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You don't deserve this.....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:51Every single time, hun... no matter the amount of times I ask them to stop blaming it on me, it just makes it worse...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:48ReducioMikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:47It reminds me so much of my childhood bc every time she brought up a problematic partner to the house, my grandma would wake me up at like 2AM saying I had to take a decision and "if I leave the house with her, I'm never seeing this family again and she'll destroy us", B I WAS 8!!! I WANTED TO SLEEP I HAD SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY!!!Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:43It aint always ur fault, trust me about thatMikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:41
Idk, it's always my fault somehow...
I only had 1 friend left when I graduated high school, but after that, our lifes split, and I'm taking college online cause my family didn't want me to physically go there...
Last night, I said goodbye to her and she's doing the ice law on me (no talk, no look, no acknowledge, NOTHING) so... and today, rn I'm in class and she's still crying in the room next to me... maybe I'm actually so unemotional towards this, but c'mon, this whole problem was generated by you!!Just stay away from him for a while while everything calms down!! But no, she's so in love she's paranoid and angry at me all the time for not defending her...
And I am genuinely sorry to hear that.....
But no, everyone always cares more about my mom's problems and feelings, last night's fight was because I asked her "hey, can we not go to the gym tonight and go have dinner in family?" she went feral. She said a lot of harmful things to me while my grandma lighted up the fire texting her bad things and she took it on me on the way to the gym, we both arrived to thegym lookin like shi and everyone reached out TO HER!!! I had to lock myself in the restroom, cry, tie my hair and go out and fake a smile while my mom cried in the arms of her friends... guess I'll always be the colateral damage lol
@Laverne Taylor funny bc I'm more social online than irl
That, is srsly messed up as hell.... Did u ever try telling them. I mean, it prolly won't work but still....
And now she woke up and didn't even look at me, she's taking a bath, we haven't done breakfast (I woke up at 5 cause I had class at 6, I'm on it rn, and we have to be at the office at 8 so...) and do you think she asked "hey, did you sleep well"? or "sorry for how I talked to you last night" no, I haven't heard the word "sorry" in my family in 17 years. Can you believe I CRY every time a random person apologizes for the most stupid thing to me??
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You seem pretty sad For a girl so in love |
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Ik, but say it to them and they'll say it's my fault for:Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:52You don't deserve this.....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:51Every single time, hun... no matter the amount of times I ask them to stop blaming it on me, it just makes it worse...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:48ReducioMikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:47It reminds me so much of my childhood bc every time she brought up a problematic partner to the house, my grandma would wake me up at like 2AM saying I had to take a decision and "if I leave the house with her, I'm never seeing this family again and she'll destroy us", B I WAS 8!!! I WANTED TO SLEEP I HAD SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY!!!Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:43
It aint always ur fault, trust me about that
And I am genuinely sorry to hear that.....
But no, everyone always cares more about my mom's problems and feelings, last night's fight was because I asked her "hey, can we not go to the gym tonight and go have dinner in family?" she went feral. She said a lot of harmful things to me while my grandma lighted up the fire texting her bad things and she took it on me on the way to the gym, we both arrived to thegym lookin like shi and everyone reached out TO HER!!! I had to lock myself in the restroom, cry, tie my hair and go out and fake a smile while my mom cried in the arms of her friends... guess I'll always be the colateral damage lol
@Laverne Taylor funny bc I'm more social online than irl
That, is srsly messed up as hell.... Did u ever try telling them. I mean, it prolly won't work but still....
And now she woke up and didn't even look at me, she's taking a bath, we haven't done breakfast (I woke up at 5 cause I had class at 6, I'm on it rn, and we have to be at the office at 8 so...) and do you think she asked "hey, did you sleep well"? or "sorry for how I talked to you last night" no, I haven't heard the word "sorry" in my family in 17 years. Can you believe I CRY every time a random person apologizes for the most stupid thing to me??
Grandma's version: Not controlling my mom
Mom's version: Acting like her mom and being too overwhelming
Sigh...
