29 Mar 2024, 01:55
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𝗗𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗗𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝟭𝟱𝘁𝗵
Durmstrang was always a cold barren place but as the winter came the chill cut deep. There was very little that could stop Nikolai when he was put in the mood and the bitter winter certainly wasn't an excuse to neglect his routine. Over the last year he had been focusing day in, day out on his fitness. It was a crucial component to his education at the Durmstrang Institute and there was a cathartic nature about the exercise, his head was always clearer with the wind blowing through his hair.

Making sure to properly stretch before his run he took in the sight of the magnificent frozen landscape that stood around him. The lake was practically an ice rink, when it was frozen like this you could almost forget about the dangers that lay inside. Every inch of Durmstrang's grounds were dangerous but that was the point, to really understand combat and darkness you had to be willing to expose yourself to it. Teaching methods that had gone back to almost the founding of the Institute itself and served generations of wizards, wizards like the rest of his family.

Family was the very reason for the necessity of this morning's run. The words had etched their way into his skull carving so severely until it ached so much he had no choice but to get up and clear it. He didn't typically run this early but when the feeling called it was futile to resist the pull. Nikolai had been summoned home this winter, re-joining ones family was something most of his classmates enjoyed but to him it meant a winter spent pandering towards a bunch of aristocrats and pretending to be the perfect son. Durmstrang was a solitude for the boy, here he could be whoever he chose not who he was intended to be. Durmstrang was freedom, it was his home, his whole life.

Happy with his preparation he began to run towards the dark forests that surrounded the school, flashes of memory bringing him back to his initiation. He had been one of the top students in his year during the week long trial. It wasn't exactly a fair competition, being part of the Volkov family meant he was trained vigorously before he even stepped foot on Durmstrang soil, he practically knew the course before they announced it. Still the forest brought him comfort, knowing there was so much danger around him ironically made him feel safe. At least the monsters in these forest were logical, they operated on pattern and instinct unlike humans who's evil could present itself in a million different sufferings. Blocking out everything but the forest and his breath he pushed on into the darkness.

The cold winter sun beginning to rise poked through the treeline washing the forest in a light blue tone as it played off the snow and frost beneath his feet. There was something beautiful about the cold, the perfect way it blanketed the ground yet capable of causing death in so many ways. He had left a note up informing where he would be in case anyone came looking but for now he enjoyed the peaceful silence of the place, constantly alert for any signs of movement around him but never worried. Nikolai had mastered fear as a boy and it had lost all control over him.

Continuing through the trees to his favourite spot he stood watching the ice covered lake in wonder and yet disappointment struck his heart. He had hoped this far into the forest the water may be warmer and he could get in his daily laps to the little mound of land he had named Avalon after the Arthurian myth. Carefully adding pressure to the ice with his foot he noted as the colouration of the ice turned white, a common sign it wasn't thick enough to hold weight and so he backed off. Darting through the trees he picked up his pace once more, measuring his breathing techniques and making sure not to exert his energy poorly.
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Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go
I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell

30 Mar 2024, 07:01
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Valentin Schnell drifted out into the chill of the morning and began meandering across a frozen escarpment and in through the trees like a lost soul buffeted about in the void of souls. Once, he had direction, once, he knew what all his struggles were for. Now the snowy-haired boy wasn’t sure what was true anymore after his grasp of reality had been repeatedly called into question. Usually the seeker would be found flying on his lightning-scarred Silver Arrow before dawn, honing new skills for the team or at least centering himself through meditative flights through Durmstrang’s natural wonders. Strangely, in fact, no one had seen the broom for quite some time. Valentin’s hands dangled empty at his sides, clenching and unclenching whenever a wind of doubt beset his bewildered mind.

Light eyes the color of weeping wisteria stared into a fog creeping along the horizon, and the pearl-skinned boy advanced towards the lake’s icy edge. His red Durmstrang cloak hung from his shoulders dutifully, lined with white wolf fur ample enough to effectively keep his mind off the everpresent risk of freezing to death in the castle’s backcountry. All it took was one unlucky move over a patch of black ice to find a lethal cascade, such as falling through the surface of the lake.

A sound to the champion’s right alerted Valentin to a movement through the spruce-rimmed pass, and so he turned to quietly observe as a flash of light blonde hair came into view.
@Matthew Campbell

★ Valentin's Ency ☆ ☄ койрыклы йолдыз килә-ә ☄ ☽ Aida's Ency ☾

31 Mar 2024, 00:47
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@Aida Mòrsgor-Ama Ellwood
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𝗗𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗗𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝟭𝟱𝘁𝗵
Exiting the thickest of the forestry that he dodged through his eye was immediately drawn to the tall figure standing by the edge of the lake. Taking in the familiar sight of the tall seeker he took a deep intake of breath before courteously approaching the boy his glistening pearlescent skin gleaming surrounded by the blanket of white snow that encompassed him. Standing in his red Durmstrang robes he was striking against the setting and as he approached his senior he couldn't help but lose himself in the boys light eyes that seemed sunken a deep sadness residing behind the surface.

Entering his vicinity he made sure to bow reverently, respect and manners had been engrained in the boy since as early as he could remember and only further reinforced during his education at Durmstrang. Plus, one couldn't attend the Institute and not know of Valentin, his legacy was legendary and something to be highly aspired to. He was a master in the air as seeker and captain for the school quidditch team, not to mention being the Hexiwizard Champion. In truth he was everything Nikolai could ever dream to aspire to be.

