A Goodbye From Another World Finished

A Goodbye For Serena Towers

Dear Selena,

I know that it's been a while, and you probably hate me now. Which is understandable, we were just getting better, you were, at least I freakin hope, starting to trust me again...But I never got to reveal to you the truth, and I never got to talk to you about what happened huh. Well I’m sending this damn owl just to set things right.
Well as I said before, you might hate me, you might wanna kill me right now, and I wouldn’t blame you. For the second time, I turned my back on you and left you all alone...But you’re not alone are you? You’ve got great friends, you’ll make it through. It always was funny to me though. You were really my only real friend come to think of it, and thanks for putting up with me, I’m sure it wasn’t exactly easy.
But...It wasn’t exactly just that simple eh? If you’re wondering where I am now, I’m reluctant to share, cause you might just come over here and rip my damn face off or something...You were always so cheerful, I’m sorry I made you cry, I’m sorry I wasn’t a good friend, I’m sorry...But I don’t regret it. Come here and smack me all you want and you’ll get the same answer, I don’t regret any of it.
It was a fun ride Serena, more so with you around...I’ve come to realize that my actions weren’t exactly the forgivable type...The Lake thing, heh guess that was a bit too awkward for you huh? The kiss...The first one mind you, totally an accident! I was totally just knocked out from a fight I had in the bathrooms, hence the blood and injuries...The second one...That was...Another Accident! Heh bet you thought I was gonna say I did it on purpose huh? Wait, you can probably see the result with your peripheral vision, ahh what a waste, I’ll keep it anyways, too lazy to change anything.
Anyways, I thought about just saying that I did it on purpose, but eh, I just decided to tell the truth, too much of a drag to tell a lie anyways.
Anyways,  just wanna thank you for being my friend...I really wished we could have spent more time together, now I’m stuck with your lackluster of a brother. I do hope you find more of the happiness that you taught me, and I do hope you find whatever courage you need to step up and be brave, be like me, but ya know, less wanting to deck someone and less stupid, which isn’t really hard to do, I left you didn’t I?
I’m running out of Time, and your Brother isn’t exactly the patient type when it comes to me meeting his “friends” or whatever that means, they’ve been acting pretty weird around me since I got into a fight last week, burning some poor kid. My bad about that. But that’s something I’ll always miss, you hitting me for doing something stupid, that made me feel like you really cared, and for that you’ll always be someone I’ll love...And that’s true, cause lying right now would just be too much of a drag. This is my farewell to you, and I hope you’ll remember me. 
Jeez, I really don’t know how to end this, so I’ll end it with this period right next to this last letter.

~From your lackluster of a friend,
Siege Aramastus Bal,
Sent from Durmstrang Institute

Siege's hands shook a bit as he finished writing the letter. There was no one really coming to get him, not even her brother. He just wanted to ramble on, and on and on, like the way he thought while with her. Yes, this was a way of saying what he thought, hence the unorganized and possibly and totally incoherent ramblings that he went on. Though he couldn't help but close his eyes as his tears hit the paper he wrote on. He truly was going to miss her, something was gonna be missing from him without her. The only regret he'll have is not opening his mouth and speaking and talking to her. Guess in the end, even when he said he didn't... He did have a regret after all...