Blood, Bones, and Regrets
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This is an original story by moi, the first one i've ever written like this so super proud of of myself.
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â Hogwarts mandatory clothes with a hoodie built in.
â Black army-type boots, with silver accents
â Silver pirate rings with the usual skull and crossbones decor.
â Several choker's, ranging from silver to black along with creepy earrings up and down my ears along with a thin silver nose piercing on my right flap.
â Black headphones with my magical radio in my pocket.
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â Thick bun at the nape of my neck with curls exploding around my face
I stared at the piece of paper.
I didn't know what I was writing until I stopped.
This happened to me often, when I got a sort of vision, and words float through my head.
I started to read through my story.
Bones, Blood, and Regrets:
By: Nyx Blackheart
She ran. She didnât know for how long, but in the moment, she couldnât have cared less. Her pale arms were streaked with cuts and bruises. The dark, inky, sinister forest seemed to close in, watching her every moveâwaiting to see how sheâd react.
Every crunch of a twig underfoot echoed like thunder. The air reeked of damp earth and something metallicâmaybe blood.
The forest was hungry. Hungry for her.
The silence screamed at her, frozen, timeless.
She panted, then tripped over an old, gnarled root. Her hands dug deep into the mushy murk of something that wasnât mud nor was it dirt.
How had she gotten into this situation?
Running wasnât new to her. Not really. Sheâd been running her whole lifeâfrom stares, from names, from the thing inside her.
At sixteen, Acantha Bellatrix Coffin Grimrose had never been a normal kid. She was always that one weird kid that seemed to drip a dark aura that made most people walk away after a first glance.
Her jet-black eyes looked like pools of bloodâterrifying to meet, impossible to forget.
It felt like her unwavering eyes were penetrating into your soul. Listening to your thoughts, dreams, and fears.
Her pale skin was always covered by heavy black hoodies and black leggings.
Her full, pink lips were always curved into a sneer or a scowl whenever other kids came to jeer and taunt her. The other kids were afraid of her - that wasnât the only reason they taunted her though. Her strange clothing and jewelry didnât helpâsilver chains draped from her neck, and thin silver hoops lined both ears, arranged from smallest to largest, top to bottom.
On the last earring in her right ear, there was a thick snake carved into the silver with onyx stones for eyes.
The only times that they didnât taunt her were when she made things happen.
She never knew how they happened. They just ⊠did.
A kid being thrown across the room after a cruel comment.
Another ending up with a broken arm, barely hours after a well placed insult.
And the overwhelming urge to drink blood throughout it all.
She didnât know why. But there was something under her skin, something living, that gave her those urges.
They were always accompanied with her senses sharpening, and the feeling that her canines were ⊠elongating.
She felt a grim sense of satisfaction whenever something strange or unexplainable happened to her tormentors. She would wear a sharp toothed grin, filled with whispered promises of pain, of suffering to her opponents. It was a grin that would make a grown man want to curl up and spill his darkest and most terrible fears.
She wasnât normal. But she wasnât sure she was human, either.
And she kept getting dreams. Dreams of a forest. Of something calling out, pleading with her. Its words were Come Home.
So she ran one day. Into the forest. Into the thing that haunted her days like a plague.
And she screamed.
The forest whispered her name. Not her real one. The other one. The one she hadnât rememberedâuntil now.
Until the forest spoke it.
She smiled. A real one this time. Bloody, wild, unafraid.
âFine,â she said. âLetâs see what I can do.â
And the forest opened for her, stretching it's cruel, frighteningly long limbs out to her, like a mother beckoning a child to come home.
Her nails stretched and sharpened, a sharp, biting pain racing through her fingertips. Her bones cracked and broke, stretching, recreating.
Her ears seemed to hear the heartbeat of every animal in the forest, even the forestâs own heartbeat. It was a heavy thing, pulsing slowly, a muted boom under the earth itself.
Her nose flared, smelling the very blood underneath her skin, and she caught the scent of something elseâs bloodâthick, rich, primal. So thick it felt like it seeped into her bones. Her teeth ached to tear, to sink deep into the warmth of flesh that beckoned.
But she didnât.
Not yet.
She angled her head back and let out a pained, inhuman roar.
The air grew thick around her, as if the forest itself was holding its breath, waiting for her next move, in awe or in fear she knew not.
Pain was the only thing she knew at that moment.
And she reveled in it.
It crashed over her in wavesâfire in her veins, curling into her soul until it threatened to rip her into pieces.
Her muscles trembled, and for the briefest moment, she wondered if it might tear her apart.
The low, guttural, bellow that ripped agonizingly from her throat wasnât her own.
It was the thing within her, a living embodiment of raw power, begging to be released.
It murmured in her ears, a chant.
Let me out. Let your true power flow.
What choice did she have? The thing inside was no longer asking.
The forest moaned along with her, the wind playing an eerie song, one that spoke of longing.
Its branches stretched out to her, in tune with her pain.
Offering her solace.
The wind stilled. Even the trees paused.
Then, the pain came againâstronger this time. It licked up her spine like flame, biting, devouring, branding her from the inside out. Her vision blurred. The edges of the world stretched and melted like hot wax. She fell to her knees, fingers clawing into the forest floor, her breath ragged.
And thatâs when the visions began.
The ground pulsed beneath her palms.
Images flashed before her eyesâtoo fast, too bright. Fire. Screaming. A moon soaked in red. A thousand eyes watching from the dark. A throne of bones crumbling to ash. Her own faceâtwisted, ancient, monstrous.
Her head whipped back, a scream caught in her throat.
Out of the shadows, they came.
Figuresâshifting, swirling, faceless things made of mist and memory. Twisting, turning.
They drifted between the trees, tall and gaunt, their limbs too long, too wrong. TooâŠotherworldly.
Their mouths didnât move, but she heard them all the same.
âDaughter of NyxâŠâ
âChild of bloodâŠâ
âWe have waitedâŠâ
Their voices echoed like forgotten lullabies and broken promises. Something ancient stirred inside her chest. Something that knew them. That longed for them. That cried out to them.
One vision stood out amongst others.
A mirror dripping with black ichor⊠A crown, not placed on her headâbut driven into it. Darkness.
She stood, though her legs threatened to give out beneath her.
The shadows didnât move closer. Instead, they parted.
And through them, a path appeared.
It wasnât there before. It couldnât have been.
The forest floor split open, revealing a narrow trail bathed in an eerie, violet light. The trees bowed away from it, as if afraid to touch it. Thorny vines writhed alongside it like snakes, curling and uncurling. Bonesâsmall ones, bird-like, maybe humanâlined the pathâs edge like fallen leaves.
Runes marked the path, and whispered of great power. And of suffering.
The shadows whispered again, closer now.
âCome home, Child of Chaos.â
âFind the heart.â
âBecome who you are meant to be.â
Acanthaâs breath hitched. Her heartbeat thundered in her ears. She should run. She should scream.
The hesitation was running through her veins.
But instead, she stepped forward.
One foot in front of the other.
Toward the path. Toward the unknown. Toward the truth curled like a serpent in the dark.
And then the voice came.
Not hers.
Not human.
âDeath smiles at us all,â it whispered, deep and cold, ancient as the bones beneath her feet.
âAll a man can do is smile back.â
The words struck like thunder in her skull.
And Acantha... smiled.
Not with joy.
But with teeth.
With knowing.
With acceptance.
She stepped onto the path.
The violet light from the path soaked into her skin like ink. It throbbed beneath her soles, warm and pulsing, as if the trail itself had veins. The moment her foot hit it, the forest⊠changed.
It had become murderous.
The trees leaned in. Not bent by windâbut watching. Listening.
And then it smiled.
Not with lips or teeth, but with cracks in bark, with the splintering groan of wood, with the distant rustle of branches like something licking its lips.
A forest doesnât need a face to hunger.
It grinned with the stillness between heartbeats. With the way the air seemed to vanish behind her, erasing the world she left behind.
She didnât look back. She knew what would happen.
Along the path, they waited.
Shadows stood between the trees, flickering in and out of existence like dying candlelight. These ones had a presence that the other ones didnât.
They werenât like the ones sheâd seen beforeâthese were lesser, or maybe more twisted.
Crawling on all fours, limbs dragging, heads tilted at impossible angles. Eyesâtoo many, or none at all, glowing like the sun. Mouths sewn shut. Or yawning wide with no bottom. Claws that could tear through flesh like water. And all were savage.
They didnât move toward her. But gods, they wanted to. She could feel itâcoiling in the dark like a scream held too long.
She felt it. A pressing hunger, rippling through them, through the forest. Waiting. Hoping sheâd step off the path, even by an inch.
So that they could jump.
A branch cracked behind her.
A whisper, barely audible:
âOne misstepâŠâ
Another voice, silkier, closer to her ear, hot and cold breath against her skin:
âWeâll be waiting, girlâŠâ
Still, she walked.
The path narrowed.
