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I know. And the thing is, i can relate. I was always the quiet kid, didn’t have too many friends, but was not friendless. Sure, I did singing, sketching, and everything, and maybe basketball was the one place I felt ok. And, i seem like a really bright, happy person online. I had anxiety since I was a preteen, but of course everyone said that I was overreacting. That’s what Laurie’s character was based on.Laasya Manjunath wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:53ReducioVladislav Liam Gunther wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:42 There were reallllllllyyyyy bad rumors that they came up with about me- things that CAN get you arrested, some of the rumors are incredibly graphic and I don't want to repeat them here, and it all started with the fact that I OFFERED TO HELP SOMEONE write their little paragraph bio that they refused to write because "he hate musical theater and only joined for choir so he's not doing the musical theater assignments and will only do things for choir." And after me offering, it started with him talking crap about me in snapchat and instagram dms, then it became a schoolwide thing where people were talking crap about me "behind my back" and then when I first heard about it, after them blasting me all over snapchat and instagram for the things that they came up with, I heard that more people were involved in coming up with rumors that THEY LATER CONFESSED WERE FALSE >C
Anyways I felt broken for a long time. I even changed my class my last semester of my senior year and didn't want to do theater again if the people that were a part of all that, that did hte most damage to me, were going to be involved. I had the theater teacher literally beg me to join back, and so I did, but I was so anxious for months and couldn't look anyone in the eye because of how badly they hurt me. I avoided my 'best' friend (bro literally told rumors and lies just to be in with a different friend group rather than to be a decent and honest person.) for months and even after graduation, blocking his number as well.
I remember snapping in the middle of my theater production at the ones who hurt me because we all were in the middle of a 'i forgot my line' moment in that scene and after a second I just spoke to break the peace and it turned out I had snapped and I yelled at each of them, of course, in character and whatever, but I hurt so bad.
So..
Plus with Clue also with snapping, they hated that I knew more about a dead body than they did. Because I kept proposing some ideas to make it a little more realistic (because I don't like cartoonish "deaths" or anything because it seems like a try hard thing.
So yeah anyways. Some of it was incredibly graphic, but they later confessed that it was false, others were partial truths but they manipulated it so it was in fact false and not the complete truth. If that makes sense? Most of them were false.
But I feel like theater kids find someone to bully every semester because if they can't find someone to pick on, they're bored or whatever. The person that was bullied before I was was a fantastic singer in choir, a great actor, and a daughter of a police officer. I'm the grandson to a former lieutenant, I can act, but I cannot sing.
But anyways. Yeah.
That’s so horrible! Nobody deserves to go through that
One day, someone spread some rumours, that I was talking trash about some kind people. Who would tell them I didn’t even know them? And I wanted to explain, but no one let me. I was constantly bullied. And I didn’t want to show any emotions. I lost the few friends that I had. I’m active in this site a lot, because I’m not ready to accept my reality.
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It hurt that theater was my safe place after my dad being arrested for how he treated my mom, then the fact that he was allowed back with us (a 3-1 vote btw, I was that 1 vote) and his record was expunged. CPS got involved with us and charged my mom for being reckless and for having my brother and I see her get hurt (we were both under 18 at the time, this was back in 2021)Laurie Holmes wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 17:00I know. And the thing is, i can relate. I was always the quiet kid, didn’t have too many friends, but was not friendless. Sure, I did singing, sketching, and everything, and maybe basketball was the one place I felt ok. And, i seem like a really bright, happy person online. I had anxiety since I was a preteen, but of course everyone said that I was overreacting. That’s what Laurie’s character was based on.Laasya Manjunath wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:53ReducioVladislav Liam Gunther wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:42 There were reallllllllyyyyy bad rumors that they came up with about me- things that CAN get you arrested, some of the rumors are incredibly graphic and I don't want to repeat them here, and it all started with the fact that I OFFERED TO HELP SOMEONE write their little paragraph bio that they refused to write because "he hate musical theater and only joined for choir so he's not doing the musical theater assignments and will only do things for choir." And after me offering, it started with him talking crap about me in snapchat and instagram dms, then it became a schoolwide thing where people were talking crap about me "behind my back" and then when I first heard about it, after them blasting me all over snapchat and instagram for the things that they came up with, I heard that more people were involved in coming up with rumors that THEY LATER CONFESSED WERE FALSE >C
Anyways I felt broken for a long time. I even changed my class my last semester of my senior year and didn't want to do theater again if the people that were a part of all that, that did hte most damage to me, were going to be involved. I had the theater teacher literally beg me to join back, and so I did, but I was so anxious for months and couldn't look anyone in the eye because of how badly they hurt me. I avoided my 'best' friend (bro literally told rumors and lies just to be in with a different friend group rather than to be a decent and honest person.) for months and even after graduation, blocking his number as well.
