dreams are meant for journals solo

! chapter one !
i asked for a dime,
to end my crimes;
he supplied me with a quarter,
and a hope of better times.


[font=bakersville bold]BREAKING NEWS :

Brielle Aurora Gray, once a witty and compassionate eleven year-old, is now reduced to a 12 year-old tear-filled insomniac.

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trade three kisses for a night of freedom —
but they didn't tell you that you had to kiss your earliest enemy.
they didn't tell you that freedom meant killing your only friend.
they didn't tell you that you had to forgive the worst wrong ever done to you. they didn't tell you that forgiveness came with a price.[/size][/font]
Welcome to my journal, whoever may be reading this. I don't know what to put in here, though I thought it could do me some good. I think I'll make this a dream journal, so I never forget a single dream. Dreams are important. They let us escape this frightening world and venture into a new one.

But sometimes we can go into an even worse reality.

I hope they get better.

Brielle Gray ゚・:*。(ꈍᴗꈍ)ε`*)~。*:・゚
Proudly Veela
Strength: 5 Evasion: 5 Stamina: 4 Wisdom: 5 Arcane Power: 5 Accuracy: 6
dreams are meant for journals solo
!! chapter two !!
small words have BIG intentions.


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long legs
take you far;
but big hearts
take you farther
I had a dream last night, obviously. I was in cream colored fields, surrounded by the most beautiful flowers I could imagine. I saw a boy, though- and he led me out of the fields and into a forest. I called out for him but realized he had no name. The boy soon disappeared and I was left alone in the thick cold woods.

I don't know what this means, or if I'll ever see that boy again. I know it's just a dream, but it felt so real. Perhaps I'll see him when I return to sleep tonight, in which case I'll ask him his name. I do hope he's there waiting for me, I really do.

Apart from that, I thought I could write about my feelings; or at least what's happened lately. I broke up with Gem a little while ago, if that means anything. I didn't know how to feel about it, and I still really don't now. I blew up at him a few weeks ago, just because I saw him flirting with another girl! How stupid is that? I didn't think I could be so.. jealous. And for what? He wasn't even mine then, so why I cared so much blows my mind.

I suppose that's all, so I'll write in here again if the boy returns.

Brielle Gray ゚・:*。(ꈍᴗꈍ)ε`*)~。*:・゚
Proudly Veela
Strength: 5 Evasion: 5 Stamina: 4 Wisdom: 5 Arcane Power: 5 Accuracy: 6