Standing before Valentin in his dark toned athletic wear he felt far more informal than he wished but being an athlete himself he knew the boy would understand. Greeting the boy in his bold Russian accent that had deepened further since puberty he spoke, his mothers lessons on decorum and knowing his place replaying in his head, "Good Morning, Mr Schnell. I didn't expect to see you out and about so early without your broom. I didn't mean to disturb you, if there's anything I can do for you it would be my honour." Truthfully, Nikolai thought it was all a load of nonsense, if anyone addressed him like this he'd skelp them over the head but his mothers training was vigorous and he didn't know the boy personally enough to know his preferences.

Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go
I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell

9 Apr 2024, 07:23
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As Valentin approached, a firey glint in his eyes came into focus. It was not just the burning glow of sunrise cresting the horizon as it illuminated the intensely light boy. There was a hunger to this gaze that one was likelier to find in a ravenous forest wolf than a typical student, even at Durmstrang.

“Please,” said the seeker with an almost stately calm. “Just Valentin to you.” With a bow so languid that it was clear that this was no societally-dictated performance, but rather his own pure and intense attention, there would be no point at which the captain seemed disingenuous. “I don’t believe I’ve made your acquantaince,” Valentin continued, unable to recall him as a potential recruit for quidditch or as an up-and-coming broom racer. As captain, Valentin made it a point of developing an encyclopedic knowledge of such folk, but his keen eye was rarely still. A powerful duelist with unique character could make a worthy addition to the Hexiwizard team, after all. Looking the blonde over, a tug in Valentin’s heart still lowered his head as he wondered if the newcomer would make an even better friend.

“There is something you could do for me, if you please. Treat me to the pleasure of your name, and tell me about something you fiercely love but don’t think anyone else would understand. Perhaps the request is a bit forward, but I have little interest in stock formalities.”

Running a slender-fingered hand through a skein of white downy hair, Valentin smiled. The morning was beginning to improve, he decided, acknowledging the other’s observant remark at his lack of a broom. Noting the dewy quality of the other’s skin, the seeker continued, “Or if you prefer, tell me what lures you to the wilderness here to run.”
@Matthew Campbell

★ Valentin's Ency ☆ ☄ койрыклы йолдыз килә-ә ☄ ☽ Aida's Ency ☾

14 Apr 2024, 13:49
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Valentin was not who the figure of perfection and grace he had always been described as. It was like before this moment he was more of an object, a marbled statue of intricate flawlessness but this older boy that stood before him was real, there was hunger in his eyes and a directness to his questions that Nikolai appreciated. Too often was he subject to playing the game of polite conversation and formal niceties that he wondered if any real people actually existed. Everyone he knew was so worried about how they were perceived they had little to show of actual personality.

A smile breaking out towards the boy while his blonde hair glimmering in the white sun that was breaking through the harsh thicket of forest. He spoke confidently and although Nikolai was unsure if what he meant would really make sense he was glad to be able to speak earnestly for once. "Valentin then as you prefer, my name is Nikolai Volkov. You may have heard of my family, though for your sake I hope you haven't had the displeasure. It is not often I get to speak openly so I appreciate your dismissal of formalities." Striding round the boy to perch upon a broken branch he scooped up a small rock and longingly watching the frozen lakes that surrounded the Institute he flipped it over in his hand wishing he could skim it off the water. It was meditative practice he had come to love but in these winter months it was impossible only adding to his feeling of imprisonment.

Turning back to Valentin taking in his height and skin qualities that made him stand out as utterly unique he spoke again this time almost adrift though still direct in his intention, "What do I love that no one else would understand?" Swirling the question around in his head he came up with two answers one that was strange but unthreatening and the other that could destabilise the entire conversation but wasn't that to be the entire point. If he wasn't to be truthful Valentin wouldn't respect him and in Durmstrang respect was everything. "Cemeteries, I love acknowledging the people that came before me, whether I knew them or not, They all had a story and they were all important even if they aren't now. If you want the real answer though... Nonmagi" he took a second to gauge the reaction of Aida but determination warming himself against the icy cold that sunk deep into his boots he continued, "I think we waste potential by segregating ourselves, developments they have created are shunned simply for being theirs and it's wasteful."

Not sure what way the conversation was going to turn he decided to throw himself head first into the freefall and answer both questions. Perhaps the older student could provide wisdom on his issue or perhaps he just wanted to release the fracturing weight of it off his shoulders even if for a singular moment. A weight so heavy it crushed him every second of every day, "To answer your second question, love is the very reason I'm out here in the first place. I'm running from it and yet constantly it seeks me out, tackling me when I least expect it and forcing me to witness it's existence." Feeling the icy wind cut through him he took a deep breath and lowering his eyes back to the lake he took the stone and tossed it off the surface before speaking, lower and quieter than before. "I'm attracted to guys, and in my family that's just not an option. Here I can be anything but at home I have to be who they want and I don't know how to do that. How do you deny everything you are?" A sadness sinking over the boys face as the conflict wormed its way in, the two lives he lived fighting against each other.

Uncomfortable and regretting slightly just how much he had revealed. He knew Valentin asked him to be direct but he didn't ask him to unload his problems on him and so brushing the light snow that had dusted his running gear he stood up intending to leave apologising as he did "I'm sorry Mr Schnell, it's none of your concern I shouldn't have brought it up. I should leave."

Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go
I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell

21 Apr 2024, 03:18
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Valentin clicked his tongue with a slight shake of his head to indicate that, no, he hadn’t heard of the Volkov line before. Throughout his life he’d been lectured to about memorizing the most rich and powerful pureblood families and their politics, but from his hyperactive childhood to his more mature days, he could never be bothered. It was not that Valentin didn’t care about people, as this was the farthest from the truth. Rather, when someone gave him reasons to respect, or even love them, based on their own merits – this was when Valentin was sure to provide ardent support, even at great cost to himself. Born into the limelight and thriving in the wake of his musician parents’ stardom, Valentin grew into his own fame as the White Seeker of Durmstrang by becoming a node through which strength and well-being could flow to his people. With Valentin’s further rise to power and notoriety, now residing at the top level of the hierarchical dormitories of Durmstrang, he took it as his sacred duty as champion to use that leverage to raise the entire academy with him to new heights. As quidditch captain as well, aiming to leave a positive legacy to endure long after his own demise, Valentin was on a mission. On that mission he had little use for backdoor elbow-licking when his approach was more personalized, direct, intimate. Watching Nikolai pick up a stone and gaze over the frozen lake with longing, Valentin got the sense that stone skipping was not the only thing the boy wanted but couldn’t simply have.

"What do I love that no one else would understand?" began Nikolai’s reply, going on to explain his feelings about cemeteries and non-magi. Listening without interruption, Valentin folded one arm across his own chest to support the other as he rested his smooth exotic face on his right hand. A subtle and easily missed shine of silver-on-white marked a lightning-shaped scar running from his palm down into the recesses of his red military-style Durmstrang coat. Closing his eyes, the captain focused on the sound of the boy’s voice as he considered Nikolai’s words.

To honor the importance of those who came before, even strangers… So he can cherish people without having to use them, but simply for their importance as individuals. How beautiful. Valentin’s lips curled with appreciation. Such sentiments were rare to come by. Then there was the issue of… Non-magi: an unusually respectful term, and framed with not only strategic pragmatism but also —perhaps— disgust for injustice. Curious, as I get the impression he comes from quite the elitist background. It seems he prefers to carve his own path. Remaining silent, Valentin gathered a deep breath and waited, not wanting to interrupt the free flow of the boy’s thoughts out into the open.

"To answer your second question, love is the very reason I'm out here in the first place. I'm running from it and yet constantly it seeks me out, tackling me when I least expect it and forcing me to witness it's existence."

Valentin’s eyes opened with a flash of silver-blasted amethyst. Fixing his focus onto the stone in Nikolai’s hand only to find it rocketing off across the lake ice, Valentin’s heart thumped against the cage of its ribs with each impact off the frozen surface. Nikolai followed with what could only be pure, unguarded truth saturated with pain.

"I'm attracted to guys, and in my family that's just not an option. Here I can be anything but at home I have to be who they want and I don't know how to do that. How do you deny everything you are?"

The seeker’s long arms fell to his sides, right hand clenching into a fist. A gloss passed over Valentin’s eyes and his lips fell open while Nikolai’s admission hung in the air. Drinking in the boy’s pain, it was now Valya’s own pain, too. It was not even that the blonde reminded him of Charles casting away his broom over the rim of the quidditch pitch. Was Valentin not fundamentally the same as Nikolai, valuing individuals for who they were, in all their uniqueness?

"I'm sorry Mr Schnell, it's none of your concern I shouldn't have brought it up. I should leave."

The Volkov stood up and brushed the snow off himself as if to leave, but Valentin stepped forward with a stunningly fast hand reaching for his shoulder.

“Don’t go.”

If the boy did not resist, Valentin’s left hand would wrap around his shoulder with firm but gentle conviction.

“Please, it’s just Valentin.” Now much closer, the unusual colors of the seeker’s empyreal eyes came into view.

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“Nikolai.”

Valentin stood directly before him, staring into the other’s eyes, unmoving other than for the pulses of his breath. It was the kind of gaze that could pinpoint the ephemeral flicker of a snitch’s golden wing across the expanse of a storm. It was the kind of gaze that searched the farthest reaches inside a person to find where lay their true treasure. It was this frozen burning of blue and lavender and mithril iris that locked onto Nikolai without any barriers between them now.

“You did well to tell me. The courage and honesty you showed, trusting despite never meeting me before, moves me. Thank you, Nikolai. You have given me a great gift, one which I shall not squander.” An unusually warm breeze crept in, scattering an unruly cluster of white hairs into the seeker’s eyes, and he smiled. Unhand him, Valik, he thought to himself before letting go of the other’s shoulder (if it were in his grasp) and taking a step back.

“Those trapped in their graves are lucky to have the pleasure of your company, but I propose that I’ll make for more stimulating conversation. Stay, also, because I have something to give to you in return for the sincerity you’ve shown me.”

The captain’s eyes flicked back to the frigid lake surface where they located once more where the thrown rock had come to rest.

“I am of the same nature, having no interest in girls. Love is, in fact, my cardinal struggle. I strive and sacrifice and fail, then build myself back up again to repeat the cycle over and over. Without finding some great secret to immortality, I witness my years passing away as I continue to come away from the wreckage alone. No matter how high I fly, the intolerance of the world continues to weigh down those I wish could soar with me. They are trapped beneath the surface, suffocating, and I ram against the wall of ice only to break myself on the jagged edge of my efforts to reach them. Drowning in it, people ingest this intolerance in their desperation to keep breathing. Yet, however sick the brackish water makes them, they accept it as part of themselves. Even so, it cannot obliterate the truth of who they are, and so it continues to sicken those who carry it within unpurged.” Valentin turned his gaze back to Nikolai, eyes mirroring the other’s with profound sadness yet blazing with fervor.

