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Due to drama from Clue, I changed my theater class for my final semester until the theater teacher begged me to rejoin. I rejoined, but I didn't really enjoy it as much as I did footloose. I loved that show so much I wish I had the dvd of us putting it on. It was also the only show where my old criminal justice teacher came to watch me, since she loved footloose but also was the only person who wrote a "gram" to me, since others pay for the grams for popular kids. I was never popular so that meant a lot to me. It was also the final show where I was completely immune and innocent to how my so-called friends were to me. I was so excited for Clue when it rolled around to audition for it, and I was so eager to do it all the way up to October and November when I started being cyberbullied and false rumors spawned, ruining me, making me feel depression like I never did before. I felt worse about myself than I did anything, and since it was tied to the theater group at the time of the Clue Production, it amongst my least favorite productions, even if I liked being in it, I didn't like it because of the cast, the theater group. The next semester, my final show at my high school, was Frozen. When the theater teacher got me to rejoin and audition, I got a lowly ensemble role and I was about to nope out of it when I was like- "why not? It can't be any worse than it was last semester." I talked to barely anyone, not even those I originally called friends. I felt like I had no place there, and I was right, I didn't. At least, at the time. I started coming into the Theater 1 class during my lunch breaks and I participated in the activities just as I did when I did theater 1 in my sophmore year. I gained three friends from that class, and they are the only people that talk to me from "theater" since I graduated. No one from my productions would talk to me because of the rumors and even now I still feel horrendous because they're false and yeah.