25 Nov 2025, 15:47
Return of the Omen  PV: Hans   Abandoned 
MEIYU XIANG | SECOND YEAR | GRYFFINDOR.
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date ; 8th July 2025 ─── morning
interacting with ; @Hans Jenssen-Schäfer
outfit ; white gown
wordcount ; 871
Xiang Manor ─── Oxfordshire, England ; place
@Hans Jenssen-Schäfer ; mentioning
icantfeelanything ; song
it is finally here ; ooc notes



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XXXXX𝓣he lacklustre end of the year, in Meiyu's eyes, had left her desiring nothing more than brooding alone in her room as Oxford'S temperatures rose for the summer. Her family had planned their annual trip to Seoul, South Korea with her father and youngest brother, Bomi, almost jumping for joy as each day passed, evidently excited to return, much to her dismay. Meiyu on the other hand, spent most of her holiday contemplating whether her beloved, Hans of Berlin, would actually visit — having yet to hear from him regarding the matter, though, she remained hopeful that their first meeting would have at least left him desiring to reconcile. Five months had passed since their initial meeting, a face finally connecting with a name, though, she had not seen him during the Spring ball, despite her hopeful eyes scouring the castle.

Meiyu had come to terms that their strange relationship was over. She had finally displayed an unfathomable exhibition of pure sickness that pushed him away, her heart aching at the painful reminder that her confidante despised her — likely akin to her narcissistic tendencies tying in with her growing paranoia.

With the early afternoon approaching, Meiyu's thoughts were immediately distracted by a gentle knock on her door, tearing her gaze away from the acres of land that observed a direct view of a nearby reservoir. A quiet creek echoed the quiet room as her mother emerged, a gentle smile plastering her face as she gazed lovingly upon her only daughter, slowly approaching her with what Meiyu could only presume was malicious intent.

"I did not see you at breakfast earlier this morning, you should come down, or perhaps ready yourself for the day ahead. Your uncle Cyrus has offered to escort you to Diagon Alley, he said he found a shop you would perhaps enjoy." Her mother commented, swiftly moving past the door which had shielded Meiyu from the others. Wasting no time to scuffle around as though picking up discarded items and working as though she were a house elf — muffled echos of items being rearranged on her vanity filled the eerily quiet room.

"I appreciate his sentiment, what did you bribe him with?" Meiyu brashly rebuked, immediately growing uninterested with the coup in progress.

"Merely a suggestion of mine. I only requested you both stop at a salon to ridden you of the horrible dye job you somehow managed to do at school. If not, I'm sure I can scavenge something up to bring your natural colour back." Elizabeth added once more, sneaking in a sly remark to the hair colour she gravely disapproved of, which was typical of her mother to do so — she was her mother's daughter after all.

Scoffing in response, Meiyu finally tore her gaze away from the reservoir, swiftly moving her gaze to her mother who gazed at her lovingly. Irregardless to how sick Meiyu was, there was something far more sinister with her mother and she was unable to pinpoint it. At times, she accredited her mother's behaviour to her maternal grandparents, forcing the woman to present herself in such an odd manner, yet, she had grown tired of attempting to deduce what sickness she had been riddled with over the years — her infatuation shifting to tormenting others for slight dopamine bursts. In spite of it all, the recent months had riddled Meiyu with a plague unfathomable to those around her, her cold demeanour shifting to long for her dear friend who she had little to no communication with as the seasons transitioned from solemn cold mornings to a borderline insufferable summer.

"I shall consider it. Are you heading out to work any time soon?" Meiyu dryly drawled, quickly growing accustomed to the newly routine developed upon her return over the summer break. Once her family concluded a morning round up during breakfast, her parents set off to work, taking it in turns to accompany her two younger brothers to her grandparents house, roping somebody in to look after the growing boys whilst Meiyu remained secluded in her room, gazing out her window and absentmindedly observing the nearby reservoir — occasionally diverting her gaze to the clouds which scarcely scattered the almost arctic blue skies. Her mother's pursed lips quickly confirmed her deduction, paying no mind to what time of day it had been had it not been for the post-breakfast intrusion and soon, her mother departed her room allowing Meiyu to re-embrace the silence that had grown as her accomplice.

A chilling sensation of an eight legged creature quickly brought Meiyu back to reality, immediately forcing her to shift her gaze down to Kensington who moved as though insinuating something beyond her own comprehension, only then, did a faint sound drawl her attention away from the web adoring creature. Rushing to her feet, Meiyu slid into her slippers, still supporting her ghastly white nightgown, marching through the wooden flooring of the Xiang Manor, Kensington following behind her. Moving with such urgency, Meiyu almost sprinted through the corridors and down the spiral staircase until she found herself in the landing, cautiously approaching the large entrance and pulling the door wide open, her eyes almost gawking in a mix of embarrassment and surprise.

