hello Nix! hru?

Good. Just waking up. How are you Yexi?

Morning!

Kaitlyn Connor wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 14:15

Yexian Wei wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 14:08

Kaitlyn Connor wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 12:21 I’m glad to hear it, Yexian!

Thank you Kai! (btw, Kai, Kat or Lyn?)

I don’t mind. Whatever works best for you.

Aurelia Valentine wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 14:10

Joseph Sims wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 13:57

Aurelia Valentine wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 10:53 I am suddenly struck with the feeling that I have lost something important. Then I remembered Pettely and now I am holding a grudge against him for disappearing just when I made a beautiful banner for him.

Like, you owe me a starter, boy!
I hope things are kinder to him. I miss bantering with someone.

Still thinking about him?
Man miss him too :<

Why wouldn't I? He's a friend; he reminds me of my another friend who talks without second guessing if it was inappropriate. I do miss his attempts to prove me wrong and then fail miserably.

Pettely's absence would not affect me that much if he had been decent enough to report his absence. I suppose it was a sudden decision and probably not his fault. He said he will make sure to report next time as he did not realise that it is important.

Sometimes I would stare at abandoned accounts and wonder if something bad happened to them to the point they couldn't come back. I obsess over it, reading their activity through the posts they left. Sometimes when I am online, I just do this. Read their posts and wonder.

*snugs* I understand

Do you? I feel weird expressing it. I waste my time stalking accounts as though I am a widowed detective standing over articles on his desk, hands behind his back with a furrowed eyebrow and a slightly crumpled expression over a case he could not possibly solve because of the information missing in his possessions. I attempted to dig about Tracey Bailey's disappearance too - to no avail, of course. All I have gathered is because she was banned. My detective skills are still lacking, and here I thought last, last year that I could be smart like Sherlock Holmes.

Phoenix Zhang wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 14:23 Good. Just waking up. How are you Yexi?

glad to see! (I was gonna write 'hear' but.. I didnt hear u say that, I saw u write that so-) very good ty! js a little stressed because of the exams T.T

Hello Nyxiee!

Is that a Nyx I see 👀

Aurelia Valentine wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 14:10

Joseph Sims wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 13:57

Aurelia Valentine wrote: 2 Jun 2025, 10:53 I am suddenly struck with the feeling that I have lost something important. Then I remembered Pettely and now I am holding a grudge against him for disappearing just when I made a beautiful banner for him.

Like, you owe me a starter, boy!
I hope things are kinder to him. I miss bantering with someone.

Still thinking about him?
Man miss him too :<

Why wouldn't I? He's a friend; he reminds me of my another friend who talks without second guessing if it was inappropriate. I do miss his attempts to prove me wrong and then fail miserably.

Pettely's absence would not affect me that much if he had been decent enough to report his absence. I suppose it was a sudden decision and probably not his fault. He said he will make sure to report next time as he did not realise that it is important.

Sometimes I would stare at abandoned accounts and wonder if something bad happened to them to the point they couldn't come back. I obsess over it, reading their activity through the posts they left. Sometimes when I am online, I just do this. Read their posts and wonder.

Ikrrr
I luv how he's so authentic. I can't imagine how tough it must be to be in a community where everyone is soo sweet and nice and yet everyone's telling ya "you're rude" and "go get a sense of humour". I would've left the site if I were him. Where does one find the strength to stay in a community where you don't seem to fit in? He stayed though. He strived to change for the better yet stubbornly clung on to what makes him uniquely himself. Even if it comes in the form of face-kicks and pretending to have been me kidnapped and strapped to a chair. I never realized how much I valued his presence until he disappeared. Grrr I need to stop taking people for granted.

I wonder that too :< so many of my friends haven't come online in months; just thinking about them is painful enough. As someone who's made the decision to leave this site for good twice but eventually came back both times, the thing that stopped me from making a return was not wanting to face the guilt of abandoning friends, replies, the community and all the promises I'd have broken in the process. Is that why people leave? Or could something terrible really have happened to them? I don't know, and I likely never will.

Have we spotted a Nyx? 👀

A Nyx and a Nix?

Double!!