Finished I’m Unsure How To Feel… PV: Ava Winchect

Dear Ava,
I would feel bad too, only if i was in your shoes. Did he start it though?


You’ve been withholding something from me? What is it? If you tell me… I’ll… tell you something.

Teachers are fine. Lots of valentines ball drama, including me getting ghosted.

Well I think I only blew up at her becuase well… she is dating Simon. And I think I have a small crush on him. But don’t you DARE tell anyone. Or… I don’t know. He’s a third year. And a Dhapmir. (That means part vampire).

I wouldn’t call my date hot, he was like one of the grunge-y Slytherins who wore all black all of the time.

Good job,
Charlie

Dear Charlie,
Yeah, he started it. Mostly. I think. That day is pretty hazy. I said something but he attacked first.

Clearly I’m not the only one withholding. I knew I should’ve rewritten that letter instead of just crossing it out.

Ghosted? By who! I swear if someone hurt you I will…have a talk with them.

Oh. My. God! Is Simon hot?? Funny?? A sweetheart?? If you want him, you should totally get him. Don’t go for someone mid.

Love that you get me so much that you know I wouldn’t have any idea what that was. But why a vampire? Aren’t they like—super scary and dangerous? And like—mean??

Sounds like most of the boys in Slytherin. I don’t know if they’ve ever heard of deodorant either.

Great news! Like, super great, can’t ruin my mood good news! I’m coming back on April 17th!

Feeling like nothing could make me sad,
Ava

Dear Ava,
That’s good.

Yep. I swear I have eyes like a hawk and can see through any amount of scribbles!

Erm- all of the above. There’s one problem, he has a girlfriend. And not one of those wave to you in the hallway people, an ‘I want to kiss you right now’ and they do. So I’ll move on. I’m already doing so.

Half vampire. Not scary. Pale skin, cries blood, gaps where the canines go. Grey, yellow or red eyes. Some are mean but most are just hugely misunderstood.

Haha.

Yay!
When you get back expect tackle hugs,
Charlie

P.S. what were you withholding? If you tell me, I’ll tell you a secret.

Dear Charlie,
If you want the boy, get him! Sabotage their relationship, make her look bad and you look good! Trust me, I have plenty of ideas. Don’t move on without really trying!

Sounds scary to me. Can’t they all just say they’re ‘misunderstood’ then go off and bite someone? I don’t know if I think they should be allowed at the school. Aren’t they putting us all in trouble? Do me a favor, and avoid other-breeds. They’ve caused me nothing but trouble.

I can’t wait to get back. I really need to see people. Not like the people here.

Awaiting tackle hugs and a shove into the lake,
Ava

Dear Ava,
I don’t want the guy. Plus he’s too old. I’ll find someone else. And Mrs I hate other breeds, he’s a Dhapmir.

Dhapmirs don’t really get the urge to bite people. They still drink blood, but biting people just don’t interest them. Plus if they did, they would get a never ending list of detention and possibly be expelled. They should be allowed school. Most Dhapmir family trees are 1/2 vampire and 1/2 human wizard. Only full vampires get urges to bite. And they can control it.

I know that you are comparing dhapmirs to werewolves, but they have to take a potion to control it. Dhapmirs naturally control it.

I know. Just a small warning, people are gonna hate you when you get back. But some will forgive you. (That would be me). But they will see you as almost killer girl. So be aware.

Again WHAT ARE YOU WITHHOLDING! if you tell me, I’ll tell you what I’ve been withholding.

Ready to tackle hug and shove in the lake,
-Charlie

Dear Charlie,
You just said you want the guy. What changed your mind? Hopefully not me. Too old? Too old? For gods sake, you sound like a literal parent.

Like you know a bunch about dhaphmirs. They still make me uncomfortable, you can assure me all you want but I won’t I unsee all the headlines. “Baiting vampire attack!” “Man illegally turned vampire!” Don’t tell me they’re stable. They’re not. Anyway, even if they were stable, drinking blood is just as bad. Where do they get the blood from?

Naturally control it, sure. I believe that about as much as I believe potatoes are red.

Hate me? No, why would they? I’ve given them enough reason too, but I have to hope there’s a little good and understanding left in this world.

You first. How do I know I can trust you?
Ava

Dear Ava,
No Ava. I simply just don’t want him anymore. End of subject.

They are perftectly stable. Half of the time you cnat even tell that they are a dhapmir unless they have super red eyes, like on of the older hufflepuffs, pretty sure his name is Howard? Just don’t Ava.

You basically said that you hate all dhapmirs. Wow. Hater.

Yeah but still you have given them very valid reasons to hate you.

You know what. I can’t trust you. And you can’t trust me.
-Charlie

Dear Charlie,

Fine. Whatever.

Perfectly stable? How would you know! Since when were you a vampire expert? If I’m just a hater, then you just assume things. Are you a vampire? No. So how can you be sure that vampires are ‘stable’.

We’re moving on. I’m done talking to you if it’s going to land me in trouble. I’m still waiting for them to read my letters and decide that I shouldn’t come back, and if I’m going to get in trouble for writing to you, I won’t write to you at all.

I’ll see you at Hogwarts. Or maybe I won’t. Doesn’t matter that much to me.

Dear Ava,
Fine. Fine. Fine.

We are done. No they don’t allow vampires at Hogwarts. So I can’t possibly be one. If you are just going to be mean to all the part vampires at hogwarts, we are done.

I’m still going to shove you in the lake though. So yeah. I’ll find you.