“I won’t pretend that it will be easy, but I want you to become stronger. I want you to find what you need in order to survive and thrive as your true self throughout life. You kindly showed yourself to me, and you know already that not everyone will be as accepting, so you ask me how to deny everything you are… but you deserve to be who you are. You respect those who lie in their graves, and one day we will surely join their ranks. During our brief time on Earth, let us honor not only those who came before, but our own true selves as well. By developing the skills and the will to protect and sustain ourselves, we not only find liberation, but also the power to provide the same to others. You may have come here alone, but you don’t have to leave the same. Take my help, or the help of others who will accept and cherish the real you. The only way to make the world safe for people like us is resolving to show ourselves. Only such courageous honesty will allow others to learn for themselves that we are simply people—individuals like everyone else—and that there is no need to fear us. I hope that you can make peace with your family, but I encourage you to call upon me and other allies when you are in need.”

Sliding his long fingers into a pocket within the masses of white wolf fur lining his cloak, Valentin extracted a black metal object no bigger than his palm. The multi-pointed thing was inert but flared with backswept wings unlike anything seen in the wizarding world.

“This is a model airplane from the muggle world. I don’t know if you’re aware, but they make these objects that can make them fly at more than 3,000 kilometers per hour. You probably know that no broom nor thestral could hope to match even a fraction of that speed. Certainly we have our own ways to move around with magic, but I study the art of broom making. Surely there are many things I could learn from the non-magi, but really, it’s mind-blowing to consider what the whole world could accomplish if only our peoples could find unity.” If Nikolai allowed, Valentin would fold the model SR-71 into the boy’s hands, lingering as he searched the other’s gaze for resonance.

“As fast as such marvels are, I don’t think anyone can outrun the truth. Maybe you don’t need to run away anymore, but can instead run with the rest of your pack.”
Basic Stats:
STA 8 - EVA 20 - STR 3 - WIS 16 [18] - ARC 1 - ACC 16

Abilities:
Keen Eye / Charmer / Evasive Maneuvers / Fearless / Comprehend Languages: Parseltongue

@Matthew Campbell

★ Valentin's Ency ☆ ☄ койрыклы йолдыз килә-ә ☄ ☽ Aida's Ency ☾

1 May 2024, 14:34
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𝗗𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗗𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝟭𝟱𝘁𝗵
For the first time it what must have been his entire life Nikolai took a breath that actually satisfied his lungs. It was like a forest had begin to blossom in the deepest parts of his body and soul, a seed that had been suppressed for an eternity of hiding. Although he was standing preparing to leave he was no longer shackled by the endless chains that threatened to drown him. Air was once again crisp and fair and no matter how Valentin reacted he had found comfort in the truth.

Suddenly moving like air itself the boy was beside Nikolai preventing him from retreating. He could feel the firmness in Valentin's hold as his hand met his own shoulder but there was a softness to the touch, reassurance in every muscle but not for a moment forceful. Nikolai wondered how it was possible to have such grace and poise at the same time, mesmerised by the power Valentin held over him in this moment, he was sure that he had not offended him rather that he had been pleased by the boys admission in some sense.

Valentin's eyes were an enchantment of bursting colours that danced boldly across his fair skin and he was quite sure he understood in the moment what the poets had meant when they said the eyes were the windows to the soul. The senior's soul was ablaze with passion and comfort and he felt it wash through him like a cooling summer breeze taking away his endless worries. Then he said his name, a simple word he had heard all his life, but out of Valentin's mouth it suddenly found new meaning, like it really, finally belonged to him. As he looked deeper into those tempestuous eyes he felt undeniably seen.

The way he spoke was like poetry it had colour flowing through it and eery word was perfectly poignant. Like a key that unlocked his own soul and warmed him even in the harshest of winter's nights. Listening intently as the boy continued he reperched himself on the side of a fallen log, perfectly in view once more of the frozen lake and the stone he had discarded mere moments before. It lay there a dark shadow in an otherwise clear expanse, stood out from everything around it, much resembling himself he thought somewhat confused to be comparing himself to a rock and yet no hint of denial from it. Until quite suddenly his eyes were drawn back to his senior with a burning sensation raising his heart to a rapid response.

Valentin is just like me the storm that had been built over 11 years releasing all at once, washing over him with undeniable emotion that he fought to resist from bursting free of the cage he had secured it so violently into. Mental walls he had built in his head, the way he viewed himself, the way he was required to be viewed now seemed entirely irrelevant as the person in front of him revealed a shared bond. Valentin was a hero in Durmstrang, he was incredibly talented in multiple fields and loved universally despite his preferences. The realisation that it was possible was the reignition of a hope that had been smothered in the darkness for years.

"You deserve to be who you are" the words were like a knife and yet no blood was shed. It was everything he had hoped to hear all his life, an unattainable goal that he knew would never exist and yet here it was. Granted Valentin was not Nikolai's family and their opinions were much less malleable but truly he had heard it. If his family couldn't accept him he would form a new family, they already shared such different perspectives of life he knew it was an inevitability he simply could not escape. He would be expected to leave Durmstrang to join his family at the end of his fifth year and had already prepared extensively for the reaction on the day in which he did not. The contempt they would inflict upon him. Likely whatever happened Nikolai's future lied in disownment so who was he to deny himself now. Suffering in life is unavoidable but that does not mean we must inflict it upon ourselves.

Valentin's referral to Nikolai as an ally and friend unbound his heart and let the warmth of joy creep its way back in when he thought it permanently lost. He had spent so long hiding himself from everyone he never even gave them a chance to prove they could be different and here he was presented with a perfect example of stellar human compassion. It was gift he too would not waste and he endeavoured in that moment to make sure he never disappointed Valentin, that he would prove to him that he could be an authentic portrayal of strength and dignity and be entirely himself.

As the model landed in his hand he viewed it with an almost tantalising caution, Nikolai had done everything he could to learn about the non-magi world despite his parents chiding but he was never able to access such tangible proof of their marvels. Valentin was not only a gifted wizard, flyer, and friend but he was as compassionate as he was logical. Sharing in Nikolai's own views on the non-magi proved to his character and solidified him as a person of deep respect perhaps the most Nikolai had ever entrusted in a person.