Vines reached out like fingers, brushing her shoulders, curling toward her throat. Her breath hitched, but she didnât stop.
The runes beneath her feet glowed brighter, and she could swear they shifted slightly under her stepâguiding her forward, warding the forest back.
But how long would they protect her?
And how long until the forest decided it had waited long enough?
She didnât know when the path started to tilt downward, but suddenly it was thereâsloping, subtle at first, then steeper, deeper, until the trees arched into a tunnel of knotted roots and bone-white bark. A shiver rippled up her spine.
And then, the gate appeared.
It wasnât made of wood. Or stone.
It was made of void.
A jagged archway carved into the very fabric of the forest, as if reality had split open to reveal something beneath.
Something cruel.
The frame was formed from what looked like twisted obsidian and rusted iron, slick with something that mightâve been sapâor blood. Or both. She didnât know. But she didnât want to know either.
Vines clung to it like veins, pulsing faintly with a sickly violet glow. Strange glyphs crawled across the surface, shifting when she looked too long, rearranging themselves like they knew she was watching. They hummedâa low, guttural tone that vibrated in her ribs.
And above it, hanging in the air like an unspoken promise, etched itself in the air, into the space between the trees. A spiraling mark. A serpent swallowing its own tail. A crown of thorns. It changed depending on the angle, but it was always watching.
Beyond the gate?
There was no light.
There was an inky darkness to it that made her want to cry out.
Just a cold wind, sighing like breath from an open mouth. And the smellâold earth, wet stone, and the sharp tang of something dead too long to name.
It wasnât a doorway.
It was a mouth.
And it was waiting to be fed.
She stood before the gate, a silhouette carved from fear.
The void beyond it felt ancient. Older than time, older than the trees, older than memory.
It wasnât just darkâit was alive. Alive in ways that man could not understand.
And it was watching her.
The space inside the gate shifted, breathed, pulsed like something with a thousand hearts. It whisperedânot in words, not really, but in meaning.
A hum behind her teeth. A pressure against her chest.
She didnât know the language. But she understood.
It wanted her.
It had always wanted her.
And now, it was calling her home.
Acantha stepped forward.
The second her foot crossed the threshold, everything changed.
The air snapped. The pressure deepened. It was like being submergedâcold, thick, choking.
The forest vanished behind her, swallowed whole by shadow. No trees. No sky. No ground. Just that endless, inky dark âââa hole torn in the fabric of time itself.
But she could feel something under her feet. Something that pulsed.
The whispers came again. Louder. Closer.
Now she could almost make them out. Names. Promises. Warnings.
A language made of blood and bone and screaming stars.
A language that she felt like she had spoken her entire life.
The darkness coiled around her ankles like fog. Or fingers.
And stillâshe did not flinch.
She opened her mouth. No sound came out. But the voidâoh, the voidâanswered.
âChild of Chaos.â
âDaughter of Nyx,â
âCome To Us.â
âBecome what you were always meant to Be.â
She listened.
The words curled around her like smokeâwarm, coaxing, cruel.
But still⊠she hesitated.
There was a flicker of somethingâ
A face. A memory.
Her family.
The hesitation stung.
She still had them to think of. Didnât she?
The voices turned sharper now, slicing through her thoughts.
âYour family abandoned you.â
âThey feared you.â
âThey left you for dead.â
They werenât wrong.
She tried to push the truth away, but it echoed inside her chest like a scream trapped in a coffin.
They made her feel like she was nothing.
Like she was dispensable.
ââWorthless.
Wrong.
Broken.
Her lips curled. Not in sorrow. Not anymore.
The truth hardened her heart, encasing it in ice.
In rage.
The voices didnât lie.
They told the truth that her heart had always known but never dared speak aloud.
âYou were never theirs.â
âYou were always ours.â
And something inside her gave way.
The grief twisted. Shifted.
Became something new.
Something sharp.
Something beautiful.
She let go.
Of the names they called her.
Of the guilt. The loneliness. The need to be wanted by people who had only ever feared her.
And when she did⊠the darkness surged in.
Not like a prisonâbut like freedom.
It wrapped around her like silk and shadow, cloaking her in the truth of what she was. Who she could become.
Not broken.
Not weak.
Born for this.
She lifted her head. Her eyes burned black with galaxies.
âI was never one of them,â she whispered. âI never needed them.â
And the void smiled.
And she smiled right back.
âSpeak your name, Darkling.â
âSpeak it! So that others may tremble in fear.â
The voices were screaming at her.
Her thoughts were I might as well listen.
âShe Who Dines on Stars, Flame of Nyx, Queen Beyond the Gate.â
âSovereign of Shadows Made Flesh.â
âFlame of the Final Night.â
âWarden of Forgotten Thrones.â
âShe who walked through death and made it kneel.â
âShe Who Was Forged in Silence, and Crowned in Bone.â
The stars fell the night she was named. The forest remembered her. The void called her daughter.
The voices grew louder, chanting her titles.
âFlame of the Final Night, She Who Burns What Cannot Die.â
They thought death would stop her. They were wrong. She lit the dark from the inside out.
âThe Severed Crown, She Who Unmade the Heavens.â
The gods once wore her name in fear. They buried it. It did not stay buried.
âDaughter of the Black Sun, Bringer of the Twelfth Night.â
Every prophecy ended with her. Every ruin began with her step.
âShe Who Smiles at Death, and Teaches It to Kneel.â
Death came for her once. Now it follows her, begging to be useful.
âShe Who Was Cast Aside⊠And Found by the Dark.â
She was never theirs to lose. She was always the voidâs to crown.
The voices swirled around her, a tornado of fury, and power.
âSay it.â
The command was simple, but she knew what it meant.
Then, she spoke the name that brought fear into the hearts of men and gods alike.
âWhen the moon bleeds thrice and the forest sings her name,
She shall rise, thorn-crowned, from the marrow of forgotten gods."
"Her blood shall ink the runes of reckoning,
Her scream, the last hymn of the light."
"Daughter of Nyx, forged in grief, fed by chaos,
She will bear the name that breaks empires."
"And the void will openânot to devour, but to kneel.â
She intoned, the words flowing and spilling from some dark crevice deep within.
âBeware the one whose smile cuts deeper than her blade.
She does not wear her crownâ
She is the crown.
The world will burn not because she hates itâ
But because it made her.â
And then, the words that the void, the shadows, were waiting for came.
âMy name, is Acantha Velrith Thornveil â The Queen Beneath the Crown
Velrith the Hollow Flame
Thornveil the Pale Fire
Acantha of the Burning Crown
First of the End, Last of the Light.â
The forest spoke her name. The void crowned her. The world will remember. And it will burn.
I stared at the story. And then I hid it. I didn't know what I wrote. I couldn't understand it. But it felt right. And that's what scared me.
Dance poor people, dance and drown, dance fair Paris to the Ground. Dance poor people, dance and drown, dance fair Paris, ashes now.
â Crimson Sugar Curiosities! â [OPEN!]
Blood, Bones, and Regrets
Hi Guys! Here is the whole story that I have for now so that you can read it. A warning, there is a lot of dark stuff in it so if you don't like any of these things I'm going to mention now, don't read it. And please, if you read it and don't like it, that's fine. Just don't flame me. If you have nothing nice to say, don't say it. This story contains:
Painful memories and dark moments from a haunted childhoodâechoes of loneliness, neglect, and cruel âgamesâ dressed as care. It includes unsettling imagery and themes of transformation born from suffering. If youâre feeling tender, you may wish to pause or proceed gently.
Again, if you don't like it DON'T READ IT.
I'm using a pseudonym since I didn't want to use Nyx's name lol. I'll update it on occasion But here it is! Here goes nothing:
Verlith:
Bones, Blood, and Regrets
By: Thalassa Bloodveil
For all those who feel abandoned to the straits of life.
To those who feel too wrong to be normal.
Those who fear not the cold embrace of Death but instead, welcome it as a companion.
âIn time, we hate that which we often fear.â
Shakespear.
âThereâs something dark within me I cannot shake.â â Cara Delevingne
Chapter One:
When the Trees Open Their Eyes
âRun long enough, and even the trees remember your scent.â
â The Book of Ruin, Verse I
She ran. She didnât know for how long, but in the moment, she couldnât have cared less. Her pale arms were streaked with cuts and bruises. The dark, inky, sinister forest seemed to close in, watching her every moveâwaiting to see how sheâd react.
Every crunch of a twig underfoot echoed like thunder. The air reeked of damp earth and something metallicâmaybe blood.
The forest was hungry. Hungry for her.
The silence screamed at her, frozen, timeless.
She panted, then tripped over an old, gnarled root. Her hands dug deep into the mushy murk of something that wasnât mud nor was it dirt. A disgusting sludge of dark matter.
How had she gotten into this situation?
Running wasnât new to her. Not really. Sheâd been running her whole lifeâfrom stares, from names, from the thing inside her.
