How I Wish He Was You PV A. Montez Locked

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Ashley's day was never pleasant on March 24. The young boy overslept and skipped breakfast and his history of magic lesson earlier. He tried to fall asleep, went to the library, and eventually did. When he tried to read any material, his friends repeatedly woke him up. What is ailing about him?

Ashley had been focusing too much on his strategic life and had begun to ignore reality. He had been spending a lot of time planning battles once he joined his house's duelling squad. Although it was all genuinely fascinating, it looked to be straining his mental stability. He was drifting away from his goal and merely wished to be forever associated with all things related to duels. It's accurate to say that his infatuation was unhealthy.

We won't know whether or not this works out till later. Ashley made the decision to go to the courtyard twice. He was fatigued, but he made the effort to go to the courtyard to unwind despite his lack of energy. Ashley didn't really like being in the courtyard because there were so many kids from other houses there, but he needed a break.

People are often caught off guard by life, and maybe today was not one of those days that the young man wouldn't be able to handle. Alternatively, was it too soon to decide everything, or did he speak too soon? When an unknown voice stated, "You are back," and the person who said it hugged Ashley, he was taken aback. The young man tensed up, not knowing who had said it, but assuming from the prefect badge that it was someone from the another house."You do not know how much I miss you, H"
The young man pondered "H" in his mind. "Uh, hi," Ashley said, reflecting that this was an unusual occurrence and that he was indeed astonished by what was happening. He lowered his voice and murmured, "Miss me?," questioningly while attempting to avoid being impolite to the other lass.

The situation had been amusing to Ashley while also shocking, and he began to perspire a little. How can someone who is A believe that they are H? He didn't understand how someone could compare him to someone else, to be honest. There had to be one boy in the world like him, right?But was it really the case, or was he merely attempting to convince himself?
His mind became overrun with numerous thoughts at once, realising that this was not a dream. Ashley, what can you tell them? Think, think, he said in his thoughts, trying to come up with anything to say to them but failing miserably. He stared at them with his piercing blue eyes wide with awe as if time had stopped. The boy was still rigid because his thoughts were keeping him there.

How can I address them without offending them? The boy was aware of what it is like to miss someone, and at times, missing his parents becomes too much for him to bear. It was depressing, and now let's see what fate had in store. He decided to keep quiet and avoid saying anything that may offend them at this time.

@Cassandra Ironwoods

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𝐻𝑒𝓍 𝒞𝑜𝒹𝑒 #8B4513 English #C71585 French #006400 Latin #000000 Parsel #000080 Spanish	𝐼𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉 𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 @Ashley Montez	𝑀𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃(𝓈) Henry Knight	𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒪𝓊𝓉𝒻𝒾𝓉𝓈 Reducio Slytherin Uniform + Silver Rimmed Glasses + Prefect badge on the collar of the uniform + School Robe + Black and Dark Brown Oxford Shoes + Enchanted Satchel	𝐹𝓇𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓎, 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒽 𝟤𝟦𝓉𝒽, 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟥 𝒜 𝐹𝑒𝓌 𝐻𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝐵𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒟𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇

Cash should have seen the sign and yet their brain refused to let the reality sink in. The green eyes continued hugging the boy in their arms tightly but when the other boy said a simple word as 'miss me?' In such a tone that was foreign to their ears, Cash pushed the boy softly away from their hug and lowered their arms.

The green eyes then took fully the presence of the other boy who stood before them. His voice was not the same as the person that Cash knew. The other person who Cash just hug a mere minutes earlier went rigid with the contact whereas the person that occupied Cash's mind might do the opposite.

But when Cash green eyes landed on the younger boy's eyes which had the same exact color as the person Cash missed dearly, they wanted to burst into tears. But Cash swallowed hard and pushed down the emptiness that they felt. They wanted to believe that the other boy who stood before them was Henry Knight. Their best friend.

Although both Henry and the younger boy had one similar feature, they are not the same person. Cash took a deep breath and let out a disappointed sigh. Their chest felt tightened and Cash once again swallowed their sadness while tears of missing someone that they held close to their heart started to pool around their eyes.

