Closed Last Time PV Lucian Mornstern

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Rina had received the letter from her parents, giving her the news that would change her life. The reasons they gave her had been vague, "just that was time to move" and "we will talk personally about this". Irina had a feeling tho, that she already knew what had made her parents make that decision and probably Ava's attempt to stab Luci, a werewolf, because of what he is could be the main cause for their sudden will to take her daughter out of Hogwarts. She couldn't blame them, but she couldn't help but have a feeling of unfairness. Specially when she thinks about the friends she had made and how bad she will miss them. And specially the "friend" she was about to meet in that quite corridor. She really no longer could call him friend...not after her last words to him, said out of hurt and hate...but hate is just the other side of the coin right? Because the other face shows exactly the opposite feeling towards the tall dark haired boy. Maybe the meaning of "forever" had now a different weight on her chest, it seemed now...permanent and more real, and she couldn't leave without telling him a last goodbye.

This time, she slowly walked through the halls, some where crowded with students, others were more silent where young school mates where sat and quietly talking with each other...some lovebirds here and there...Irina felt a small kind smile spreading across her lips...yeah, she will miss that place! But then she turned to the empty corridor, the one where they first had met and saw Luci sat there, his back leaning on the hall. She felt her chest tight and suddenly she felt anxious and her heart began to beat a little faster, what was she going to say to him? They literally had their backs turned against each other since she found out his grandfather's letter.

Calmly, Rina walked the next few steps until she find her place sat next to him. With her legs crossed she kept playing with her the edge of her Slytherin favorite scarf, fighting with her thoughts to find the better way to start talking. "Uuh...H-Hi," She finally let those words shyly escape her lips while she glanced at him, "I need to tell you something...I don't want you to know by others." She told him, "I...I received a letter from my parents..." She took a deep breath before tell him, "I'm going to leave Hogwarts." Okay, lets admit that in her mind she would had been stronger saying those words...because in reality that felt like a sting to her heart and her eyes felt immediately warm with tears. "I know there are many left things to say between us...and probably this isn't the right time for it...but...I want you to know that...that..." Okay Ree...just breath! "That I'll miss you..." She said in a weak voice with tears rolling down her cheeks, "And...I'm sorry for everything I might have done that hurt you...I hope we can forget one day about everything that went wrong between us...so I can say...you're my friend?" She finished looking at him with a glint of hope in her eyes mixed with bright tears and a pleading expression. She had loved Luci...that's wrong, she loves Luci...and she will never forget her best friend...and she will never change whatever it is her true feelings towards him.
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Closed Last Time PV Lucian Mornstern
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Trying out a new style 👀 yeah I will only keep the font I think…

I was quite confused really, after not speaking since the start of January! To be honest, I feel like the circumstances for our part was stupid and the more I think about the more I realise that maybe we just weren’t meant to be. Real friends don’t fall out for reasons like this, real friends stick by each other. We both made mistakes some may beg to differ seeing as I was the one following orders like a pathetic lap dog and those mistakes ruined us.

I will always love her though.

I can never not love her.

Saying that I had a crush on Thorn during the game killed me inside but I had to play along. I fiddled with my ring as I look back at the memory. Then I thought back to the mudbl— to Opal. When she kissed me… I wished it wasn’t her.

Then I picked up on her sent and looked up. There she was, “Uuh...H-Hi," she seemed a little timid. "I need to tell you something...I don't want you to know by others. I...I received a letter from my parents…” she took a deep breath and I got scared. What was that about? "I'm going to leave Hogwarts." my world stopped.

What?” I croaked out, tears already building up. She is leaving. Was this my fault? Did I make her want to leave? I didn’t want this! I stared rubbing my hand* together and rubbing a hand through my hair. “You can’t leave!” I saw her eyes watering. This place won’t ever feel the same without her!

"I know there are many left things to say between us...and probably this isn't the right time for it...but...I want you to know that...that..." I couldn’t deal with this… she took a deep breath. "That I'll miss you..." tears rolled down her pretty cheeks and so did mine! My chest felt really tight and salty tears ran down my face. No, no, no. She can’t leave. "And...I'm sorry for everything I might have done that hurt you...I hope we can forget one day about everything that went wrong between us...so I can say...you're my friend?" she looked at me and I let out a shuddering breath.

Ree… my luv-” my voice cracked and I looked down, sobs leaving my body. Officially the worst day EVER. “Why- why are you leaving? Is it because of me? Did- is it something I did? Or- or because of Ava potentially knowing you’re a… you know,” I questioned in a fast ramble.

I stared at her and hastily brought her in for a tight hug, my arms going around her waist and my face buried in her neck. Sobs wracked my body. “I’m sorry! I’m so bloody sorry! I never meant for this, us, to happen like this! I-…” I stopped talking and tried to calm down, taking deep breaths. “I will miss you… love. Owl me when you move yeah, tell me how life is! And you will get an owl every year in your birthday! If it’s any conciliation… I always loved you. I love you,” and I returned back to the hug, letting go when she wanted me to.


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Edit: Oops. Forgot to mention…

(Lucian) If an egg is broken by an outside force, life ends. If broken by an inside force, life begins. (Alaric)