At sixteen, Acantha Bellatrix Coffin Grimrose had never been a normal kid. She was always that kid that seemed to drip an unearthly dark aura that made most people walk away after a first glance.
Her jet-black eyes looked like pools of bloodâterrifying to meet, impossible to forget.
It felt like her unwavering eyes were penetrating into your soul.
Listening to your thoughts, dreams, and fears.
Her long lashes made it look like she was batting her eyes when she blinked.
Her pale skin was always covered by heavy black hoodies and black leggings. She hated the sunlight and was always found in the shadows, lurking about. Waiting for something that would never come.
Her nose was long, and hooked slightly at the end, making her look like a bird of prey when she turned on you.
Her full, pink lips were always curved into a sneer or a scowl whenever other kids came to jeer and taunt her. The other kids were afraid of her - that wasnât the only reason they taunted her though. Her strange clothing and jewelry didnât helpâsilver chains draped from her neck, and thin silver hoops lined both ears, arranged from smallest to largest, top to bottom.
On the last earring in her right ear, there was a thick snake carved into the silver with onyx stones for eyes.
The only times that they didnât taunt her were when she made things happen.
She never knew how they happened. They just ⊠did.
A kid being thrown across the room after a cruel comment.
Another ending up with a broken arm, barely hours after a well placed insult.
And the overwhelming urge to drink blood throughout it all.
She didnât know why. But there was something under her skin, something living, that gave her those urges.
They were always accompanied with her senses sharpening, and the feeling that her canines were ⊠elongating.
She felt a grim sense of satisfaction whenever something strange or unexplainable happened to her tormentors.
She would wear a sharp toothed grin, filled with whispered promises of pain, of suffering to her opponents. It was a grin that would make a grown man want to curl up and spill his darkest and most terrible fears.
She wasnât normal. But she wasnât sure she was human, either.
And she kept getting dreams. Dreams of a forest. Of something calling out, pleading with her. Its words were Come Home.
So she ran one day. Into the forest. Into the thing that haunted her days like a plague.
And she screamed.
The forest whispered her name. Not her real one. The other one. The one she hadnât rememberedâuntil now.
Until the forest spoke it.
She smiled. A real one this time. Bloody, wild, unafraid.
âFine,â she said. âLetâs see what I can do.â
And the forest opened for her, stretching its cruel, frighteningly long limbs out to her, like a mother beckoning a child.
Chapter 2.
She Was Never Just Flesh
âThe beast is not beneath your flesh. It is your flesh.â
â Codex Nocturna, Fragment 17
Her nails stretched and sharpened, a sharp, biting pain racing through her fingertips. Her bones cracked and broke, stretching, recreating.
Her ears seemed to hear the heartbeat of every animal in the forest, even the forestâs own heartbeat. It was a heavy thing, pulsing slowly, a muted boom under the earth itself.
Her nose flared, smelling the very blood underneath her skin, and she caught the scent of something elseâs bloodâthick, rich, primal. So thick it felt like it seeped into her bones. Her teeth ached to tear, to sink deep into the warmth of flesh that beckoned.
But she didnât.
Not yet.
She angled her head back and let out a pained, inhuman roar.
The air grew thick around her, as if the forest itself was holding its breath, waiting for her next move, in awe or in fear she knew not.
Pain was the only thing she knew at that moment.
And she reveled in it.
It crashed over her in wavesâfire in her veins, curling into her soul until it threatened to rip her into pieces.
Her muscles trembled, and for the briefest moment, she wondered if it might tear her apart.
The low, guttural, bellow that ripped agonizingly from her throat wasnât her own.
It was the thing within her, a living embodiment of raw power, begging to be released.
It murmured in her ears, a chant.
Let me out. Let your true power flow.
What choice did she have? The thing inside was no longer asking.
The forest moaned along with her, the wind playing an eerie song, one that spoke of longing.
Its branches stretched out to her, in tune with her pain.
Offering her solace.
The wind stilled. Even the trees paused.
Then, the pain came againâstronger this time. It licked up her spine like flame, biting, devouring, branding her from the inside out. Her vision blurred. The edges of the world stretched and melted like hot wax. She fell to her knees, fingers clawing into the forest floor, her breath ragged.
And thatâs when the visions began.
The ground pulsed beneath her palms. Images flashed before her eyesâtoo fast, too bright. Fire. Screaming. A moon soaked in red. A thousand eyes watching from the dark. A throne of bones crumbling to ash. Her own faceâtwisted, ancient, monstrous.
Her head whipped back, a scream caught in her throat.
Out of the shadows, they came.
Figuresâshifting, swirling, faceless things made of mist and memory. Twisting, turning.
They drifted between the trees, tall and gaunt, their limbs too long, too wrong. TooâŠotherworldly.
Their mouths didnât move, but she heard them all the same.
âDaughter of NyxâŠâ
âChild of bloodâŠâ
âWe have waitedâŠâ
Their voices echoed like forgotten lullabies and broken promises. Something ancient stirred inside her chest. Something that knew them. That longed for them. That cried out to them.
One vision stood out amongst others.
A mirror dripping with black ichor⊠A crown, not placed on her headâbut driven into it. Darkness.
She stood, though her legs threatened to give out beneath her.
The shadows didnât move closer. Instead, they parted.
And through them, a path appeared.
It wasnât there before. It couldnât have been.
Chapter 3.
They Whispered, And She Walked
âThere is always a path. You just have to bleed for it.â
â The Hollow Flame Psalms
The forest floor split open, revealing a narrow trail bathed in an eerie, violet light. The trees bowed away from it, as if afraid to touch it. Thorny vines writhed alongside it like snakes, curling and uncurling. Bonesâsmall ones, bird-like, maybe humanâlined the pathâs edge like fallen leaves.
Runes marked the path, and whispered of great power. And of suffering.
The shadows whispered again, closer now.
âCome home, Child of Chaos.â
âFind the heart.â
âBecome who you are meant to be.â
Acanthaâs breath hitched. Her heartbeat thundered in her ears. She should run. She should scream.
The hesitation was running through her veins.
But instead, she stepped forward.
One foot in front of the other.
Toward the path. Toward the unknown. Toward the truth curled like a serpent in the dark.
And then, the voice came.
Not hers.
Not human.
âDeath smiles at us all,â it whispered, deep and cold, ancient as the bones beneath her feet.
âAll a man can do is smile back.â
The words struck like thunder in her skull.
And Acantha... smiled.
Not with joy.
But with teeth.
With knowing.
With acceptance.
She stepped onto the path.
The violet light from the path soaked into her skin like ink. It throbbed beneath her soles, warm and pulsing, as if the trail itself had veins. The moment her foot hit it, the forest⊠changed.
It had become murderous.
The trees leaned in. Not bent by windâbut watching. Listening.
And then it smiled.
Not with lips or teeth, but with cracks in bark, with the splintering groan of wood, with the distant rustle of branches like something licking its lips.
A forest doesnât need a face to hunger.
Chapter 4.
The Forest Smiles, And It Has No Mouth
âThe trees do not speak. They remember. And remembering is worse.â
â Book of Ruin, Verse XIII
It grinned with the stillness between heartbeats. With the way the air seemed to vanish behind her, erasing the world she left behind.
She didnât look back. She knew what would happen.
Along the path, they waited.
Shadows stood between the trees, flickering in and out of existence like dying candlelight. These ones had a presence that the other ones didnât.
They werenât like the ones sheâd seen beforeâthese were lesser, or maybe more twisted.
Crawling on all fours, limbs dragging, heads tilted at impossible angles. Eyesâtoo many, or none at all, glowing like the sun. Mouths sewn shut. Or yawning wide with no bottom. Claws that could tear through flesh like water. And all were savage.
They didnât move toward her. But gods, they wanted to. She could feel itâcoiling in the dark like a scream held too long.
She felt it. A pressing hunger, rippling through them, through the forest. Waiting. Hoping sheâd step off the path, even by an inch.
So that they could jump.
A branch cracked behind her.
A whisper, barely audible:
âOne misstepâŠâ
Chapter 5.
Step Wrong, Die Slow
âOne wrong step, and the dark remembers you by name.â
â The Last Oracle of Ash
Another voice, silkier, closer to her ear, hot and cold breath against her skin:
âWeâll be waiting, girlâŠâ
Still, she walked.
The path narrowed.
Vines reached out like fingers, brushing her shoulders, curling toward her throat. Her breath hitched, but she didnât stop.
The runes beneath her feet glowed brighter, and she could swear they shifted slightly under her stepâguiding her forward, warding the forest back.
But how long would they protect her?
And how long until the forest decided it had waited long enough?
She didnât know when the path started to tilt downward, but suddenly it was thereâsloping, subtle at first, then steeper, deeper, until the trees arched into a tunnel of knotted roots and bone-white bark. A shiver rippled up her spine.
And then, the gate appeared.
Chapter 6.
There Is No Door, Only Teeth
âAll gates are mouths. Some chew. Some swallow. This one waits.â
â Codex Nocturna, Entry 666
It wasnât made of wood. Or stone.
