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@Charlotte Flamesong
The words on the page no longer made sense.

What the third year had been trying to do was catch up on some transfiguration homework, attempting to understand what exactly was being taught. Currently she was not sure, which was not a good place to be. And so the Hufflepuff had raided the library for books on the subject, each laid out before her on the table she claimed as her own. Her notes were also a scattered mess, illustrating just how much she understood of the subject- also known as not at all.

Lea sighed, resting her forehead on the page in front of her. It was probably time to take a break, brown eyes closing for a moment of rest before she looked up for a distraction. Literally anything or anyone nearby. Despite not being a very social person, the third year was desperate. She'd glance around the space to look for the person who seemed the least busy- which was a bit difficult in a library. So instead, the criteria changed to whomever was closest, asking allowed "Hello. What are you working on?" She wouldn't get up from her spot, but should the other come closer Lea would work to move some of the books and create a little more space.
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Lea Hirsch - Hufflepuff Duelling
Sta: 7 | Eva: 17 | Str: 0 | Wis: 12 | Pow: 10 | Acc: 15
Sta: 11 | Eva: 13 | Str: 13 | Wis: 4 | Pow: 0 | Acc: 20
Beauxbatons Quidditch - Katherine 'Kit' Felix
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Charlotte looked up from her book a little startled. She was supposed to be working on some of the homework she had for her various classes, mostly History of Magic. But then she picked up a fictional book, and soon, was so into it she did not want to put it down. Now someone was talking to her, and she wasn't sure if she liked it, and wanted to continue the discussion or if she wanted to go hide in her dorm. She decided to answer the question, hoping she wasn't going to regret the decision. "Hey.... I'm just reading a book... though I was going to work on homework for History of Magic...." she said, not making eye contact with the older Hufflepuff. She gently shut the book she was reading, marking her place in the book with a small slip of paper. "Who are you? What are you working on?" she asked, hoping to take the spotlight off of her. She brushed her hair out of her eyes, watching the other girl, waiting for her response. She glanced at the books around the other girl, seeing most of them were Transfiguration books, so she assumed that she was working on Transfiguration homework, but she wanted to know for sure.

"I'd rather be punished for making the right decision than to live with the guilt of making the wrong one for the rest of my life." -Sophie Foster, Keeper of the Lost Cities
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@Charlotte Flamesong
Lea had not really meant to startle the other, one blank blink as she waited to see whether the student would actually respond. Turns out she did, the Hufflepuff a little surprised but content enough that the plan had actually worked. She hummed a bit in thought after the ravenclaw paused, nodding a bit. "History of Magic- it's alright." Not her favorite subject, but not the worst. "But what book are you reading?" Her head tilted, brown eyes glancing to see if she could identify it from here. It seemed as though she had gotten the full attention of the younger student, though, Lea also moving her notes to the side as the other shut her book.

"Who am I?" She repeated, a little incredulous. "Bit of a rude question- but I'm Lea, a third year Hufflepuff. I'm supposed" There was a heavy emphasis on supposed, "to be working on Transfiguration, but I got bored." The third year was not going to admit to a stranger than she could not understand the material. But that was enough about her for now. "It's-" The hufflepuff paused, contemplating, before starting back up what she was going to say. "It's nice to meet you. I have the same questions back- What's your name and year? Guess I already kind of know what you were working on, but anything interesting in your book or History of Magic work?" If not, Lea would have to find something else to talk about- or maybe pick up a book. The Ravenclaw had a good idea in that regard.