"Hans?"
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XXX STATS ─── sta 7 | eva 7 | str 4 | wis 9 | arc 7 | acc 8
SIXTH SENSE ; LOVELY CREATURE
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Meiyu Xiang | Staterna ponere. | Ivan Aleksandar Baskakova 𖤝
11 Dec 2025, 00:41
Return of the Omen  PV: Hans   Abandoned 
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Hans?

The doors bursted open before him to spill out a ghastly figure, clearly in a hurry, seemingly out of her right mind. A ghostly-white sheet of a nightgown covering all skin and bones, a rattling skeleton from the underworlds animated to give him hell. Perhaps what was considered beauty for the stray passersby turned into a sick veneer for the shattered pieces that laid underneath. It was as if her skin was desperately trying to cling onto what was left of rotten flesh. Clothes contrasting deeply with her sheen of coal black hair, the stark difference made her locks either seem very dark or her skin seem far too pallid.

Perhaps that was the perfect description. After all, Meiyu Xiang was very ill. Why else would anyone invite the boy who had punched them to a summer retreat at their manor? From her first maniacal ramblings in her cursed letters and his attempts to relieve her of her suffering to their first meeting in France, where Hans’ aid was only met with denial, and further rising his vexation, insult. How she called him a people pleaser with trauma and how that remark still resonated in his head. Because of wrong it is, because of how wrong she was. The most despicable aspect above all, however, was her blatant refusal for help. He genuinely hoped she had been checked into a psych ward.

All his care had gone to waste, and now, crawling back for some comfort, was Meiyu, desperately clinging to any shreds of their friendship. What a pathetic thought, her attachment to him. She ha grasped onto him as if he was the only friend she had, so pitiful the inequality of their relationship was. He could punch her — physically and emotionally — and she would still come back, licking her wounds. She just wanted more of him for her crooked emotional fulfilment. He was far from the beloved she had deemed her to be; they were trapped in a cycle of befuddlement, madness, and abuse, and Hans was sinking in the quagmire.

In her state of chimera he had debated whether or not to entertain her deluded notions. To go back was only to fuel their toxic mess of a relationship. He knew he had to cut it off, burn the Hydra’s neck before it kept growing beyond control, before it sprouted another head and another problem. He ought to leave while he had the chance, ought to have declined. That had been his only way out. Why would he want to meet her again? After that thing she had called Hans, after all of it — how could he forgive her? But he did not forgive her; he pitied her, and there was a difference of a thousand miles in that.

Deep inside, he still cared for her in that twisted way of his, the same way he cared for anyone who needed help. Beneath her crazed surface was just a thirteen year old girl who had no idea what she was doing, wide eyed and terrified. She was a murderer, Hans kept reminding himself, but her soul too had been mercilessly slaughtered into the rotten core it was now. Dhe was everything Hans did not want to be, everything he had pushed away, everything he knew he should reject. She didn’t deserve any of the pain, just as much as Hans didn’t deserve dealing with her. But… despite everything, he still wanted to fix her because he thought she was broken.

She was not proving to Hans that she had gotten better. This was not the reconciliation he had expected, and they were barely seconds into their meeting. Everything, said a gut feeling in his stomach, was going so fearfully wrong.

She looked like a little girl as she sprinted to fling open the doors, footsteps resonating even to the boy standing outside. Perhaps that was the point—she was a little girl. In her rush, blushing, she looked bashful almost. She had not been bashful when he had aggravated Hans so much he turned to violence. Her excitement was a surprise. He did not known what to expect from Meiyu anymore, but her keenness to see him was not one of them. He had thought there will be a few moments of awkward silence, before an apology was given — hers — rather than some giddy, immature girl excited to meet him. Perhaps he should have guessed nothing will go out the way he had thought. It was Meiyu after all.

Finally, he spoke in response to the calling of his name by returning with Meiyu’s. “Meiyu Xiang.” The words were pointed, with the precision of someone who had practiced the pronunciation. His face was unreadable, features perfectly poised. He did not want to give away any signals of emotion, because as soon as he did, Meiyu would grasp onto them and manipulate to her leverage, interpreting them in all the wrong ways until it fit her twisted idea of what she thought their relationship was. He did not want anything he did to be used so crudely as Meiyu would. He did not want to give her the opportunity to only disappoint herself.

Pushing her aside slightly from her position fixed at the doorway in surprise, Hand entered the manor as casually as if it was his own, stopping after a few paces, boots planted squarely on the wooden floor. He did not glance around at his surroundings, much less gawk, certainly not in the way Meiyu had at him when she first saw him, after all these months apart. He did not speak a word either, simply looked at her with a glance of half disregard, half distaste bordering on disgust, inquiring for the purpose of his visit, all the way from Germany.