It was made of void.
A jagged archway carved into the very fabric of the forest, as if reality had split open to reveal something beneath.
Something cruel.
The frame was formed from what looked like twisted obsidian and rusted iron, slick with something that mightâve been sapâor blood. Or both. She didnât know. But she didnât want to know either.
Vines clung to it like veins, pulsing faintly with a sickly violet glow. Strange glyphs crawled across the surface, shifting when she looked too long, rearranging themselves like they knew she was watching. They hummedâa low, guttural tone that vibrated in her ribs.
And above it, hanging in the air like an unspoken promise, etched itself in the air, into the space between the trees. A spiraling mark. A serpent swallowing its own tail. A crown of thorns. It changed depending on the angle, but it was always watching.
Beyond the gate?
There was no light.
There was an inky darkness to it that made her want to cry out.
Just a cold wind, sighing like breath from an open mouth. And the smellâold earth, wet stone, and the sharp tang of something dead too long to name.
It wasnât a doorway.
It was a mouth.
And it was waiting to be fed.
She stood before the gate, a silhouette carved from fear.
The void beyond it felt ancient. Older than time, older than the trees, older than memory.
It wasnât just darkâit was alive. Alive in ways that man could not understand.
And it was watching her.
The space inside the gate shifted, breathed, pulsed like something with a thousand hearts. It whisperedânot in words, not really, but in meaning.
A hum behind her teeth. A pressure against her chest.
She didnât know the language. But she understood.
It wanted her.
It had always wanted her.
And now, it was calling her home.
Acantha stepped forward.
The second her foot crossed the threshold, everything changed.
The air snapped. The pressure deepened. It was like being submergedâcold, thick, choking.
The forest vanished behind her, swallowed whole by shadow. No trees. No sky. No ground. Just that endless, inky dark âââa hole torn in the fabric of time itself.
But she could feel something under her feet. Something that pulsed.
The whispers came again. Louder. Closer.
Now she could almost make them out. Names. Promises. Warnings.
A language made of blood and bone and screaming stars.
A language that she felt like she had spoken her entire life.
The darkness coiled around her ankles like fog. Or fingers.
And stillâshe did not flinch.
She opened her mouth. No sound came out. But the voidâoh, the voidâanswered.
âChild of Chaos.â
âDaughter of Nyx,â
âCome To Us.â
Chapter 7.
Grief, Unnamed, Becomes a Crown
âChains are not always made of metal. Sometimes, they whisper.â
â The Unseen Testament, Writ of the First Flame
She listened.
The words curled around her like smokeâwarm, coaxing, cruel.
But still⊠she hesitated.
There was a flicker of somethingâ
A face. A memory.
Her family.
The hesitation stung.
She still had them to think of. Didnât she?
The voices turned sharper now, slicing through her thoughts.
âYour family abandoned you.â
âThey feared you.â
âThey left you for dead.â
They werenât wrong.
She tried to push the truth away, but it echoed inside her chest like a scream trapped in a coffin.
They made her feel like she was nothing.
Like she was dispensable.
ââWorthless.
Wrong.
Broken.
Her lips curled. Not in sorrow. Not anymore.
The truth hardened her heart, encasing it in ice.
In rage.
The voices didnât lie.
They told the truth that her heart had always known but never dared speak aloud.
âYou were never theirs.â
âYou were always ours.â
And something inside her gave way.
The grief twisted. Shifted.
Became something new.
Something sharp.
Something beautiful.
She let go.
Of the names they called her.
Of the guilt. The loneliness. The need to be wanted by people who had only ever feared her and hated her.
And when she did⊠the darkness surged in.
Not like a prisonâbut like freedom.
It wrapped around her like silk and shadow, cloaking her in the truth of what she was. Who she could become.
Not broken.
Not weak.
Born for this.
She lifted her head. Her eyes burned black with galaxies.
âI was never one of them,â she whispered. âI never needed them.â
And the void smiled.
And she smiled right back.
âSpeak your name, Darkling.â
âSpeak it! So that others may tremble in fear.â
The voices were screaming at her.
Her thoughts were I might as well listen.
âShe Who Dines on Stars, Flame of Nyx, Queen Beyond the Gate.â
âSovereign of Shadows Made Flesh.â
âFlame of the Final Night.â
âWarden of Forgotten Thrones.â
She who walked through death and made it kneel.
âShe Who Was Forged in Silence, and Crowned in Bone.â
The stars fell the night she was named. The forest remembered her. The void called her daughter.
The voices grew louder, chanting her titles.
âFlame of the Final Night, She Who Burns What Cannot Die.â
They thought death would stop her. They were wrong. She lit the dark from the inside out.
âThe Severed Crown, She Who Unmade the Heavens.â
The gods once wore her name in fear. They buried it. It did not stay buried.
âDaughter of the Black Sun, Bringer of the Twelfth Night.â
Every prophecy ended with her. Every ruin began with her step.
âShe Who Smiles at Death, and Teaches It to Kneel.â
Death came for her once. Now it follows her, begging to be useful.
âShe Who Was Cast Aside⊠And Found by the Dark.â
She was never theirs to lose. She was always the voidâs to crown.
The voices swirled around her, a tornado of fury, and power.
âSay it.â
The command was simple, but she knew what it meant. Then, she spoke the name that brought fear into the hearts of men and gods alike.
Chapter 8.
The Fire That Consumes the End
âShe does not wear her crown. She is the crown.â
â The Book of Ruin, Final Verse
âWhen the moon bleeds thrice and the forest sings her name,
She shall rise, thorn-crowned, from the marrow of forgotten gods."
"Her blood shall ink the runes of reckoning,
Her scream, the last hymn of the light."
"Daughter of Nyx, forged in grief, fed by chaos,
She will bear the name that breaks empires."
"And the void will openânot to devour, but to kneel.â
She intoned, the words flowing and spilling from some dark crevice deep within.
âBeware the one whose smile cuts deeper than her blade.
She does not wear her crownâ
She is the crown.
The world will burn not because she hates itâ
But because it made her.â
And then, the words that the void, the shadows, were waiting for came.
âMy name, is Acantha Velrith Thornveil â The Queen Beneath the Crown
Velrith the Hollow Flame
Thornveil the Pale Fire
Acantha of the Burning Crown
First of the End, Last of the Light.â
The forest spoke her name. The void crowned her. The world will remember. And it will burn.
Chapter 9.
This World Was Buried Alive
âThis land remembers every scream. Especially yours.â
â Field Notes of a Lost Saint
The world that she stepped into was one of a lost world.
This is not another realm. It is the memory of a world the gods tried to erase. A place swallowed by the Void but too cursed to die.
And so is She.
The world around her was covered in shadows, flames, and thick coiling vines.
A world untouched by time, haunted by forgotten things, steeped in beauty so wrong it made her teeth ache. A place where every tree, every stone, every shadow remembered the old empires. The old betrayals. The old queens. And the monsters that lurked in the shadows.
Its name was seared into her mind.
The Shadowood. A place of fear, tyranny, a place where your nightmares donât just come alive. They destroy you.
Its trees were bone-white and thin, while some seeped sap the color of rust. Or, perhaps, blood.
The very thought filled her with dark and minacious intents.
The trees creaked and moaned like old men. All were watching her though. And she got the feeling that some of them moved when you werenât looking. The monsters that flickered in and out of her sight stayed far away. They knew who this was. And they didnât want to be her next kill.
She passed through this place with the step of a predator.
Silent. Deadly. Powerful.
She soon entered an ethereal place. One that spoke of great beauty. And great bloodshed.
The Garden of Sins.
A hidden valley, a place where snow white flowers grow, only instead of scents, they leave memories.
Someoneâs last regrets, their sins, their fears, their last curse.
She passed through all of this, feeling indifferent.
In the middle of the valley sat a petrified tree. One that was wrapped in chains of blinding light and there was a story to behold. The tree breathed out the story of lovers. One mortal, one god. The story of betrayal and the death of the god. His blood still stained and flowed through the roots of the tree, even now, after so many years. Some say that you can still hear his grief-stricken cries of pain from the blood if you listen closely.
She paid no attention to it though. That wasnât why she came. She had another purpose. She drifted like a leaf in the wind through the valley and came across another place. A place that would have made any sane person want to go screaming for the hills.
But she wasnât sane, was she? Nor was she a person.
Chapter 10.
Where the World Opens to Scream
âThere are places so wrong, even nightmares avoid them.â
â Pilgrimâs Warning, Carved Into Bone
The Canyon of Maw. A scorching, volcano riddled, underworld canyon, where the crevices open up and breathe. A place where Hell is real, and if fear doesnât eat you alive, They will.
Monsters, driven by sheer instinct and savage will, that have no name, only a purpose. And that purpose was to devour.
And the deeper you went, the less real the world around you became. Gravity twisted and warped, stars hung upside down, reflections distort and lie to tell you what you wish to see. People who were once dead come alive and tell you your darkest fears and screech out your worst nightmares.