Clinging to every word of his final remark his face lay silent for a moment. Emotion that had built momentum throughout now had to be evoked forward. It was easy to know the words to use in his head but vocalising all this raw truth was new for the boy, until this morning he had hid in his falsehood but no more. Valentin had freed him from a cage of misery and instilled in him fire once more which he would be damned if he wasn't to take advantage of. Facing the boy once more he gazed into his dazzling eyes and began to speak once more unable to control the emotion fully, tears began to well in his eyes. "In a thousand eternities I would not be able to grant you back the honour you have bestowed upon me this day. For years I have lived a sheltered half life of fear and denial so afraid that in opening the door I would lock myself into a new cage. I do not know if it is possible to make my parents understand but today I have learned I can have family that is not based on blood. The value of your name will never be denied by me any more. I thank you Valentin, and hope this is merely the beginning of our story together."

A sudden wind picking up and howling through the thick forestry he listened to it and resonated it with the very words Valentin had just spoken, "To run in a pack with yourself would be a life well lived. I can hear in your words that you are sure of yourself and with all of your merit and prowess you should be but I hope many that love you tell you how proud you should be also! You are truly one of a kind Valentin that is undeniable." Tears were now flowing down Nikolai's face but a bright smile void of any coldness now creased his features with pure unadulterated happiness. It was as if the boy was born a new though he had a long way to go, a journey was set a course this day that would change his life forever.

In the dawning morning light Nikolai's piercing blue eyes were more noticeable that ever and as they traced the outline of the model plane he redrew their focus finding Valentin's own. Unwilling to let their conversation end despite the dawn alerting his notion of the impending classes that awaited him in the coming hours, he spoke gently while wiping the tears from his face, "This is the making of non-magi power, despite a lack of magic they find so much power in the use of their imaginations. Science like this is why our integration is the only future." Turning it in his hands as he spoke witnessing it's every inch of design before a flash of intrigue lit the glow of his iris. Searching for answers in the boy across from him his tone was questioning yet still warm, "I appreciate your words but I can't help feel as if you too were out here for a reason. I cannot say I have your wisdom nor any experience in advising but I can be an ear if that is of use?" Whether or not Valentin wanted to discuss his own reasons for being out here it felt right to offer. Nikolai had a great deal to learn about friendship and trust but he was never one to shy away from a lesson.
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Sorry this took so long, your response was just so beautifully crafted I wanted to take my time with replying! Also for all future things you have full permission to godmod Nikolai in terms of the shoulder/hand things and anything else you feel he would appropriately react to.

Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go
I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell

19 May 2024, 00:42
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Bowing his head at the kind words Nikolai bestowed on the champion, Valentin’s pearl face glowed with the soft light of humility. He was happy to have found the other. What could have been just another plodding morning without his broom had blossomed through the winter chill into one that warmed his very soul.

“Yes, Nikolai. Let this dawn mark the beginning of your new life of freedom. If your family abandons you, know that you are welcome at my place, where you would be well-fed. Just as much as you will find opponents trying to enforce what they want you to be, you will also find allies who love and accept you for living true to yourself. Call on me, and I will lend you my variety of power. Now that you have seen the truth, you never have to be alone again, so long as you’ll summon the courage to reach out.”

Opening his arms, Valentin invited the boy into a hug. If the other accepted, Val would squeeze him tightly and the white wolf fur of his Durmstrang cloak would feel unusually warm. Whatever heating spell enchanted the garment, it was apparently tuned to be hotter than others would normally tolerate. If Nikolai further allowed, the seeker would raise one long, slender finger to skim the tears from under one of the boy’s blue eyes. The curiously gloveless hand was bitingly cold, even for the current weather conditions, and yet that icy touch may have been one of the most delicate Nikolai had ever felt. Valentin’s hand was a finely tuned instrument of quidditch, after all, with extremely precise motor control. Still, apparently the rumors were true that the Frost Captain's skin ran unusually cold, not unlike a snake's.

“I am so happy to hear these things from you.” If Nikolai had accepted his actions, Valentin would squeeze him affectionately again before backing away. He’d noted the other’s slight build, unable to shut off his captain’s mind that assessed others for their potential role in his teams. “You are really brave, Nikolai.” Folding his damp right hand over his heart where it clasped into a fist, Valentin’s left hand closed his cloak tighter to begin warming the right one once more.

"This is the making of non-magi power, despite a lack of magic they find so much power in the use of their imaginations. Science like this is why our integration is the only future."

“You are right, about the power of muggle imagination. They wield it like a magic all their own, creating wonders I scarcely understand. The power of our unity could be absolutely incredible.” Watching the other turn the model airplane about in his hands, Valya smiled. Someone else could appreciate it as a marvel, too, and the hunger gnawing at the seeker’s gut eased slightly: Nikolai was showing Valentin that he was not alone as well. Meeting the other’s searching gaze, Valentin’s eyes did not blink even once as Nikolai spoke.

"I appreciate your words but I can't help feel as if you too were out here for a reason. I cannot say I have your wisdom nor any experience in advising but I can be an ear if that is of use?"

With a small nod, Valentin took a deep breath.

“Thank you.” The boy’s intense purple eyes stared back for a long moment before finally blinking, and in almost as much time as the blink, Valentin spun towards the lake. Suddenly standing at the rock-solid water’s edge, the seeker faced away from Nikolai but beckoned with his left hand.

