18 Mar 2024, 12:40
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| Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go | I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell |
18 Mar 2024, 23:33
Writing Under The Stars
Dithering below @Matthew CampbellDither: dith·er/ˈdiT͟Hər/Be indecisive. Ex: 'She's still dithering over whether to accept the job she's just been offered.' That was what Viva was doing, dithering. As Matthew had climbed the stairs, Viva had lunged frantically, trying to grab him by his robes and pull him back to reality. To no avail. The boy had sped up and was now standing up on the balcony with her bag. Viva bit her lip. She hated this. Hated it! Hated the feeling of dread, and worry, and guilt. Underneath those bad feelings was something else though, something she liked. She wasn't exactly sure what the feeling was, but it made her all warm and tingly inside. She had first gotten it as she was standing under the night sky, looking at the stars with Matthew. Pushing aside these thoughts, Viva focused herself on the task at hand.
What is he taking so long for?! Viva really was dithering now, trying to decide what to do. After he said that she would love it up there, she could tell he wanted her to come up too. I'd get in so much trouble! We need to leave now, so we don't get caught. But that feeling was niggling at her again... and against her better judgement she found herself wanting to go up to the balcony.
19 Mar 2024, 23:37
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| Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go | I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell |
20 Mar 2024, 14:14
Writing Under The Stars
Making a decision below @Matthew CampbellViva's eyes were wide as she watched Matthew come a little ways back. He looked so... happy. No, not happy. More then that. Joyful. Her eyes lit up with joy herself as Matthew passed back her book bag. She took it slowly, gently, from his hands, and looked up at him with wonderment as a breeze ruffled her hair, filling her lungs with the fresh night air. Viva breathed in, reveling in the feel of the night. "Thank you," she said quietly.
Blushing as Matthew talked to her, she averted her gaze and looked at the ground. She clutched her bag, holding on to it as if it was a lifeline. I hope we can do it again sometime too... she thought wistfully. She jerked her head back up at his next words. He wasn't coming down? He was going back up?! But... Viva felt her heart yank. She wanted to go up so badly, and yet knew the consequences if she did. Despite herself, despite her worry, she laughed, throwing her head back to let the wind catch her hair.
As he walked away, she quieted herself. Now she was in a real dilemma. What in Merlin's name should she do? Trying to force herself to do the right thing, Viva slung her bag over her shoulder and took a few steps towards the classroom door, before stopping right in the middle of the room. She blinked, then blinked again. She had to go up there. Turning again, quickly, before she could change her mind, Viva rushed to the staircase, took a deep breath, and ran up it. She breathed out as she reached the top, and saw Matthew. She took a step forward, delighting in the wonder of the stars above. "I came," she said softly.“Invisible lines, unbreakable rules,
Could all bend at the mercy of love.”
24 Mar 2024, 01:21
Writing Under The Stars

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| Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go | I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell |
24 Mar 2024, 04:02
Writing Under The Stars
Listening to @Matthew CampbellViva felt her heart turn over in her chest at the sight of Matthew. Why was she feeling this way? It was strange, and new, and slightly painful. But... the feeling also was nice. It was warm, and made her feel like she could do anything. With this burning feeling inside, and the cool night air, Viva thought that nothing could possibly make this night worse. A smile slowly began to grow on her face, soft lips parting gently. The night wind whispered, ruffling their hair. Viva watched as Matthew's brown curls were tossed around, at the mercy of the breeze. Like in a dream, she glided forward and sat down next to the boy, on the edge of the balcony.
She looked up at the stars, heart filling with wonder at the beauty and majesty of the glittering flecks up above. Viva took a breath, aware of Matthew's quiet breathing beside her. After a moment of silence, Viva turned to look at Matthew as he began to speak. She listened, looking at him interestedly. "That is a wonderful story," she said softly, speaking for the first time up on the balcony. "I love it." She looked back up at the sky, tilting her head to study the constellations. They really were quite magnificent, clearly outlined in the deep cloudless sky.