As soon as Acantha stepped foot there, something changed.
She was lifted in the air by some unseen forces, and her tattered clothing changed.
Her hoodie and leggings became a hauntingly beautiful dress that had a train as long and wide as the canyon itself. Black as a night with no stars and with a transparent quality to it. It shimmered when she twisted to the side. The sleeves started just under her shoulder, tight, then they flowed out like a kimono when it reached her wrists.
It was cut low in the front as well as in the back, showing her chest and smooth posterior. The corset was tight enough that it made her waist look tiny. It looked particularly painful, but Acantha took it like the queen that she was. Her ankle-length hair was loose and flowed behind her like a river in the spring.
Then, she was slowly pushed back down to the ground.
Chapter 11.
The Flame That Forgot It Was Fire
âDo not fear the girl who burned. Fear the woman who rose from it.â
â Songs of the Hollow Flame, Line 23
She smiled.
Something, somewhere, in the Void died, screaming for mercy when it saw her smile even from so far away.
âFinally, Void created scion.â
âYou look like the empress you are meant to be, Queen of Nothing.â
âDaughter of the Darkest Night, finally, you have embraced your power.â
The voices whoshed inside her mind.
âYes.â She said, smirking, âI am finally within my true power.â
âNobody will be able to come in my way.â
She thundered.
The voices came back, each more eager than the last.
âOohhh, yes child! No one will be able to oppose you!â
âYou will rule the world in ways that the former Kings of Shadows, your ancestors, only dreamed of!â
âThe power of the Void is yours! Take it!â
She took their advice and words to heart.
She opened herself to the power just waiting within reach. She grabbed ahold of it and let it rush deep within her.
There was a faint, muted boom. Magic skittered and popped all around her. She felt a searing pain ripple up her spine. Then, it exploded in her chest.
She couldnât help it. She screamed.
It was one of the most terrible sounds that the Void had yet to hear. And the Void had heard it all. It was a screech that slowly built up to a bellow of noise.
She was being ripped apart and rebuilt.
Then, it stopped.
Chapter 12.
If They Will Not Kneel, Let Them Burn
âIf the world must burn, let her be the match.â
â The Ashen Creed, Final Rite
She chillingly stood up on decrepit knees.
The power that she had before was nothing compared to what she had now. It was a surge of pure, undiluted energy that made her feel intoxicated.
She pointed a finger at a vast rock that looked like it had no end to its size. It burst apart, showering her with its debris.
She then felt a tingling in her right forearm. She turned it up so that she could investigate. Her veins were no longer blue, she noted with a twinge of amusement. They were black and a bright emerald green.
She grinned, a diabolical, vile, evil one.
âI will rule the world.â She murmured softly.
âOr I will burn it all down.â
Chapter 13.
The VelâKorrathi
âThey are not made of flesh.
They are what was left behind when flesh forgot how to scream.â
â The Ruin Psalm, Verse IX
She walked through the forest. It seemed that the Shadowwood went far and wide. And its monsters did too. The names came unbidden.
The Vel'Korrathi, whose names mean âThe Abyss-Born Devourersâ. Dark, they almost have a humanoid shape, except for the fact that their limbs are far too long, their legs bent backwards in the wrong shape, and their faces have no eyes, a huge, sucking hole where rows upon rows of sharp teeth reside.
Acantha started to sing quietly, a song lost to the ages. One that brought fear. One, of the Crawlers.
âHush now, hush now, donât you cry,
The Crawlers come when the stars all die.
On backwards legs they twist and creep,
Through cracks in walls, beneath your sleep.
Donât breathe too loud, donât close your eyesâ
They slip through dreams in a thousand guises.
With hollow mouths and hungers deep,
They come for those who dare to sleep.
If you hear the sucking sound,
Stay still. Stay small. Stay underground.
If you feel the forest stare,
Theyâre already here. Theyâre already there.
So hush now, hush now, still your breathâ
The VelâKorrathi are kind to death.
But naughty things that squirm and moan
Will never leave the woods alone.â
She sang it sweetly, but its message was not. They came closer to her, thinking that it was prey. But, when they heard the voice, they shrank back, feeling for the first time in their lives, fear.
One of the VelâKorrathi tilted its faceless head toward her.
And for the first time in a thousand years,
it took a step back.
Acantha paid it no attention. She had a calling. And the Void be damned if anything, was going to keep her from it.
Chapter 14.
Where the Dead Still Kneel
âIt was not the temple that broke. It was the god inside it.â
â Echoes of Dust, Archive I
She walked until she came to an old, forgotten temple. The air smelled of old prayers and burnt offerings. The human kind.
It was half-sunken in, with vines creeping up the sides, looking like they were trying to swallow the stone building whole. There was something inside, calling out to not her mind, but her soul. Its name was spoken in muted tones, straining to make itself heard.
The Temple of the Hollow Throne.
She entered the ruins.
Deep within the Temple of the Hollow Throne, an ancient ruin made of memory and nightmare, half-sunk into the Voidâs flesh. It wasnât guarded by trapsâ But instead guarded by a silence so complete it bended light. She walked barefoot across a floor made of cracked mirrors and ash, past murals that wept blood and showed her life she hasnât lived yet.
A prophecy was written on the wall, and she had the eerie feeling that it was watching her read it.
She spoke it softly.
âWhen the fire forgets its name,
and the stars drown in their own light,
She will riseâbarefoot, bloodied, crowned in ruin.
When the gate breaks, and the forest sings,
She will speak the tongue that time buried,
and the bones of gods shall kneel.
She will not weep. She will not beg.
She will burn what remembers her name.
And the void shall call her:
Queen of the End That Was Promised.â
Suddenly, it started spurting blood, running down the walls of the temple, marking the prophecy as unerring.
She smirked.
At the center, there was a pedestal that bleeds down the steps. No one placed the blade there.
It grew from the stone.
The closer she got, the more she heard it.
A voice. Female. Ageless. Regal.
"You came late. I bled for you anyway."
"Pick me up, Queen of Nothing. Let me remind the world what your name means."
When Acantha touched it, the mirrors surrounding her shattered, and for a heartbeat, she saw every version of herselfâevery timeline when she died, was betrayed, was forgotten. And every timeline when she won.
And when she grabbed the sword, the thorns didnât cut her.
They recognized her.
Chapter 15.
âCrown-Eater, God-Breaker, Flame of the Final Lieâ
âWhen her blade sings, the sky splits.
When her wrath speaks, stars forget how to shine.
Pray not for mercy.
Pray to be forgotten.â
â The Last Testament of the Hollow Flame, Entry XCVII
âShe did not slay the gods.
She made them kneel,
tore out their names,
and wore them like warpaint.â
â From the Black Psalms of the Hollow Choir, Verse 777
She heard the voice inside her bones first. Not her ears. Not her mind.
It came like a scream buried beneath lullabies.
And the sword spokeânot in words, but in memory.
Velmorrath.
âThe One Who Ends and Remembers.â
She heard the legend of it, buried deep.
âIn the age before endings, when gods still had faces, there was one who wept not from sorrow, but from boredom.
A queen of no realm, a daughter of no womb.
She carved her kingdom from the silence between prayers.
She found a god onceâsleeping, wounded, weeping.
She kissed its brow.
Then ripped out its voice, so no other could worship it again.
From that voice, she forged a blade.
Velmorrath.
Not born. Exhaled.
Not forged. Fed.
It drank the name of every king who ever dared command her.
It remembered each one. And it screamed them back in their final hour.
And so they buried the blade in a temple of forgetting.
Not to protect the world from it. But to protect the world from her.
For when Velmorrath is held again by blood that remembers pain,
The sky will unmake its stars.
The void will open its throat.
And the Queen of the End That Was Promised will not knock.
She will carve open the door. And the world will kneel.â[/b]
Acantha stared at the sword. Then, she purred at it.
âWill you be my weapon? Will you be the one who helps me make the world crash and burn?â
She turned it over.
There, on the hilt, was an inscription that would have made a priest keel over.
âAen velkira. Shaâmaeth dor. Kael nuâtherin.â
Acantha translated it, her smile growing bigger at the sight.
âI am the fire between names.
I will not forget.
I do not forgive.â
The sword had answered her question.
Acantha said, still staring down at it.
âLet's burn it all down.â
Chapter 16.
Where the Stars Choke on Her Name
âAnd the skies, once crowned in mercy, shall weep fire.
For she walks with the sword of forgotten screams.
No god shall shield you.
No prayer shall reach you.
For the Queen does not kill.
She unmakes.â
â From the Litany of the Last Hour, Verse 1.
She smirked at the sword at her side. This was going to bring the ruin of the world that created her. Unlike popular opinion, she did not hate the world. She wished to either control it, rule over it, or watch it burn. She was tempted to just let it burn, after all, she had more worlds to build, and more to destroy.
Acantha allowed herself to revel in her power. In the glory of it all.