I remember snapping in the middle of my theater production at the ones who hurt me because we all were in the middle of a 'i forgot my line' moment in that scene and after a second I just spoke to break the peace and it turned out I had snapped and I yelled at each of them, of course, in character and whatever, but I hurt so bad.
So..
Plus with Clue also with snapping, they hated that I knew more about a dead body than they did. Because I kept proposing some ideas to make it a little more realistic (because I don't like cartoonish "deaths" or anything because it seems like a try hard thing.
So yeah anyways. Some of it was incredibly graphic, but they later confessed that it was false, others were partial truths but they manipulated it so it was in fact false and not the complete truth. If that makes sense? Most of them were false.
But I feel like theater kids find someone to bully every semester because if they can't find someone to pick on, they're bored or whatever. The person that was bullied before I was was a fantastic singer in choir, a great actor, and a daughter of a police officer. I'm the grandson to a former lieutenant, I can act, but I cannot sing.
But anyways. Yeah.
That’s so horrible! Nobody deserves to go through that
One day, someone spread some rumours, that I was talking trash about some kind people. Who would tell them I didn’t even know them? And I wanted to explain, but no one let me. I was constantly bullied. And I didn’t want to show any emotions. I lost the few friends that I had. I’m in this site a lot, because I’m not ready to accept my reality.
and tried to take my brother away because they said she was mistreating him and whatever. She wasn't. So in 2021, all thanks to my dad and cps and the legal system, I used theater as my safe place. Then.. of course someone had to be a jerk and start a whole jerk movement with the rumors, made theater out to not be a safe place anymore. I didn't really consider home safe, and I think that's why for so many years I wished I lived in the cottages at my childhood school I attended (it was a school for Prek to 12th grade but I mainstreamed in 7th grade so I say it's my childhood school even if it isn't for babies only.) I felt safer at the cottages. Happier. Like I was free to be myself with a home that was a bit chaotic and stressful and full of me being in trouble and all... then when I mainstreamed, covid hitting didn't really help, it only made people angrier and they had more pent up anger and stress and had to take it out I guess. So... my mind is jumbled above but the point I'm trying to make is
I had safe places, then they were taken away from me and I kinda hope I can find another with the way that life seems to be.
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Oh my god, that’s horrible.Laurie Holmes wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 17:00I know. And the thing is, i can relate. I was always the quiet kid, didn’t have too many friends, but was not friendless. Sure, I did singing, sketching, and everything, and maybe basketball was the one place I felt ok. And, i seem like a really bright, happy person online. I had anxiety since I was a preteen, but of course everyone said that I was overreacting. That’s what Laurie’s character was based on.Laasya Manjunath wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:53ReducioVladislav Liam Gunther wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:42 There were reallllllllyyyyy bad rumors that they came up with about me- things that CAN get you arrested, some of the rumors are incredibly graphic and I don't want to repeat them here, and it all started with the fact that I OFFERED TO HELP SOMEONE write their little paragraph bio that they refused to write because "he hate musical theater and only joined for choir so he's not doing the musical theater assignments and will only do things for choir." And after me offering, it started with him talking crap about me in snapchat and instagram dms, then it became a schoolwide thing where people were talking crap about me "behind my back" and then when I first heard about it, after them blasting me all over snapchat and instagram for the things that they came up with, I heard that more people were involved in coming up with rumors that THEY LATER CONFESSED WERE FALSE >C
Anyways I felt broken for a long time. I even changed my class my last semester of my senior year and didn't want to do theater again if the people that were a part of all that, that did hte most damage to me, were going to be involved. I had the theater teacher literally beg me to join back, and so I did, but I was so anxious for months and couldn't look anyone in the eye because of how badly they hurt me. I avoided my 'best' friend (bro literally told rumors and lies just to be in with a different friend group rather than to be a decent and honest person.) for months and even after graduation, blocking his number as well.