As he turned to fully face the girl, he only stared blankly at Meiyu, as if to demand, Well?



@Meiyu Xiang | Banner by Oonagh Brown

you will burn and you will burn out; you will be healed and come back again. and i will wait for you.
Archer Duncan | Anthonie Engelbrecht
7 Jan 2026, 23:49
Return of the Omen  PV: Hans   Abandoned 
MEIYU XIANG | SECOND YEAR | GRYFFINDOR.
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date ; 8th July 2025 ─── morning
interacting with ; @Hans Jenssen-Schäfer
outfit ;
wordcount ; 891
Xiang Manor ─── Oxfordshire, England ; place
@Hans Jenssen-Schäfer ; mentioning
icantfeelanything ; song
it is finally here ; ooc notes



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XXXXX𝓓ays spent dawdling over their reunion dwindled within the second Hans addressed her with her full name. It was cruel, as though the latter had intentionally desired to push her buttons once more. The foul relationship between the two would be far beyond comprehension to the eye of a bystander — twisted, ruthless and outright bizarre, somehow, Meiyu's longing for her dearest friend had forced to swallow the pride she strode with, headstrong. Kensington crawled with urgency over her nightgown, having yet to change to daytime clothes, the webbed creature immediately sought to bring ease to the young girl, resting on her shoulder in mere seconds.

Thoughts scattered her mind as though seeking an immediate answer to the German's impromptu arrival, his lack of correspondence leading up to this very moment was unlike him and despite what had occurred, here he stood, at the footing of the entryway into her home in Oxfordshire — which was a long way from Berlin, where he resided. Within a few seconds and the blink of an eye, Hans had strode into her home; the echo of his boots against the wooden flooring of the entry way almost sent an eerie chill down her spine with the irregularity of her friends, or the lack of, frequenting her home. Meiyu savoured the few seconds of silence, exhaling with a sense of unfathomable emotion until she slammed the front door shut, turning on her heel to glare at the boy, eyes slightly narrowing in search of any expression across his face.

"Must I remind you that you are here on your own accord?" She discontentedly mumbled, finally breaking the silence that had, for a moment, sufficed, until it became unbearable.

With sincerity, Meiyu had invited Hans to the manor on a whim, desperately seeking to salvage any remnants of the relationship they once shared, albeit more significant on her part. Her initial eagerness on their first meeting had only left the young girl aching, mentally and physically, unlike her usual demeanour. Yet, despite the pain he had caused her, Meiyu could not comprehend his sudden appearance after months of silence. Throughout the remainder of her time as a first year in that wretched school passed by, her newfound routine which had previously consisted of reading his letters had soon been replaced with duelling practice, solitude, and most notably, prefect duties. There had been times where she longed to write to him but had no heart to do so, what had he expected her to say? Despite the activities she partook in to pass time, he had made no effort either.

A light breeze which had emit into the entryway had quickly brought Meiyu back to her senses, aided by Kensington's light movements on her shoulder which she had felt over her nightgown, forcing Meiyu to feign a smile with the pleasantries she had learnt during her etiquette classes. "Forgive my manners, or the lack thereof. Follow me for a second while I change into something more, fitting." Meiyu chimed with eagerness, contrary to her earlier demeanour.

Meiyu manoeuvred with haste through the entryway until she reached the grandiose staircase; the presence of another had reminded her of the masquerade she had hosted at the start of the year, a few days after the incident had occurred in the Knight manor. Presuming Hans had followed in her suit, she hurriedly piqued once more, "I presume you'll stay a few days at the very least? There are a few guest rooms you can choose from." To Meiyu, her idle chatter was a mere distraction from what she truly wished to convey, yet she could not trust her own home, which at times was subjected to frequent visitations from her family, given the Knight manor was not too far in proximity to her own home. Although her family did not employ house elves at the demand of her mother, who thought her children were housekeepers, it did not decrease the likelihood of an impromptu visit from her uncles or, worse, her grandmother.

It had taken little time for Meiyu to reach the top of the landing, rarely looking back to see if Hans had followed her deeper into her home. Briskly moving into her bedroom once more, Meiyu made sure to close the door behind her, turning the key on the rustic as she would change into something more flattering. Given the full day ahead, she opted for a black polka dot skirt and black tee, hurriedly changing from her ghastly nightgown into something weather appropriate, though inadvertently keeping in-tune with death. Once content and swiftly changing, Meiyu moved to her dressing table and for the first time, looked at herself. Perhaps Hans' lack of commentary earlier had made sense, her ghastly appearance had been enunciated by her choice in nightwear. Dark circles consisting of blue and purple hues beneath her eyes had worsened her condition and in the corner of the mirror, her eyes caught a small reflection of the silver dagger resting on her bedside table beside her unkept bed.