She was the last verse of a dying prayer. She looked for no salvation from some deity. She didnât need it. She was her own.
But the Void wasnât finished with her yet. It had more requests.
âChild of Blood, You have been faithfulâŠâ
âBut we cannot crown what still flinches.â
âYou cannot become what you need to be until you Accept It.â
She didnât have to ask. She knew what they were asking of her.
Her memories of who she was before. A weakling. She needed to be rid of them before she truly became the Supreme Ruler of The Void. She was awaiting this. But, deep within what was left of her soul, a rotting black piece of flesh, there was fear. Undiluted fear.
These were memories that she had buried inside of herself. Memories of her worst moments of her childhood. But the voices came again, encouraging her.
âDaughter of the ApocalypseâŠâ
âDo not fearâŠâ
âThe Void shall absolve you from the thing that Holds You Back.â
The last 3 words were spoken with such conviction that she believed them.
âI shall conquer my past life, and I shall burn all remnants of it.â
She muttered under her breath. The sword pulsed to show that it would help her.
Chapter 17.
What They Did to Her, the Void Will Do to You
âThere are wounds so deep they forget how to bleed.
She remembers each one.â
â The Hollow Psalms, Verse 0
âShe carries her memories like knives.
Some are still dripping.â
â The Grief-Writ Psalms, Verse XIII
She glared at the house. It was an old, decrepit place, with broken windows and some brown, unknown matter was currently leaking out of various places. Velmorrath pulsed in her hand, giving her feelings of reassurance.
Acantha took a deep breath. Then, she walked in.
It was filled with doors on each side. The inside of it looked worse than the outside. It looked like someone had done their best job at ripping it all apart. She wanted to thank that unknown person and curse them at the same time.
She turned to the first door, and hesitated right before she grabbed the knob. Then, she opened it.
She looked around. The first memory came. It was like she was staring into a window.
ââThey used to lock her in the closet when she âmisbehaved.â
It was always over something small.
A spilled cup.
A question that âsounded too smart.â
Or onceâonceâbecause she looked too long at her motherâs reflection and said she didnât see love in it.
The closet wasnât empty.
It had mirrors.
Dozens. Cracked and warped and wrong.
Her mother used to say,
âGo look at what you really are. Maybe when youâre ready to stop pretending, weâll let you out.â
The mirrors whispered things to her.
Not magicâjust madness.
She started naming the voices. One of them became her friend.
The others? They became her.
She came out after three days with bloody fingers and a smile.
They thought they broke her.
They didnât know that something else came back out.
She glowered at the memory. Her hands curled into fists. How could she have been so weak?
She stalked out and slammed the door behind her. Then she opened the next one.
She was turning nine.
Her family threw a party.
Not for her.
For the new daughter.
The one they said was âborn normal.â
She wasnât invited. She watched from the staircase, fingers gripping the banister until the wood cracked beneath her grip.
No cake.
No name sung.
No photos of her in the album.
Just a whisper from her father as he passed:
âYou were a mistake we tried to love.â
She doesnât remember the cake flavor.
But she remembers the look on her sisterâs face when it started raining glass.
When every window in the house shattered at once, and Acanthaâs eyes turned wrong.
She smirked at that memory. That was one of her favorites, the look of shock on her sisterâs face. And the screams. Oh the screams.
So sweet.
The next door opened for her.
They made her sit at the table while they ate.
Laughing. Passing plates. Clinking glasses.
Her chair was smaller. Always cold.
No place set.
Just a bowl filled with water and spoiled milk.
âThatâs what little beasts get,â her brother had whispered, mouth full of roast.
One night, there was meat in her bowl. Raw. Still twitching.
âA gift,â they said. âFrom the god you keep talking to.â
She ate it.
And smiled.
Her teeth stayed red for three days.
She was shaking by the end of that. Her magic was reacting, creating a torrent of chaos.
But she had to get through it. She had to keep watching.
They called it the Healing Table.
Acantha was six.
She had... âepisodes.â Thatâs what they said. They whispered it like a disease.
Her parents took her to a place in the woods. A white building with no name. A door that didnât open unless it wanted to.
Inside was a table. Steel. Cold. Strapped.
The first time they tied her down, they called it therapy.
They said,
âWeâll get the bad parts out of you. Just hold still.â
A man in gloves came in. Smiled at her like a father should.
Then opened a box of tools that glinted like truth in moonlight.
They didnât cut her skin.
No. That would be too merciful.
They used glass needles.
Inserted them through the nails.
Filled her with glowing liquid that made her scream backwards.
(The walls still remember the sound.)
Then the man leaned down and whispered,
âWeâre going to make you human.â
The second time, she didnât scream.
The third time, she laughed.
By the fourth, the table started to rust where she layânot from blood.
From whatever she was becoming.
She couldnât even form coherent words by this point. She just slithered onto the next door, next memory.
Acantha once had a doll.
It was the only thing she loved. Not because it was special.
But because it didnât flinch when she touched it.
Her mother took it away.
She didnât say whyâonly that Acantha had âtainted it.â
Weeks later, Acantha found it in a drawer.
But it was wrong. Its eyes were gone. Its mouth had been sewn shut.
Its arms bent backwards like broken wings.
Its nameâher nameâwas carved into its porcelain stomach.
And on the back, in blood-red ink, someone had written:
âEven your toys know what you are.â
She didnât cry.
She held it tight.
That night, the walls of the house bled.
Every mirror cracked.
The next morning, no one remembered owning the dollâexcept Acantha.
She still has it.
It whispers to her.
Not in words.
But in memories.
Her doll. She had forgotten about that. She smiled vindictively.
When she was nine, her mother brought her to the cellar.
The shelves were lined with jars.
Each one held a small, shriveled thing.
A tooth.
A lock of hair.
A childâs drawing soaked in something that was not water.
And one jarâone large, dark jarâhad a label.
Her name.
Inside was a lump of something pulsing.
Alive. Beating. Just faintly.
âThatâs your soul,â her mother said, smiling gently.
âWe keep it here so you wonât ruin it.â
She was never allowed to touch it.
Not until she was âgood.â
Not until she was âready to be fixed.â
She stared at it for hours that night.
And something stared back.
The day she left that house behind, the jar shattered on its own.
And the thing inside crawled back into her.
It was not the same.
Her hands involuntarily came up to her chest, right where her soul sat.
Next door.
The final memory, the thing that broke the proverbial camelâs back.
They called it a game.
âLetâs play Queen of the Dirt,â her brothers said.
âYou get to be the queen.â
She was only seven.
She trusted them.
She always did.
They took her out into the woods behind the houseâfar enough no one could hear, but close enough her screams would be their secret.
They had dug the hole already.
Six feet deep. Narrow. Just her size.
She laughed at first, even as they blindfolded her.
Even when they told her,
âItâs for the coronation. Queens need crowns made of roots.â
They lowered her in. Gently. So gently.
Then came the dirt.
Falling in soft, cold clumps against her chest.
She didnât panic until it reached her throat.
âWeâre just pretending,â they said, voices sweet like poison.
âYouâll come out once you stop moving.â
She thrashed. She begged.
They laughed.
One of them leaned down close and whispered through the soil,
âThe dirt loves you more than we ever could.â
And they left her.
Buried alive.
Not long enough to die.
Just long enough to remember what dying feels like.
She clawed her way out.
Her fingers bled. Nails ripped. Skin torn from her palms.
When she reached the surface, the world was quiet.
But something else had climbed out of the grave with her.
Something that wasnât supposed to live.
She never told anyone.
Not because she was scared.
Because she didnât want to share it.
That moment belonged to her.
And one day, it would belong to them too.
Her rage swirled and thrashed. The voices came.
âYessss child, now you will be able to claim the Void!â
âYou are no longer held back!â
âInstead, you are Pushed Forward!â
She let out a scream of triumph. They would not break her. She would break them.
Chapter 18.
The Blessed Burn First
âWe do not pray.
We offer screams in rhythm.
We bleed in the shape of her sigil.
We are the forgotten faithfulâ
and we are blessed to burn first.â
Benediction XIX â The Final Blessing
She knelt in front of the altar at the Temple of the Hollow Throne.
She stared at the names inscribed on the walls around her. The altar had stopped flowing blood, but the floor was still stained with it. The walls were still blackened with the memories of the former Kings and Queens. The vines still spoke unintelligible prophecies that ended and started with her. She was the beginning of ruin. And she knew that.
She stared at the statue of the greatest of them all.
Vaeroth NyâKaruun, The King Beneath Silence.
The Uncrowned Eclipse
The Mourning Flame
She murmured his names under her breath, staring at him with absolute reverence.
Father of the Howling Night
He Who Wears the Veil of Ruin
Whisper-Eater
The lore behind him was legendary.
âBefore there were gods,
before the stars knew their names,
he ruled in silence too loud for the world to bear.
His crown was a wound.
His throne was the final scream.
And his shadow?