I remember snapping in the middle of my theater production at the ones who hurt me because we all were in the middle of a 'i forgot my line' moment in that scene and after a second I just spoke to break the peace and it turned out I had snapped and I yelled at each of them, of course, in character and whatever, but I hurt so bad.
So..
Plus with Clue also with snapping, they hated that I knew more about a dead body than they did. Because I kept proposing some ideas to make it a little more realistic (because I don't like cartoonish "deaths" or anything because it seems like a try hard thing.
So yeah anyways. Some of it was incredibly graphic, but they later confessed that it was false, others were partial truths but they manipulated it so it was in fact false and not the complete truth. If that makes sense? Most of them were false.
But I feel like theater kids find someone to bully every semester because if they can't find someone to pick on, they're bored or whatever. The person that was bullied before I was was a fantastic singer in choir, a great actor, and a daughter of a police officer. I'm the grandson to a former lieutenant, I can act, but I cannot sing.
But anyways. Yeah.
That’s so horrible! Nobody deserves to go through that
One day, someone spread some rumours, that I was talking trash about some kind people. Who would tell them I didn’t even know them? And I wanted to explain, but no one let me. I was constantly bullied. And I didn’t want to show any emotions. I lost the few friends that I had. I’m active in this site a lot, because I’m not ready to accept my reality.
Nobody’s ever made harmful rumors of me before but this is especially rude. Especially the fact that they didn’t let you explain. Some people are really horrible.
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Vladislav Liam Gunther wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 17:07It hurt that theater was my safe place after my dad being arrested for how he treated my mom, then the fact that he was allowed back with us (a 3-1 vote btw, I was that 1 vote) and his record was expunged. CPS got involved with us and charged my mom for being reckless and for having my brother and I see her get hurt (we were both under 18 at the time, this was back in 2021)Laurie Holmes wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 17:00I know. And the thing is, i can relate. I was always the quiet kid, didn’t have too many friends, but was not friendless. Sure, I did singing, sketching, and everything, and maybe basketball was the one place I felt ok. And, i seem like a really bright, happy person online. I had anxiety since I was a preteen, but of course everyone said that I was overreacting. That’s what Laurie’s character was based on.Laasya Manjunath wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:53ReducioVladislav Liam Gunther wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 16:42 There were reallllllllyyyyy bad rumors that they came up with about me- things that CAN get you arrested, some of the rumors are incredibly graphic and I don't want to repeat them here, and it all started with the fact that I OFFERED TO HELP SOMEONE write their little paragraph bio that they refused to write because "he hate musical theater and only joined for choir so he's not doing the musical theater assignments and will only do things for choir." And after me offering, it started with him talking crap about me in snapchat and instagram dms, then it became a schoolwide thing where people were talking crap about me "behind my back" and then when I first heard about it, after them blasting me all over snapchat and instagram for the things that they came up with, I heard that more people were involved in coming up with rumors that THEY LATER CONFESSED WERE FALSE >C
Anyways I felt broken for a long time. I even changed my class my last semester of my senior year and didn't want to do theater again if the people that were a part of all that, that did hte most damage to me, were going to be involved. I had the theater teacher literally beg me to join back, and so I did, but I was so anxious for months and couldn't look anyone in the eye because of how badly they hurt me. I avoided my 'best' friend (bro literally told rumors and lies just to be in with a different friend group rather than to be a decent and honest person.) for months and even after graduation, blocking his number as well.
