Hi! Trying to force myself to code, but might just end up ordering the code from a shop

Lilliana Havenmore wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:41

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:38

Simon Kincaid wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:29

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:26 yeah, i already sent an owl but the second participant is on break rn so i don't see a point in sending it to her, since she... won't be on to check it yk? this really sucks though bc i like the thread a lot

I’d go ahead and post if it’s been that long. Your threadmates might be glad to see it moving along

see that's kind of the problem, because the last post was mine which is why i'm unsure about what to do

Did you already send a group owl to the participants?

not a group owl but should i? I only sent the owl to the one who's supposed to reply next

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:42

Lilliana Havenmore wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:41

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:38

Simon Kincaid wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:29

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:26 yeah, i already sent an owl but the second participant is on break rn so i don't see a point in sending it to her, since she... won't be on to check it yk? this really sucks though bc i like the thread a lot

I’d go ahead and post if it’s been that long. Your threadmates might be glad to see it moving along

see that's kind of the problem, because the last post was mine which is why i'm unsure about what to do

Did you already send a group owl to the participants?

not a group owl but should i? I only sent the owl to the one who's supposed to reply next

Has the person who’s supposed to reply next not been online?

Lilliana Havenmore wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:44

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:42

Lilliana Havenmore wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:41

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:38

Simon Kincaid wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:29

I’d go ahead and post if it’s been that long. Your threadmates might be glad to see it moving along

see that's kind of the problem, because the last post was mine which is why i'm unsure about what to do

Did you already send a group owl to the participants?

not a group owl but should i? I only sent the owl to the one who's supposed to reply next

Has the person who’s supposed to reply next not been online?

they've been on, they just didn't reply to my owl and i'm not entirely sure why

Charlie Jacobsen wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:42 Hi! Trying to force myself to code, but might just end up ordering the code from a shop

Order from me I’m cool

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:46

Lilliana Havenmore wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:44

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:42

Lilliana Havenmore wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:41

Ciel Saskia wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:38

see that's kind of the problem, because the last post was mine which is why i'm unsure about what to do

Did you already send a group owl to the participants?

not a group owl but should i? I only sent the owl to the one who's supposed to reply next

Has the person who’s supposed to reply next not been online?

they've been on, they just didn't reply to my owl and i'm not entirely sure why

Hm.. then idk it might be worth a shot sending a group owl though, if you want the thread to stay open

Charlie Jacobsen wrote: 25 Feb 2023, 01:42 Hi! Trying to force myself to code, but might just end up ordering the code from a shop

why not try mine? It's free now..

See now, I have much respect to people who make codes. Very talented, I could never. Most of my ency and upcoming ency posts will be using others codes

I mostly just create random codes that I never use lmao

Random code

Had a short nap (will sleep again in a minute) and well- I had a dream that I was in the choir room- singing- but then we had a short break- for bathroom water whatever. And I try talking to people and I'm ignored (which happened to me tbh too frequently) and I finally snap and for 10 minutes, I give an emotional speech to my crush about how long I've loved him- known him- how he makes me feel- how I am when he's not around- but I was mad at former best friend and yelled at him- which makes me feel bad even if it was just a dream. Additionally, I've told everyone that they should stop falling prey to lies, stop spreading false facts without knowing that it's true. It's like the game Telephone- where you start off saying- for example- "The Is Cute" and as you whisper into the next person's ear what you heard, at the end- it could be a very exaggerated or not even remotely similar- condition- like "The dog bit a lot or rats and they are not exactly cute."

I also emphasised that the rumors invented last semester were complete bull and explained how I have been more depressed than I usually am- how I don't want to spend time with anyone anymore because I don't want to be hurt anymore. I've been hurt so many times that when I do something good- or smile even- it's like a piece of my happiness is taken away and if there's nothing left- what is there?

But anyways- that was all my dream- from the nap. I have been ignored today anyways once I got back to school for choir.

And yes- everyone in choir knew it was my birthday (jan 17)- but refused to even acknowledge it- asides from going "hey it's (name)'s birthday today- don't say anything. Wait, it's also (crush)'s birthday- let's sing for him!" and this was in the snapchat too before I left it.

I was devastated. Snapchat has not been my friend at all for my senior year. At all.