"It's far too soon." She had mumbled to herself, lightly shaking her head and striking her head up with poise, soon marching back to her door and turning the key, forcing a smile before she pulled at the round glass handle and opened the door once more.

"Come in."
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XXX STATS ─── sta 7 | eva 7 | str 4 | wis 9 | arc 7 | acc 8
SIXTH SENSE ; LOVELY CREATURE
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Meiyu Xiang | Staterna ponere. | Ivan Aleksandar Baskakova 𖤝
30 Jan 2026, 12:45
Return of the Omen  PV: Hans   Abandoned 
Was this what their relationship would amount to? Unrequited distrust that hummed like a quiet grenade, paired with unrequited obsession that burnt like a wildfire in the depths of night. From their first acquaintance through letters, how Meiyu had deemed him foolish for reaching out, and the unsupported concern he had displayed for her even when she sat oblivious, to their first meeting at Beauxbatons, where both had held high hopes only to be met with low realities, and the final, gut-wrenching words accompanied by a gut-wrenching punch. And then, and the unsalvageable end, an invitation. With the surreal twists and turns of their relationship, from mania to delusion, from love to hatred, perhaps Hans ought not be surprised that he stood here, at the door, wordless.

Meiyu had turned towards him only to glower; the way her eyes narrowed as she searched for some semblance of warmth in his features was naïve. He was determined to remain in his cold persona, to not allow her to savour any sense of joy in him, any fleeting hope that they could build the burnt bridges back to where they once stood. Perhaps it was a futile hope, but it existed within him nevertheless, no matter his fervent denial to his heart. Hans wished deeply for the prosperity of their friendship, only for it to be ruined by Meiyu’s deluded nature and lack of psychiatrical assistance, distraught and detached. He ached imagining himself in her shoes, the world refusing to understand, the only helping hand being batted away by manic choices. Perhaps the girl he had acquainted himself with was still in her, desperately imploring for help under a mask of insanity.

Hans wavered at the entrance. It was normal, he decided, to waver at the entrance of the room of a girl proven to be a psychopath. With the invitation so unprompted, and after such violence, it would have surprised him if she harboured only good intentions. Already displaying that she had it in her, this could very well be a death trap. Armed only with a trusted Swiss Army knife, his own fists, and a sharp tongue where he needed it, his arsenal of weapons was far from developed. What would become of him he were killed here, in such a pathetic fashion?

Peace had been his hope, but violence would be utilised once more if called for. Despite gravitating towards pacifism he saw no shame in self-defence, and if worst comes to worst and such measures were necessary, he would have no qualms in hurting her via fending for his own safety. Perhaps it had been a mistake to come at all, perhaps he had been asking for enmity when he arrived at her doorstep. His spite was not out of intent but what bordered on instinct, the rising of defences around a heart he had once graciously opened, only to receive the treatment of Meiyu’s criticisms.

A people pleaser with trauma.

One does not so easily forget.

She had slipped out a remark, one that she quickly showed remorse for, but one that caused a brow to rise nevertheless, Must I remind you that you are here on your own accord? His volition could be questioned, but he did not argue — it was too soon for disruption. Instead, he merely nodded with the casualness of a musing parrot, oddly wordless for a boy so boisterous, dangerously wordless.

Hans’ attention drifted to the spider on her nightgown instead [what an odd choice of animals, he thought; though perhaps an odd companion was only fitting for an odd girl], until the summer breeze brought Meiyu back to her senses and Hans back to her gaze. She smiled, and offered pleasantries, all clearly feigned. Hans had waved his hand aimlessly, as if telling her to get the saccharine words out of his face. There was a keenness to the manner she chimed in disturbance to their shared thoughts, and while Hans welcomed the respite, he was tired of her sickly sweetness. A few more days of this hell, he reminded himself, the least he could do was to be better than his hostess.

They had trekked through her home and up the staircase, her lodgings with an expected grandiosity. He followed in her wake, and at her question regarding his stay, he nodded reluctantly and provided some form of affirmation, however hesitant. When they reached the top landing and Meiyu slipped into her room to change, Hans regarded the rest of the manor with a critical eye, leaning on the wall beside her door. He allowed his thoughts to drift.

“Come in.”

He stepped into her room, head held at a particular angle of entitlement. “Tell me, Meiyu Xiang,” he said, once more using her full name as his eyes flicked up and down, “What is the purpose of my visit?”



@Meiyu Xiang

you will burn and you will burn out; you will be healed and come back again. and i will wait for you.
Archer Duncan | Anthonie Engelbrecht