I know my mom is a good person and she's capable of changing but I guess I'm just not worth it...
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U are worth every single thing in this world hun,ur mom js don't want to....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:53Ik, but say it to them and they'll say it's my fault for:Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:52You don't deserve this.....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:51Every single time, hun... no matter the amount of times I ask them to stop blaming it on me, it just makes it worse...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:48ReducioMikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:47
It reminds me so much of my childhood bc every time she brought up a problematic partner to the house, my grandma would wake me up at like 2AM saying I had to take a decision and "if I leave the house with her, I'm never seeing this family again and she'll destroy us", B I WAS 8!!! I WANTED TO SLEEP I HAD SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY!!!
But no, everyone always cares more about my mom's problems and feelings, last night's fight was because I asked her "hey, can we not go to the gym tonight and go have dinner in family?" she went feral. She said a lot of harmful things to me while my grandma lighted up the fire texting her bad things and she took it on me on the way to the gym, we both arrived to thegym lookin like shi and everyone reached out TO HER!!! I had to lock myself in the restroom, cry, tie my hair and go out and fake a smile while my mom cried in the arms of her friends... guess I'll always be the colateral damage lol
@Laverne Taylor funny bc I'm more social online than irl
That, is srsly messed up as hell.... Did u ever try telling them. I mean, it prolly won't work but still....
And now she woke up and didn't even look at me, she's taking a bath, we haven't done breakfast (I woke up at 5 cause I had class at 6, I'm on it rn, and we have to be at the office at 8 so...) and do you think she asked "hey, did you sleep well"? or "sorry for how I talked to you last night" no, I haven't heard the word "sorry" in my family in 17 years. Can you believe I CRY every time a random person apologizes for the most stupid thing to me??
Grandma's version: Not controlling my mom
Mom's version: Acting like her mom and being too overwhelming
Sigh...
I know my mom is a good person and she's capable of changing but I guess I'm just not worth it...
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You seem pretty sad For a girl so in love |
sta • 8 | eva • 6 | str • 5 | wis • 7 | arc • 5 | acc • 9 |
Children Of Chaos
Ik...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:54U are worth every single thing in this world hun,ur mom js don't want to....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:53Ik, but say it to them and they'll say it's my fault for:Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:52You don't deserve this.....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:51Every single time, hun... no matter the amount of times I ask them to stop blaming it on me, it just makes it worse...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:48Reducio
That, is srsly messed up as hell.... Did u ever try telling them. I mean, it prolly won't work but still....
And now she woke up and didn't even look at me, she's taking a bath, we haven't done breakfast (I woke up at 5 cause I had class at 6, I'm on it rn, and we have to be at the office at 8 so...) and do you think she asked "hey, did you sleep well"? or "sorry for how I talked to you last night" no, I haven't heard the word "sorry" in my family in 17 years. Can you believe I CRY every time a random person apologizes for the most stupid thing to me??
Grandma's version: Not controlling my mom
Mom's version: Acting like her mom and being too overwhelming
Sigh...
I know my mom is a good person and she's capable of changing but I guess I'm just not worth it...
Want the cherry on top? We go to therapy and every time we have a session together, the therapist and her go both against me for my mistakes... sigh
Like, I ask for a session with her bc I want to talk to her without fighting, and they go against me? And in the next session I ask about it to the therapist and she goes "Sorry, but if I don't go with her, it'll be worse for you" OH YOU HAVE NO IDEA-
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What the actual heck? That's literally unfair? Oh god's, a therapist is supposed to bring people together...Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:58Ik...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:54U are worth every single thing in this world hun,ur mom js don't want to....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:53Ik, but say it to them and they'll say it's my fault for:Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:52You don't deserve this.....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:51
Every single time, hun... no matter the amount of times I ask them to stop blaming it on me, it just makes it worse...
