closed Reaching Limits PV Z.Zaphiere

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❂《 ⌜ December 8, 2024 ▎ Around 9 AM ⌟

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Not a failure…? Those words made her scoff. Unbelievable if she said so herself. In what part is she not when she couldn't even win a single duel, a single race. In what part is she not when she had worked so hard yet she still couldn't achieve anything?

Day and night, she had studied, honed her spellwork and practiced her flying. She did not miss any practice sessions in the sports that she was a part of. Almost before any of her official sport matches she would condition herself yet why do her spells keep failing? Why does her aim almost always go astray? What was she doing wrong? “If I wasn't… then why can't I reach them?” No matter how much she stretched out her hands to reach her goals, her desires, it grows further and further away from her. She wanted to believe in Zach, that in the end, her efforts will be rewarded or that she was doing well despite all the losses she had suffered. That would make her feel better. That would make her feel that she could reach something, prove that she is like the rest of their family. Talented, successful, even if she was just a Half-blood. She could show her grandmother that she was still a true Voltrouz.

There was no need for her to do that. Countless times she had heard her father say before to stop trying to prove her worth but she had kept ignoring it, believing that being acknowledged by her purist grandmother was the only way to know that she was just as great. No, it wasn't just that. She just wants to succeed at something. Loss after loss, it was making her lose her mind. She wanted to break the misfortune, the losing streak. She wanted to win. She wanted the strength to do so by any means possible. People who aren't as unlucky as her wouldn't understand these feelings that she wishes she could ignore. “Was it too much to ask just for one success…?” It is weird that she was saying all of these but being sick kind of does that and that also means she needed a rest now. Her eyes were already getting heavy from the exhaustion and before she knew it, she was in deep slumber. ‘Who needs sleep?’ That's what she would've said. Well, the answer to that is her. It was about time she got a good rest.

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