Suddenly, Viva turned her head towards Matthew again when she heard him talk about his mum. It was very dark, but by the light of the moon she could make out the shining tears threatening to fall from his eyes. His mum? Oh no. She was filled immediately with worry and concern, and a deep longing to make him feel better.
Maybe it was the new feeling inside of her. Or maybe it was the stars, their light filling her with a sense of courage. Whatever caused it, Viva gently leaned over and wrapped her arms around Matthew. She did it without thinking, just wanting with all her young heart to fix this hurt. She didn't say anything, mostly because she didn't know what to say, but hoped this would be enough to show that she cared.
24 Mar 2024, 11:33
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| Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go | I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell |
24 Mar 2024, 19:04
Writing Under The Stars
Talking to @Matthew CampbellViva slowly drew her arms away, not quite sure if her embrace was welcome or not. Deeply blushing, hoping it was too dark for Matthew to see her face, she hastily looked up at the sky again, grateful for an oppurtunity to look away. "Sorry," she said quietly. "I should know more then anyone not to touch people without warning. I didn't mean to make anything awkward." Her voice was quiet, barely audible. She turned to look at him again as he mentioned his mother. He was making this weird face, like he was pretending to be fine. Viva knew that feeling all too well, which was why she saw right through it. He wasn't ok. He didn't need to pretend to be all tough and strong. Tilting her head a little, Viva studied his face. The flecks of gold in his eyes shone in the starlight as he gazed back at her.
She blinked at the sudden change in conversation. I know what you're doing, she thought reproachfully. But that's ok. If this is what you need, then I'll do it. She took a deep breath, staring at the blue velvet sky above, trying to find the courage she needed to speak. "I've lived in the muggle world my whole life. I never knew the magical world existed until my eighth birthday, when I discovered I was a witch. My dad is a wizard, and my mum is a muggle. When they met, it was love at first sight. They got married, and my dad left the magical world to live in the muggle world, where my mum was more comfortable. Obviously he told her he was a wizard, but they never told me because they weren't sure if I would inherit my dad's magic or not. Anyways, over time, I think my dad slowly started wondering if he made the right choice by coming to live in the muggle world. He missed magic so much, he started getting bitter and angry all the time. When he found out I had magic, he was so jealous. He hated me."
Viva looked down, a lump suddenly appearing in her throat. She gripped her own arms tightly, and swallowed. Why am I telling him all this? She continued, but more quietly. "I never got on along with my dad very well. I did with my mum, but only when my dad wasn't around. She always got quiet and kind of ignored me if my dad was around." Viva kept her gaze focused on the balcony rail, looking down. Her entire body was still, except for the strands of hair the wind was playing with.
24 Mar 2024, 21:49
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| Nikolai Volka // "Light, light: do not go | I sing you this song and I will sing another as well." // Matthew Campbell |
24 Mar 2024, 22:01
Writing Under The Stars
Trusting @Matthew CampbellViva blinked away a few tears as she looked at Matthew. She felt a deep stab of sadness for him as he explained about his mum. Being a empathetic girl, she had the blessing and the curse of being able to feel what others were feeling, and she felt it deeply. She turned her head away as he mentioned her father. That couldn't be true, could it? It was so obvious. The anger in her father's eyes was enough to show Viva that she was clearly not wanted. She sniffed once, her hair flowing like a stream behind her as the wind picked up. She looked back at Matthew, her blue eyes pooled with sorrow. Did he really think she was kind and good? Despite everything, she felt a warmth begin to grow inside of her.
She stared into his eyes as he began to grin. That was odd, considering everything they were talking about right now. She dragged her eyes down to look at his proffered hand. She slowly reached out her own hand, a little smaller then his. She shivered a little at the touch. Viva loved affection. She craved it, because she never got any at home. She loved hugs, and physical touch. Matthew's hand was just the thing she needed to steady herself, and she got up from her balcony perch with his help. Again, despite everything, she felt a happiness explode inside of her and she laughed as he pulled her up. Viva looked at him. Did she trust him? In a second, she found the answer. "Yes," she breathed.

