Library Crush Closed

* Maria sat alone , isolated far away , in the far corner in the library , as she had done for the past five and a half days , reading a book. She needed friends but denied anyone who told her she did need any . . . She was thinking over and over again about going up to her crush and asking them out . . . She was never noticed by them , but Maria stared at her crush every day that she could steal glances across the room... and every time her heart would flutter at every small movement they made. It was a ridiculous crush, she often told herself . A fantasy that would never become reality . After all, how could someone like them, bright and effortlessly popular, ever notice someone like her? They had never spoken. Not once. . . . because they were so , so , so very hot . . . * Hmm. Maybe i should. Hmm *She thought to herself* No . . . No . . . *She told herself... she was too nervous to tell her feelings . . . and she was anxious about getting rejected . . . She really wanted a partner, but always chickened out when she wanted to tell them . . . * Yes . . . ? No . . . . ? Maybe . . . ? *She kept thinking over and over. Then she finally thought* Yes, I will go talk to them