A blossoming invitation and a little big problem

She looked at the invitation in her hand. Who would care for me? no one would ask a lonely First Year! she thought gravely as she fumbled with the edge of her invitation. Lillie knew she was supposed to be studying but she couldn't stop thinking about it! The ball was coming up so fast! What was she supposed to do about it go alone? No! I can't go alone! I need to find someone to ask....But who? she stumbled to find who to ask her mind raced with all the bad possibilities and outcomes. She sighed "I should try and do some studying." She said to herself as she opened "Hogwarts, A history By Garius Tomkink"
she started reading it occasionally glancing at the invitation, shaking her head she pulled out a different book a better version of "Hogwarts, A history" she was using it to make her notes better than she could on "Hogwarts, A history By Garius Tomkink" She pulled out a scroll jotting stuff down she think would be helpful for later. Finally her mind won and out of no where she shouted "I GIVE UP!!! This is pointless no one cares to ask me to the ball!!" she gasped when she realized what she did a few students looking at her like she had sprouted wings or had some rare kind of disease. Shoot well I wanted to make a good impression? Well I don't know if this is the one I want.... she growled at herself in her mind "Stupid, Stupid stupid!!!" she hissed hitting her head with her book as quietly as possible to try and not attract to much attention but there really wasn't a point to that since she already did.