“I will explain…” Scanning the bank, Valentin’s keen eye gleamed, and after three long strides he stooped to pick up a perfectly formed skipping stone. It might be the finest such stone Nikolai had ever seen. The older boy was so tall that his long legs carried him far and fast with few steps, and just as swiftly he approached Nikolai once more. Extending his right hand, Valentin offered him the exquisite black stone. If the seeker had wiped some of the boy’s tears away, residual salt from his hand now encrusted the stone in a wet streak.

“Like the muggles, in applying imagination, we can change the world…” If Nikolai took the stone, Valentin would then extract his wand and aim it at the icy lake with the appropriate gesture. Aqua Fervens.
[d20 : 15] + 18. In the end, the result was: 33. With 33 WIS, the spell succeeds.
Valentin’s water-heating spell struck the lake through a crack in the frozen surface, and sounds of shifting and snapping ice crystals spread as the thaw emanated in every direction. The dark stone Nikolai threw earlier slipped from a melting block of ice and sank with a satisfying plop! Within a minute the lake’s edge returned to the watery, mirror-like sheen it usually showed in late spring. Silence overtook the scene once more except for a few nightingales that began to chirp in the trees behind them. Glassy ice-free conditions extended farther than either of them could throw, but distant expanses remained frozen over in vast swathes.

“Let me see you soar.”

Valentin took a seat on the log Nikolai was using before. He would sit and watch the other boy until eventually lifting his voice again.

“To answer your question… I came here for the same reason as you: running from love. I hunger for it, and despite all my wealth of dear friends and comrades, the yearning will not subside. Despite all my power and fame, and for all the adoration of fans far and wide, my greed, my need, consumes me in silence. So mad with ache have I become that I now distance myself from others lest I hurt someone, making desperate promises I cannot keep.” Laying down across one end of the fallen tree and dangling his legs over its edge, Valentin closed his eyes. “All I want is one boy to cherish above all, to spend my life with, but for all my efforts I fear that I am struggling against an impossible task. It feels like everyone loves me, but no one will make me forever their own.”

Somewhere, half a continent away, lay another lake. Was its shore stalked by the seductive water spirits of yore, ready to feast upon those whose burning hearts made them vulnerable to caprice and manipulation? What was it about Valya that attracted deceivers like Ginyami, and why couldn’t even a villainous heart hold tight to the blazing comet that was Valentin Schnell? Was he not offering enough power in the attainment of their dreams? Or, for as selfless as he strove to be, was it actually him who was too ravenous? Then again, could it be that the very stardom and elite status behind Valentin’s reputation proved too daunting? Was the logical block of religion simply too dogmatic to let people love each other, perpetuating speculations about hell in a presumed but unknown afterlife -- too frightening to those who still felt fear?

Valentin knew he was not alone, especially with Nikolai right beside him, and yet his fundamental wish for sublime partnership endured like undying nuclear sunfire. Perhaps it is for the best, he thought, and the warnings of my ancestors are right in saying that I am cursed. The monster in me would surely lay waste to all if allowed to use the full extent of its power. Keep me caged instead within the boundaries of sporting games where the true scope of my possibilities remain unrealized. When a flowstar is not wished upon in earnest, it is but a clump of burning ice and cannot bring calamity from the skies… Surely my family lineage’s secrecy is a tradition in the interest of all, and people are safest when they do not know what they are capable of. Imagine if people forgot this power forever… Why did they even allow my ancestors to survive, then? Was it to selfishly limit our use, to keep us from empowering their opposition? Why, then, will no one claim me today – because I am a reviled male? Because they sense the danger in my gaze? Or, is it that simply no one has use for me?

Valentin had lain there for quite some time before deciding that he should say something more to Nikolai. With a sigh, the seeker opened his amethyst eyes to stare into the apex of the sky. Let me go back up there, then, and let me fly at maximum speed forever if no one wants such old magic. The tedium of walking the Earth without someone using me to the fullest is too much to bear.

“I truly hope that you find happiness in a perfect match, Nikolai.”
Basic Stats:
STA 8 - EVA 20 - STR 3 - WIS 16 [18] - ARC 1 - ACC 16

Abilities:
Keen Eye / Charmer / Evasive Maneuvers / Fearless / Comprehend Languages: Parseltongue

@Matthew Campbell

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8 Jun 2024, 15:07
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𝗗𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗗𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝟭𝟱𝘁𝗵
The warm embrace of Valentin was more than a little surprising and for more than one reason at that. The boy's coldness was only further enforced by the extent of his heating charms and yet none of that could distract from the notions running through Nikolai's head as the arms wrapped around him so delicately yet with a strength of care. "This is what it's like to have a true family isn't it?" the thought unintentionally vocalising as he was overwhelmed with the surge of emotions he couldn't quite contemplate.

No more tears fell from the boys eyes after Valentin had cleared them away, the mental walls having reinforced themselves firmly back in place and in all honestly Nikolai had no concept of the emotions he was experiencing to know how to feel them. As happy as he was to have been seen and understood, his mind still wrestled with the discomfort of how a boy he hardly knew but a second ago could accept him when his parents could not. This yule would be easier in the knowledge he finally had found some acceptance in Durmstrang but also even more difficult knowing that it was time to show himself to his parents and accept whatever came of that.

The skipping stone was a much needed distraction and the perfect rock glided so perfectly out of his hand and across the water he almost cleared straight to the island that lay in the centre of the lake itself. Determined to not only remain true to his word but to be a friend, as that gift Valentin had provided him deserved to be shared, he listened intently as the boy talked. Noting the time it took the slender seeker to exit his own thoughts as he lay almost incognito with the soft blanket of snow blending into his pale features. Waiting in the breath of silence he began to speak. His family had filled his head since the moment he left this morning and yet somehow he felt for once at least one of them might actually prove useful.