And now she woke up and didn't even look at me, she's taking a bath, we haven't done breakfast (I woke up at 5 cause I had class at 6, I'm on it rn, and we have to be at the office at 8 so...) and do you think she asked "hey, did you sleep well"? or "sorry for how I talked to you last night" no, I haven't heard the word "sorry" in my family in 17 years. Can you believe I CRY every time a random person apologizes for the most stupid thing to me??
Grandma's version: Not controlling my mom
Mom's version: Acting like her mom and being too overwhelming
Sigh...
I know my mom is a good person and she's capable of changing but I guess I'm just not worth it...
Want the cherry on top? We go to therapy and every time we have a session together, the therapist and her go both against me for my mistakes... sigh
Like, I ask for a session with her bc I want to talk to her without fighting, and they go against me? And in the next session I ask about it to the therapist and she goes "Sorry, but if I don't go with her, it'll be worse for you" OH YOU HAVE NO IDEA-
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You seem pretty sad For a girl so in love |
sta • 8 | eva • 6 | str • 5 | wis • 7 | arc • 5 | acc • 9 |
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Yea well, she'll make us fight and then make us hug each other to avoid keep fighting... sighLily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 13:00What the actual heck? That's literally unfair? Oh god's, a therapist is supposed to bring people together...Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:58Ik...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:54U are worth every single thing in this world hun,ur mom js don't want to....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:53Ik, but say it to them and they'll say it's my fault for:
Grandma's version: Not controlling my mom
Mom's version: Acting like her mom and being too overwhelming
Sigh...
I know my mom is a good person and she's capable of changing but I guess I'm just not worth it...
Want the cherry on top? We go to therapy and every time we have a session together, the therapist and her go both against me for my mistakes... sigh
Like, I ask for a session with her bc I want to talk to her without fighting, and they go against me? And in the next session I ask about it to the therapist and she goes "Sorry, but if I don't go with her, it'll be worse for you" OH YOU HAVE NO IDEA-
She's out now, I'll coexist w her, wish me luck...
If I don't report back in all day regarding this, I love you all
thanks for being there, Lils 
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Oh goodness, she ain't doing her job properly....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 13:02Yea well, she'll make us fight and then make us hug each other to avoid keep fighting... sighLily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 13:00What the actual heck? That's literally unfair? Oh god's, a therapist is supposed to bring people together...Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:58Ik...Lily Clarke wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:54U are worth every single thing in this world hun,ur mom js don't want to....Mikaela Hendricks wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 12:53
Ik, but say it to them and they'll say it's my fault for:
Grandma's version: Not controlling my mom
Mom's version: Acting like her mom and being too overwhelming
Sigh...
I know my mom is a good person and she's capable of changing but I guess I'm just not worth it...
Want the cherry on top? We go to therapy and every time we have a session together, the therapist and her go both against me for my mistakes... sigh
Like, I ask for a session with her bc I want to talk to her without fighting, and they go against me? And in the next session I ask about it to the therapist and she goes "Sorry, but if I don't go with her, it'll be worse for you" OH YOU HAVE NO IDEA-
She's out now, I'll coexist w her, wish me luck...
If I don't report back in all day regarding this, I love you all
Good luck, hun...
Love you too, and I am always here~~
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You seem pretty sad For a girl so in love |
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ACCEPTED??? PLS PUT ME IN THE OWLMavis Blair wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 11:37no...Nick Jameson wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 08:45SHE ACCEPTED! @Mavis Blair
Send me the owl asap
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WHATS GOING ON??Lily Isobel McCoire wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 13:19WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ACCEPTED??? PLS PUT ME IN THE OWLMavis Blair wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 11:37no...Nick Jameson wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 08:45SHE ACCEPTED! @Mavis Blair
Send me the owl asap
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WE FOUND SOMEONE FOR MAVISLaverne Taylor wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 13:21WHATS GOING ON??Lily Isobel McCoire wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 13:19WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ACCEPTED??? PLS PUT ME IN THE OWLMavis Blair wrote: 31 Jul 2026, 11:37no...
Send me the owl asap
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You seem pretty sad For a girl so in love |
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