It still walks.â
She muttered under her breath, her heated gaze never leaving his stony one.
âVaeroth NyâKaruun⊠shaâmar vorakel dul nihreth.
I bleed in your name. I burn in your memory.
Come forth, my ruin-king.
Let us remake the silence into fire.â
This King, this man, was her ancestor. He had tried what she was about to do now and failed. But she would not fail. She would see it through, for him.
He was betrayed by the gods, cast down for knowing the true language of power.
She will avenge him.
He is what she could become, if she lets go of all lightâand sheâs halfway there.
His crown was buried, not brokenâwaiting for a worthy heir.
And she was that.
Acantha didnât worship him. She saw him instead as a mirror in the dark, a precursor to her Empire of Ash and Silence.
And she would succeed where he had failed.
Chapter 19.
And the Void Said, Let There Be No Light
âThey prayed for light.
She taught them how to bleed in the dark.
Every scream became scripture.
Every tear, a baptism.
And in the end, they worshipped her not to be savedâ
but to be destroyed beautifully.â- The Wound Psalm
She screamed. A horrible, but triumphant scream into the great Netherlands of the Void. She had conquered the fear of her past life. The gods would tremble in fear. The Temple had prophesied it. Her ancestor would be avenged. And the world would either grovel in submission, or burn.
She hoped for the second one.
She looked up into the sky. There was darkness, except for the red light emitting from the moon. It was a blood moon.
That meant Vaeroth NyâKaruun, was watching her.
She grinned into the silence between heartbeats.
Far away, a creature dies trembling in fear. Frozen.
âI will do my duty, Father of Darkness. The world will pay not for pushing me aside, but for letting me become what I have become.â
âAnd they,â She said, a look of pure, undiluted anger upon her face.
âWill pay for their crimes.â She finished with a snarl.
Time to wake them up. She thought, a smirk curving across her face.
Dance poor people, dance and drown, dance fair Paris to the Ground. Dance poor people, dance and drown, dance fair Paris, ashes now.
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Blood, Bones, and Regrets
Nyx Blackheart wrote: 11 Apr 2025, 17:13đżâ đ¶âïžđ¶ â đż
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This is an original story by moi, the first one i've ever written like this so super proud of of myself.
Current outfit:
â Hogwarts mandatory clothes with a hoodie built in.
â Black army-type boots, with silver accents
â Silver pirate rings with the usual skull and crossbones decor.
â Several choker's, ranging from silver to black along with creepy earrings up and down my ears along with a thin silver nose piercing on my right flap.
â Black headphones with my magical radio in my pocket.
Current Hairstyle:
â Thick bun at the nape of my neck with curls exploding around my faceI stared at the piece of paper.
I didn't know what I was writing until I stopped.
This happened to me often, when I got a sort of vision, and words float through my head.
I started to read through my story.
Bones, Blood, and Regrets:
By: Nyx Blackheart
She ran. She didnât know for how long, but in the moment, she couldnât have cared less. Her pale arms were streaked with cuts and bruises. The dark, inky, sinister forest seemed to close in, watching her every moveâwaiting to see how sheâd react.
Every crunch of a twig underfoot echoed like thunder. The air reeked of damp earth and something metallicâmaybe blood.
The forest was hungry. Hungry for her.
The silence screamed at her, frozen, timeless.
She panted, then tripped over an old, gnarled root. Her hands dug deep into the mushy murk of something that wasnât mud nor was it dirt.
How had she gotten into this situation?
Running wasnât new to her. Not really. Sheâd been running her whole lifeâfrom stares, from names, from the thing inside her.
At sixteen, Acantha Bellatrix Coffin Grimrose had never been a normal kid. She was always that one weird kid that seemed to drip a dark aura that made most people walk away after a first glance.
Her jet-black eyes looked like pools of bloodâterrifying to meet, impossible to forget.
It felt like her unwavering eyes were penetrating into your soul. Listening to your thoughts, dreams, and fears.
Her pale skin was always covered by heavy black hoodies and black leggings.
Her full, pink lips were always curved into a sneer or a scowl whenever other kids came to jeer and taunt her. The other kids were afraid of her - that wasnât the only reason they taunted her though. Her strange clothing and jewelry didnât helpâsilver chains draped from her neck, and thin silver hoops lined both ears, arranged from smallest to largest, top to bottom.
On the last earring in her right ear, there was a thick snake carved into the silver with onyx stones for eyes.
The only times that they didnât taunt her were when she made things happen.
She never knew how they happened. They just ⊠did.
A kid being thrown across the room after a cruel comment.
Another ending up with a broken arm, barely hours after a well placed insult.
And the overwhelming urge to drink blood throughout it all.
She didnât know why. But there was something under her skin, something living, that gave her those urges.
They were always accompanied with her senses sharpening, and the feeling that her canines were ⊠elongating.
She felt a grim sense of satisfaction whenever something strange or unexplainable happened to her tormentors. She would wear a sharp toothed grin, filled with whispered promises of pain, of suffering to her opponents. It was a grin that would make a grown man want to curl up and spill his darkest and most terrible fears.
She wasnât normal. But she wasnât sure she was human, either.
And she kept getting dreams. Dreams of a forest. Of something calling out, pleading with her. Its words were Come Home.
So she ran one day. Into the forest. Into the thing that haunted her days like a plague.
And she screamed.
The forest whispered her name. Not her real one. The other one. The one she hadnât rememberedâuntil now.
Until the forest spoke it.
She smiled. A real one this time. Bloody, wild, unafraid.
âFine,â she said. âLetâs see what I can do.â
And the forest opened for her, stretching it's cruel, frighteningly long limbs out to her, like a mother beckoning a child to come home.
Her nails stretched and sharpened, a sharp, biting pain racing through her fingertips. Her bones cracked and broke, stretching, recreating.
Her ears seemed to hear the heartbeat of every animal in the forest, even the forestâs own heartbeat. It was a heavy thing, pulsing slowly, a muted boom under the earth itself.
Her nose flared, smelling the very blood underneath her skin, and she caught the scent of something elseâs bloodâthick, rich, primal. So thick it felt like it seeped into her bones. Her teeth ached to tear, to sink deep into the warmth of flesh that beckoned.
But she didnât.
Not yet.
She angled her head back and let out a pained, inhuman roar.
The air grew thick around her, as if the forest itself was holding its breath, waiting for her next move, in awe or in fear she knew not.
Pain was the only thing she knew at that moment.
And she reveled in it.
It crashed over her in wavesâfire in her veins, curling into her soul until it threatened to rip her into pieces.
Her muscles trembled, and for the briefest moment, she wondered if it might tear her apart.
The low, guttural, bellow that ripped agonizingly from her throat wasnât her own.
It was the thing within her, a living embodiment of raw power, begging to be released.
It murmured in her ears, a chant.
Let me out. Let your true power flow.
What choice did she have? The thing inside was no longer asking.
The forest moaned along with her, the wind playing an eerie song, one that spoke of longing.
Its branches stretched out to her, in tune with her pain.
Offering her solace.
The wind stilled. Even the trees paused.
Then, the pain came againâstronger this time. It licked up her spine like flame, biting, devouring, branding her from the inside out. Her vision blurred. The edges of the world stretched and melted like hot wax. She fell to her knees, fingers clawing into the forest floor, her breath ragged.
And thatâs when the visions began.
The ground pulsed beneath her palms.
Images flashed before her eyesâtoo fast, too bright. Fire. Screaming. A moon soaked in red. A thousand eyes watching from the dark. A throne of bones crumbling to ash. Her own faceâtwisted, ancient, monstrous.
Her head whipped back, a scream caught in her throat.
Out of the shadows, they came.
Figuresâshifting, swirling, faceless things made of mist and memory. Twisting, turning.
They drifted between the trees, tall and gaunt, their limbs too long, too wrong. TooâŠotherworldly.
Their mouths didnât move, but she heard them all the same.
âDaughter of NyxâŠâ
âChild of bloodâŠâ
âWe have waitedâŠâ
Their voices echoed like forgotten lullabies and broken promises. Something ancient stirred inside her chest. Something that knew them. That longed for them. That cried out to them.
One vision stood out amongst others.
A mirror dripping with black ichor⊠A crown, not placed on her headâbut driven into it. Darkness.
She stood, though her legs threatened to give out beneath her.
The shadows didnât move closer. Instead, they parted.
And through them, a path appeared.
It wasnât there before. It couldnât have been.
The forest floor split open, revealing a narrow trail bathed in an eerie, violet light. The trees bowed away from it, as if afraid to touch it. Thorny vines writhed alongside it like snakes, curling and uncurling. Bonesâsmall ones, bird-like, maybe humanâlined the pathâs edge like fallen leaves.
Runes marked the path, and whispered of great power. And of suffering.
The shadows whispered again, closer now.
âCome home, Child of Chaos.â
âFind the heart.â
âBecome who you are meant to be.â
Acanthaâs breath hitched. Her heartbeat thundered in her ears. She should run. She should scream.