"You know my mother used to say that love would come when you least expected it. She was betrothed to my father long before they even met and one night when she was particularly drunk she told me she loved another long before him. Perhaps you need to stop looking and let love find you." A smile crept upon the boys face for the first time in a while as he kneeled next to his senior taking up his hand if he allowed and grasping it soft but firmly as the cold winter snow seeped into his trousers where the knees hit the ground. "I've met you mere minutes and yet I can tell you are someone worthy of a love that breaks all bounds. Yet..." Nikolai paused worrying that he was being far more of a mouth than the ear he promised but upon remembering his seniors words on formalities he continued on, "You speak of the love and adoration that you have experienced but you will never find the love that you seek in that. It is not to say that those people, those relationships are not important but it is not the love that you seek."

Nikolai looked towards the sky for a moment before finding his eyes locked once again on the purple vortexes that were Valentin's though in this moment the piercing blue of his own while simple were full of wonder and enlightenment, "Любить - это ничего. Быть любимым - это что-то. А любить и быть любимым - это всё." To love is nothing. To be loved is something. But to love and be loved is everything. he said maintaining the eye contact he held with the boy, a softness between them, a bond of brotherhood, of kindred emotion.

"You deserve to be loved in the way that you love, and if that isn't reciprocated I can guarantee that whoever it is would not be worthy in a thousand lifetimes. You saw me despite knowing me for less than a morning, that kind of gift cannot be mistaken. Valentin Schnell you love with your entire heart and one day someone worthy will come along deserving of it, but of the little consolation it can be. I along with your many adoring fans" Nikolai mocked jokingly despite not being entirely sure Valentin wasn't honest with his claims."will be by your side as a part of your pact until you do! There was a certainty in Nikolai's voice, this was not simply a promise but a vow of devotion to the boy that perhaps just changed his life forever.
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Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go
I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell

9 Jun 2024, 09:40
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"This is what it's like to have a true family isn't it?" asked Nikolai, warmed within the shroud of Valentin’s cloak. Squeezing the boy softly, Valentin’s voice slid as smoothly as liquid silver.

“Yes, if this is the family you choose. Real family loves you for you. Because real family actually loves the true Nikolai, they will stand by you during the tough times and want the best for you even when it’s not what they would have chosen for themselves. A true family gives, making personal sacrifices for one another. Anyone who just wants you to conform and merely tolerates those moments they’re not using you… such relatives are simply others with a little more genetic similarity. All people are related, sharing common ancestry if you simply go far back enough. All life on Earth is connected this way, isn’t it? I prefer ‘family’ to mean those who give each other selfless love, instead of a group interested in genetic dominance. Listen…” If the blonde permitted, Valentin would put his left hand through the other’s hair with two affectionate strokes.

“People can share kinship in more ways than tiny margins of chromosomal similarity. Kinship of the heart is more powerful, more important, because ideas and feelings are what really change the world. The genetic difference between muggles and wizards is not as important as what we could achieve together, honoring and combining our unique strengths for a greater good.” Valentin looked down to admire the model airplane he’d given Nikolai, then raised his lavender eyes to meet Nikolai’s gaze.

“I believe in true love: caring for someone else more than one cares about oneself. Genetic bias is just another way of caring more about oneself than others. When a bigot imposes on you whom you should be, this is another way they really just care about themselves because they are trying to make you have their ‘mind.’ People like you and I don’t hurt anyone by loving the gender we love. Anyone who tries to stop such a beautiful variation from existing is simply trying to ensure dominance for themselves, to clone their minds and not just genetics. That’s not real love. Can’t family be about real, selfless love? I mean, why would different people fall in love if what they’re supposed to do is only love the person in the mirror? Why do couples have children at all, even? If humans were only born to clone themselves as much as possible, we would not want to merge with someone else. Children are born to become their unique, new selves, inheriting some things from others but still alive as distinct people. Many parents still try to use children for selfish ends, but some can learn to love their children no matter whom they become. Doesn’t the world want parents who give unconditional love? If so, why should true love be limited by genetic selfishness?” If Nikolai allowed, Valentin would lay his left arm over the boy’s shoulder with a small grin and eyes full of candor.

“We only met this morning, but I can already accept you for being you, even if your parents won’t. This is because I don’t insist on you conforming to my expectations for selfish reasons. I can simply love and admire the wonderful things I discover about Nikolai. I’m not afraid. I can love the beautiful diversity of the world without it threatening my ego, and I can give to you simply for the sake of lifting you up. It just happens that you were kind enough to be open with me, bravely showing the shining facets of your personality. Because you showed me these important parts of yourself, I could see very quickly that you’re a thoughtful, genuine person with a beautiful heart. Such qualities mean a lot to me. I hope that you’ll keep showing me new things about yourself. I don’t have to love them all in order to cherish you, to want to see you transcend your limits and attain a happier, better life.”

Proceeding to thaw a portion of the lake and watch the well-practiced form of Nikolai’s stone skipping, Valentin decided the activity must have been important to the other in order for him to have gotten so good at it. Grinning at his regret for not having collected more stones, it would have made for a pleasant time to spend the morning just watching Nikolai practice. Yet, Valentin still had preparations to carry out for his team’s quidditch practice and decided instead to lay down on the nearby log to better consider Nikolai’s question and subsequent response.

"You know my mother used to say that love would come when you least expected it. She was betrothed to my father long before they even met and one night when she was particularly drunk she told me she loved another long before him. Perhaps you need to stop looking and let love find you."