I remember snapping in the middle of my theater production at the ones who hurt me because we all were in the middle of a 'i forgot my line' moment in that scene and after a second I just spoke to break the peace and it turned out I had snapped and I yelled at each of them, of course, in character and whatever, but I hurt so bad.
So..
Plus with Clue also with snapping, they hated that I knew more about a dead body than they did. Because I kept proposing some ideas to make it a little more realistic (because I don't like cartoonish "deaths" or anything because it seems like a try hard thing.
So yeah anyways. Some of it was incredibly graphic, but they later confessed that it was false, others were partial truths but they manipulated it so it was in fact false and not the complete truth. If that makes sense? Most of them were false.
But I feel like theater kids find someone to bully every semester because if they can't find someone to pick on, they're bored or whatever. The person that was bullied before I was was a fantastic singer in choir, a great actor, and a daughter of a police officer. I'm the grandson to a former lieutenant, I can act, but I cannot sing.
But anyways. Yeah.
That’s so horrible! Nobody deserves to go through that
One day, someone spread some rumours, that I was talking trash about some kind people. Who would tell them I didn’t even know them? And I wanted to explain, but no one let me. I was constantly bullied. And I didn’t want to show any emotions. I lost the few friends that I had. I’m in this site a lot, because I’m not ready to accept my reality.
and tried to take my brother away because they said she was mistreating him and whatever. She wasn't. So in 2021, all thanks to my dad and cps and the legal system, I used theater as my safe place. Then.. of course someone had to be a jerk and start a whole jerk movement with the rumors, made theater out to not be a safe place anymore. I didn't really consider home safe, and I think that's why for so many years I wished I lived in the cottages at my childhood school I attended (it was a school for Prek to 12th grade but I mainstreamed in 7th grade so I say it's my childhood school even if it isn't for babies only.) I felt safer at the cottages. Happier. Like I was free to be myself with a home that was a bit chaotic and stressful and full of me being in trouble and all... then when I mainstreamed, covid hitting didn't really help, it only made people angrier and they had more pent up anger and stress and had to take it out I guess. So... my mind is jumbled above but the point I'm trying to make is
I had safe places, then they were taken away from me and I kinda hope I can find another with the way that life seems to be.
I feel so bad. I hope you were ok, no one should ever go through that, especially not when they’re so young. That’s why I’m so obsessed with music, it’s the one thing that keeps me sane. My parents never believed me when I would tell them that I wasn’t ok, that I was mentally exhausted.
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lol, I realize often that I make dark jokes and when people look at me, it's because it's not funny to them but it is to me. Maybe I've been too hurt for that XD but alas.
I'm also sorry you went through this as well.
I've wanted to get a therapist. I have a lot of dark moments in my life, some I never mention to anyone, I've never even mentioned it to people I'm close to here because it's too uhh.. I guess painful to mention. But yeah. But I can't afford a therapist. Plus apparently my insurance isn't going to pay for a dang thing if I wanted help >.>
I'm also sorry you went through this as well.
I've wanted to get a therapist. I have a lot of dark moments in my life, some I never mention to anyone, I've never even mentioned it to people I'm close to here because it's too uhh.. I guess painful to mention. But yeah. But I can't afford a therapist. Plus apparently my insurance isn't going to pay for a dang thing if I wanted help >.>
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Someone told me I run like a girl. I said that if they ran faster they could to.
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No problem!!! ByeeeFlame Afterglow wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 17:15HI LILY! gotta go.......
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Hiya Lils!!Lily Clarke wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 17:15No problem!!! ByeeeFlame Afterglow wrote: 8 Apr 2026, 17:15HI LILY! gotta go.......