The fourth-year ran their hand into their hair. They opened their mouth but nothing come out. Cash tried once again. They really wanted the person who stood before them to be the one that they missed the most and not somebody else. But Cash knew wishful hope and thinking will not get them so far in life.

Cash then adjust the school robe that slipped down a bit from how fast and suddenly they ran towards the boy. The cool air breezed again and make the sadness in Cash's heart more heavy. "I am sorry,"They said after sometimes gathering their thought. "You look like someone I used to know,"They uttered some more.

Cash then took several steps back. Creating some distance between them and the young Ravenclaw boy. Cash swallowed to push down the tears that threatened to fall out of their eyes. After taking a deep breath, Cash looked up at the boy. "I did not mean to make you uncomfortable,"They continued.

The quietness between Cash and the young boy is palpable. And Cash, for the life of Merlin, did not know what else to say. They wanted to run away from the situation but then leaving the boy after Cash invaded his personal space seems impolite and Cash will try to make it less awkward. The Slytherin beater then cleared their throat.

It had been such a long time since Cash was in a situation where they need to introduce themselves in the presence of others. "I think we begin on the wrong foot,"The Cuban descendant stated. "The name is Cash,"The young Ironwoods continued some more. They pursed their lips. Their mind still forced them to believe that the boy that stood in front of them was Henry Knight.

But Cash had done the mourning stage where they lost their best friend and Cash refused to revisit the dark rabbit hole any time soon. Cash shuffled on their feet not knowing what else they should say to the boy. With a timid smile, they shot towards the young bird. "Once again I am sorry if I made you uncomfortable"They repeated what they had said earlier.

"It was not my intention to do so"They conclude as they ran their hand over their hair and let out a heavy sigh of missing someone that they used to know.

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When the lass fully realised what was happening, she gently pulled the montez boy away. If this had been an ordinary daydream, the boy would have jolted the other person back to reality. In all honesty, reality has been harsh, unpredictable, and unconcerned with who it impacts; as long as it continues to show everyone its severe side, everything will be fine; According to it.

Ashley kept wondering what the other person was thinking and why they would act that way, especially given that they were both strangers to one another. Ashley, however, became perplexed by the other person's behaviour because they have never met, have never exchanged any type of communication, and have never attended any occurrences in tandem. However, because Ashley had experienced and survived pain, he thought that perhaps they had experienced the same thing as the boy, who misses his parents. Loss induced despair and this is how he was somehow able to read in between the lines and comprehend that, it had been the same for the other person.

Ashley wasn't going to just brush them off after this or even listen to their opinions, no way. He thinks that we may understand each other as people through pain, and that where there is sorrow, there should be peace. These two cohabit with one other to establish a perfect equilibrium. The unpleasant thing was finding oneself sinking in infinite sorrow while having individuals with whom you might share a part of yourself. That is how humans learn to comprehend one another even if they are not related by blood.

"I am sorry," The boy quickly froze. He had no idea how he should react to the incident or their apology. "You look like someone I used to know,".
Ashley's eyebrow was elevated at that moment, and there was a gust of wind blowing from the west side. He sighed deeply and looked across at the other girl. "It's- okay," his voice broke, but he covered it up. He wanted for someone who resembled those who had left him.

Ashley felt a deep sense of sorrow after the lass apologised for making the lad uncomfortable; it was not his aim to come off in that manner. They subsequently identified themselves as Cash and presented themselves to the Ravenclaw lad. Ashley then relaxed and introduced himself.. "Hey, Its alright, I understand. I am Ashley Montez" He had a genuine smile on his face this time. Even though Ashley said he understood, Cash continued, but he could tell they didn't mean it, so it was all good to him.

"You miss someone, don't you?" After his brief smile, he became melancholy. He was able to connect the dots and come up with an idea that Cash did have someone precious to them and that they genuinely miss that person.

@Cassandra Ironwoods