Valentin stared at the sky, considering Nikolai’s words as if each one were a gem-like star in a constellation crowning the heavens. Recalling the drunken behaviors of his own father, Valentin wondered once again what had driven Hugo to drink. With how he’d regarded Zinoviya, it could not have been for the same reason as Nikolai’s mother. Tightness at the corners of Val’s eyes conveyed his sadness on behalf of Nikolai’s father, and then frustration at why Nikolai’s mother had accepted such an arrangement. Her marriage did not sound like one born out of true love, but out of calculations of personal gain. Just as he was beginning to wince, however, Valentin sensed Nikolai at his side and looked over as the blonde took his slender white hand into his own. Without resisting, Valentin’s eyes widened with surprise as hot red blush spilled across his cheeks. With such a pale complexion, the effect was as intense as geranium petals cast across a bed of snow. Speechlessly, Valentin continued to listen.

"I've met you mere minutes and yet I can tell you are someone worthy of a love that breaks all bounds. Yet… You speak of the love and adoration that you have experienced but you will never find the love that you seek in that. It is not to say that those people, those relationships are not important but it is not the love that you seek."

Nodding dumbly, Valentin could not deny a word Nikolai said despite his instinct to deny wanting more. The other boy had not only listened carefully, but could also intuit truths that Val hadn’t explicitly stated. A curl of his lip expressed Val’s annoyance at himself for not being satisfied with his privileged life, but it was simply the truth. A love that breaks all bounds… He had to admit it. Valentin hated limits, most of all when they shackled love itself. Just contemplating the notion of boundless love sent waves of hot resonance deep through his chest, and the seeker began to blink slowly under the spell of those words that described his truest heart’s desire.

"Любить - это ничего. Быть любимым - это что-то. А любить и быть любимым - это всё. To love is nothing. To be loved is something. But to love and be loved is everything. You deserve to be loved in the way that you love, and if that isn't reciprocated I can guarantee that whoever it is would not be worthy in a thousand lifetimes. You saw me despite knowing me for less than a morning, that kind of gift cannot be mistaken. Valentin Schnell you love with your entire heart and one day someone worthy will come along deserving of it...."

Valentin’s eyes returned the lock Nikolai’s gaze held on his. Although his lips parted slightly as if to protest, he could find no words to counter the other’s. Valya had always been bad at considering what he himself deserved, as it was much easier to think of what others wanted than to ponder healthy limits that would ensure his self preservation... let alone happiness. He knew Nikolai was right, and he knew the words were exactly what he needed to hear – just like when Yefim was still around and telling him to take better care of himself.

"…But of the little consolation it can be. I along with your many adoring fans" lilted Nikolai’s voice with subtle jest, "will be by your side as a part of your pact until you do!"

Valentin’s lips shifted shyly across one another as the meaning of Nikolai’s words began to sink in. Tears began welling, unbidden, in the seeker’s violet eyes as he found he suddenly wanted to cry. He wasn’t used to such poignant, accurately aimed words hitting him right in the heart. The boy was a miracle at knowing exactly what Valentin had long been needing to hear. Although opening his mouth again and wanting to respond, no reply came, for the silver-tongued captain’s words had abandoned him. The warmth exuding from the other’s hand further served to quiet the usual torrent of thoughts streaming through Valentin’s mind. Rather, focusing on the rare feeling radiating across the surface of his right hand, Valentin took in all the details of the moment as they began to commit themselves to memory.

What had gone wrong last summer, back when Valentin was surrounded by loved ones in that dreaded spin-the-bottle game and couldn’t bring himself to kiss anyone? What went so astray when Romeo finally had returned a kiss to the seeker? It was… The problem was that Romeo was immediately filled full of shame. He was ashamed of me, as if I had been some devilish temptation he never should have even considered. Why didn’t I pursue him after that?… It was… because I knew I deserved better. I don’t really believe it, don’t believe I deserve anything, but my friends believe I deserve respect. The people who love me would tell me I deserve reciprocated true love instead of desperately becoming someone’s dirty little secret. Nikolai is right, and I knew it then, even if it’s still so hard to admit it now. I deserve the boundless, selfless love that I am so intent on giving to others. I deserve better than to be the source of someone’s embarrassment, just for liking boys. I want someone who is proud to love me. If anyone is to receive the limitless colddrake’s gift from me, that person must truly love me in return.

With a contented sigh, Valentin's hand squeezed Nikolai's in thanks. He hadn't spoken to the other with any notion of having his own problems addressed, but here they were, mutually taking care of each other as naturally as the strong crowns of the spruce trees bore the weight of gathering snow. The seeker's eyes glistened, endlessly repeating his unspoken gratitude for as long as Nikolai's piercing blue eyes held them in focus.

“Please, Nikolai. Call upon me if you are ever in need. Use my strength, and... stay in my life. Let me learn ever more about you. I am not afraid. Come to me always just as you are, and I will receive the true you with my open heart in return.”

Looking down at their hands, Valentin's eyes traced the silver glimmer of his scar branching out into his palm from deeper inside the cuff of his sleeve. It was truly a beautiful morning to be alive.

«Этот год подходит к концу, но это был один из лучших его дней, а солнце только что взошло. Спасибо, Колька. Подарок, который ты мне преподнес, бесценен.» This year is ending, but this has been one of its best days – and the sun has only just dawned. Thank you, Kol'ka.* The gift you have given me is beyond measure.”
Basic Stats:
STA 8 - EVA 20 - STR 3 - WIS 16 [18] - ARC 1 - ACC 16

Abilities:
Keen Eye / Charmer / Evasive Maneuvers / Fearless / Comprehend Languages: Parseltongue
* Kol'ka / Колька: Valya's chosen Russian diminutive for Nikolai
@Matthew Campbell

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