The hesitation was running through her veins.
But instead, she stepped forward.
One foot in front of the other.
Toward the path. Toward the unknown. Toward the truth curled like a serpent in the dark.
And then the voice came.
Not hers.
Not human.
âDeath smiles at us all,â it whispered, deep and cold, ancient as the bones beneath her feet.
âAll a man can do is smile back.â
The words struck like thunder in her skull.
And Acantha... smiled.
Not with joy.
But with teeth.
With knowing.
With acceptance.
She stepped onto the path.
The violet light from the path soaked into her skin like ink. It throbbed beneath her soles, warm and pulsing, as if the trail itself had veins. The moment her foot hit it, the forest⊠changed.
It had become murderous.
The trees leaned in. Not bent by windâbut watching. Listening.
And then it smiled.
Not with lips or teeth, but with cracks in bark, with the splintering groan of wood, with the distant rustle of branches like something licking its lips.
A forest doesnât need a face to hunger.
It grinned with the stillness between heartbeats. With the way the air seemed to vanish behind her, erasing the world she left behind.
She didnât look back. She knew what would happen.
Along the path, they waited.
Shadows stood between the trees, flickering in and out of existence like dying candlelight. These ones had a presence that the other ones didnât.
They werenât like the ones sheâd seen beforeâthese were lesser, or maybe more twisted.
Crawling on all fours, limbs dragging, heads tilted at impossible angles. Eyesâtoo many, or none at all, glowing like the sun. Mouths sewn shut. Or yawning wide with no bottom. Claws that could tear through flesh like water. And all were savage.
They didnât move toward her. But gods, they wanted to. She could feel itâcoiling in the dark like a scream held too long.
She felt it. A pressing hunger, rippling through them, through the forest. Waiting. Hoping sheâd step off the path, even by an inch.
So that they could jump.
A branch cracked behind her.
A whisper, barely audible:
âOne misstepâŠâ
Another voice, silkier, closer to her ear, hot and cold breath against her skin:
âWeâll be waiting, girlâŠâ
Still, she walked.
The path narrowed.
Vines reached out like fingers, brushing her shoulders, curling toward her throat. Her breath hitched, but she didnât stop.
The runes beneath her feet glowed brighter, and she could swear they shifted slightly under her stepâguiding her forward, warding the forest back.
But how long would they protect her?
And how long until the forest decided it had waited long enough?
She didnât know when the path started to tilt downward, but suddenly it was thereâsloping, subtle at first, then steeper, deeper, until the trees arched into a tunnel of knotted roots and bone-white bark. A shiver rippled up her spine.
And then, the gate appeared.
It wasnât made of wood. Or stone.
It was made of void.
A jagged archway carved into the very fabric of the forest, as if reality had split open to reveal something beneath.
Something cruel.
The frame was formed from what looked like twisted obsidian and rusted iron, slick with something that mightâve been sapâor blood. Or both. She didnât know. But she didnât want to know either.
Vines clung to it like veins, pulsing faintly with a sickly violet glow. Strange glyphs crawled across the surface, shifting when she looked too long, rearranging themselves like they knew she was watching. They hummedâa low, guttural tone that vibrated in her ribs.
And above it, hanging in the air like an unspoken promise, etched itself in the air, into the space between the trees. A spiraling mark. A serpent swallowing its own tail. A crown of thorns. It changed depending on the angle, but it was always watching.
Beyond the gate?
There was no light.
There was an inky darkness to it that made her want to cry out.
Just a cold wind, sighing like breath from an open mouth. And the smellâold earth, wet stone, and the sharp tang of something dead too long to name.
It wasnât a doorway.
It was a mouth.
And it was waiting to be fed.
She stood before the gate, a silhouette carved from fear.
The void beyond it felt ancient. Older than time, older than the trees, older than memory.
It wasnât just darkâit was alive. Alive in ways that man could not understand.
And it was watching her.
The space inside the gate shifted, breathed, pulsed like something with a thousand hearts. It whisperedânot in words, not really, but in meaning.
A hum behind her teeth. A pressure against her chest.
She didnât know the language. But she understood.
It wanted her.
It had always wanted her.
And now, it was calling her home.
Acantha stepped forward.
The second her foot crossed the threshold, everything changed.
The air snapped. The pressure deepened. It was like being submergedâcold, thick, choking.
The forest vanished behind her, swallowed whole by shadow. No trees. No sky. No ground. Just that endless, inky dark âââa hole torn in the fabric of time itself.
But she could feel something under her feet. Something that pulsed.
The whispers came again. Louder. Closer.
Now she could almost make them out. Names. Promises. Warnings.
A language made of blood and bone and screaming stars.
A language that she felt like she had spoken her entire life.
The darkness coiled around her ankles like fog. Or fingers.
And stillâshe did not flinch.
She opened her mouth. No sound came out. But the voidâoh, the voidâanswered.
âChild of Chaos.â
âDaughter of Nyx,â
âCome To Us.â
âBecome what you were always meant to Be.â
She listened.
The words curled around her like smokeâwarm, coaxing, cruel.
But still⊠she hesitated.
There was a flicker of somethingâ
A face. A memory.
Her family.
The hesitation stung.
She still had them to think of. Didnât she?
The voices turned sharper now, slicing through her thoughts.
âYour family abandoned you.â
âThey feared you.â
âThey left you for dead.â
They werenât wrong.
She tried to push the truth away, but it echoed inside her chest like a scream trapped in a coffin.
They made her feel like she was nothing.
Like she was dispensable.
ââWorthless.
Wrong.
Broken.
Her lips curled. Not in sorrow. Not anymore.
The truth hardened her heart, encasing it in ice.
In rage.
The voices didnât lie.
They told the truth that her heart had always known but never dared speak aloud.
âYou were never theirs.â
âYou were always ours.â
And something inside her gave way.
The grief twisted. Shifted.
Became something new.
Something sharp.
Something beautiful.
She let go.
Of the names they called her.
Of the guilt. The loneliness. The need to be wanted by people who had only ever feared her.
And when she did⊠the darkness surged in.
Not like a prisonâbut like freedom.
It wrapped around her like silk and shadow, cloaking her in the truth of what she was. Who she could become.
Not broken.
Not weak.
Born for this.
She lifted her head. Her eyes burned black with galaxies.
âI was never one of them,â she whispered. âI never needed them.â
And the void smiled.
And she smiled right back.
âSpeak your name, Darkling.â
âSpeak it! So that others may tremble in fear.â
The voices were screaming at her.
Her thoughts were I might as well listen.
âShe Who Dines on Stars, Flame of Nyx, Queen Beyond the Gate.â
âSovereign of Shadows Made Flesh.â
âFlame of the Final Night.â
âWarden of Forgotten Thrones.â
âShe who walked through death and made it kneel.â
âShe Who Was Forged in Silence, and Crowned in Bone.â
The stars fell the night she was named. The forest remembered her. The void called her daughter.
The voices grew louder, chanting her titles.
âFlame of the Final Night, She Who Burns What Cannot Die.â
They thought death would stop her. They were wrong. She lit the dark from the inside out.
âThe Severed Crown, She Who Unmade the Heavens.â
The gods once wore her name in fear. They buried it. It did not stay buried.
âDaughter of the Black Sun, Bringer of the Twelfth Night.â
Every prophecy ended with her. Every ruin began with her step.
âShe Who Smiles at Death, and Teaches It to Kneel.â
Death came for her once. Now it follows her, begging to be useful.
âShe Who Was Cast Aside⊠And Found by the Dark.â
She was never theirs to lose. She was always the voidâs to crown.
The voices swirled around her, a tornado of fury, and power.
âSay it.â
The command was simple, but she knew what it meant.
Then, she spoke the name that brought fear into the hearts of men and gods alike.
âWhen the moon bleeds thrice and the forest sings her name,
She shall rise, thorn-crowned, from the marrow of forgotten gods."
"Her blood shall ink the runes of reckoning,
Her scream, the last hymn of the light."
"Daughter of Nyx, forged in grief, fed by chaos,
She will bear the name that breaks empires."
"And the void will openânot to devour, but to kneel.â
She intoned, the words flowing and spilling from some dark crevice deep within.
âBeware the one whose smile cuts deeper than her blade.
She does not wear her crownâ
She is the crown.
The world will burn not because she hates itâ
But because it made her.â
And then, the words that the void, the shadows, were waiting for came.
âMy name, is Acantha Velrith Thornveil â The Queen Beneath the Crown
Velrith the Hollow Flame
Thornveil the Pale Fire
Acantha of the Burning Crown
First of the End, Last of the Light.â
The forest spoke her name. The void crowned her. The world will remember. And it will burn.
I stared at the story. And then I hid it. I didn't know what I wrote. I couldn't understand it. But it felt right. And that's what scared me.
Dance poor people, dance and drown, dance fair Paris to the Ground. Dance poor people, dance and drown, dance fair Paris, ashes now.
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