talking to Rita about how she didn’t need to apologize and Valarie nodded along with her.
“Yes! We should plan to see each other at the ball. You two will have a great time together!” Valarie said to the two Hufflepuffs. Aurora left the lavatory saying she was hungry and Valarie waved to her cousin on her way out the door.
“Good bye, Ro!” Valarie called after her. Valarie was a little hesitant of staying even longer because she was both hungry and since she didn’t know Rita as well she did not want to say something to accidentally upset her. Valarie also did not want Rita to get upset after she left.
“Are you going to be okay, Rita? I would gladly go with you to apologize to your friend if that is what you need you just let me know,” Valarie said, hoping to make sure Rita was alright now. Valarie hesitated before pointing at the door.
“If you are alright now, I think I will leave to go get some food but if you ever need something just need me know and I’ll do my best to help you. It was nice to meet you, Rita!” Valarie said. She opened the door and waved to Rita before heading out for dinner.
“Yes! We should plan to see each other at the ball. You two will have a great time together!” Valarie said to the two Hufflepuffs. Aurora left the lavatory saying she was hungry and Valarie waved to her cousin on her way out the door.
“Good bye, Ro!” Valarie called after her. Valarie was a little hesitant of staying even longer because she was both hungry and since she didn’t know Rita as well she did not want to say something to accidentally upset her. Valarie also did not want Rita to get upset after she left.
“Are you going to be okay, Rita? I would gladly go with you to apologize to your friend if that is what you need you just let me know,” Valarie said, hoping to make sure Rita was alright now. Valarie hesitated before pointing at the door.
“If you are alright now, I think I will leave to go get some food but if you ever need something just need me know and I’ll do my best to help you. It was nice to meet you, Rita!” Valarie said. She opened the door and waved to Rita before heading out for dinner.
Valarie has now exited the thread
| I’m sorry. Did I step on your moment? | To change the world it takes a little genius. |
How on earth did you manage to turn a safety room into a not-so-safety room. |
25 Apr 2023, 02:08
Tears of Shamefulness
Rita watched as the two other girl took turned to say some comfort words to the already feeling a little better Second Year Hufflepuff beater with short straight black-hair and yellow glasses and then all waved goodbye and left the quite dull girl`s lavatory to go to the great hall to have dinner. Yeah, it really was time for dinner, as the black-haired Second Year Hufflepuff first-string beater was also getting a bit hungry after letting out such a bit cry in the girl`s lavatory after making such a big mess in the already too chaotic unity errand meeting.
"Well, I really am feeling a little better, thanks for coming here to comfort me after that way too chaotic unity errand meeting, Roro and Val! Catch ya later maybe at the ball or in other occcasions prior to that! It`s really getting late and I am starving, so let me go to the great hall and have some dinner as well! We can even meet up at the great hall if we are lucky!" Rita then waved goodbye to the other two girls as they took the step to leave the lavatory and also took the steps to leave the quite boring girl`s lavatory as well and headed to the great hall to have some dinner and fill up her empty stomach. The Second Year Hufflepuff beater felt lucky that the two other girls were so kind to come to tge girl`s lavatory to comfort her, and felt like without their comfort, things could become a lot worse, and Rita was glad that she really was feeling a lot better after letting out such a big cry and making such a bit mess in the girl`s lavatory thanks to Roro and Val kindly came to comfort her with their nice words. Anyway, that unity errand meeting really was a lesson learned for the Second Year Hufflepuff first-string beater with short straight black hair and yellow glasses about learning to control her temper and not letting her negative feelings get the better of her.
Interacting with: @Aurora Griffith @Valarie SongThread is now finished.
Rita Su - Hufflepuff Andy Menton - Ilvermorny, Thunderbird
Color code: Rita: #560edd Andy: #c40e0e
Rita`s Ency Andy`s Ency Shop