Lea Hirsch - Hufflepuff Duelling
Sta: 7 | Eva: 17 | Str: 0 | Wis: 12 | Pow: 10 | Acc: 15
Sta: 11 | Eva: 13 | Str: 13 | Wis: 4 | Pow: 0 | Acc: 20
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"Charlotte Flamesong, Ravenclaw 1st year." she started, answering Lea's question. "About the book, I'm reading this book about a princess, who doesn't like all the regal stuff and just wants to be free in the forest with her bow. Its a really good story," she said, giving a small smile. "So what's your favorite class? I like defense against the dark arts," she said. "I don't know why... It just appeals to me." She smiled a small bit. She sighed, looking around the busy, yet silent library. "I'm glad Hogwarts has a big library... its good to help me take my mind off of things.... off of everything... But enough about my troubles... I should just forget about them, pretend like they aren't there...." She sighed, looking down at her feet contemplating life. "why does life have to be so hard?" She asked, not really needing an answer. No, what she really needed was a friend, someone she could talk to, without fear of betrayal, yet she was struggling to find anyone. Mostly because she refused to tell anyone anything, but she couldn't help it. After her last exchange with her muggle friend Jaden, she wasn't sure who to trust, where to turn.

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OOC comment: school blocked this site. I can still access it but only after school. Just letting you know. @Lea Hirsch

"I'd rather be punished for making the right decision than to live with the guilt of making the wrong one for the rest of my life." -Sophie Foster, Keeper of the Lost Cities
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@Charlotte Flamesong
Ah, a first year. The third year nodded, hand reaching up to brush back her braid. "Charlotte," she'd repeat, more to herself than the other to try and remember the name should she need it later. The story was a little intriguing, though. "Reminds me of Artemis," she noted, "What's the book called?" Perhaps the third year would pick it up later during her evening read with hot chocolate. "I like that class too, but I think I like Charms more. More versatile." And she had very little to be afraid of. Not that she was afraid of DADA class, but it certainly had that air more than Charms.

What Lea wasn't expecting was to get into the existential territory. "Woah, from zero to a hundred alright-" she muttered, quickly racking her brain for how best to react. "Pretending like your troubles aren't there probably isn't going to help in the long run. It hurts, but it's better to tackle them than let them pile up." Who was she to give advice? The third year had very little experience, but she could relate it back to her studies or dueling. "What- what's going on right now that has you feeling that way?" A hand would awkwardly reach up, before resting it on the table towards the first year. This really wasn't what Lea had expected, shifting in her seat slightly as she struggled to offer help.

Lea Hirsch - Hufflepuff Duelling
Sta: 7 | Eva: 17 | Str: 0 | Wis: 12 | Pow: 10 | Acc: 15
Sta: 11 | Eva: 13 | Str: 13 | Wis: 4 | Pow: 0 | Acc: 20
Beauxbatons Quidditch - Katherine 'Kit' Felix
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Charlotte sighed. "A ton of things... People can be jerks.... And it hurts the most when you need them and they turn their back... I just don't know who I can trust. All the people I grew to trust over the years... My muggle friends can't know about this, one turning her back on me altogether. And then I found out my mom is lying to my whole family and fun times, I get to lie to them too. Its just.... Too much.... To much for me to handle... I miss when things were simpler... When they were easy.... What do you think?" Charlotte asked, shifting a bit. She had poured a lot out to this older girl, one she barley knew. She shouldn't have, because she still wasn't quite sure if Lea was trustworthy... But to be honest, Charlotte didn't care. She just needed to tell someone about all the doubts, all the fears, all the lies...and the sadness Charlotte couldn't help but feel everytime she even considered trying to make new friends. So far at Hogwarts, she didn't have anyone. No one to confide in, no one to Get advice from. And Charlotte didn't know how to change that... That's what scared her the most

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@Lea Hirsch

"I'd rather be punished for making the right decision than to live with the guilt of making the wrong one for the rest of my life." -Sophie Foster, Keeper of the Lost Cities
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@Charlotte Flamesong
There- was a lot poured out at once. Lea simply stared at the other, only occasionally blinking as she attempted to grasp what all was being said. It felt as though the Hufflepuff's troubles paled in comparison, her mind blanking on what had caused the Third Year any potential distress in the first place. "Oookayyy..." She'd let out a long breath, taking the time to categorize her thoughts before it was time to share them out loud with the other student.

"Okay, first. The whole muggle to wizard transition is pretty tough. I know I've certainly lost some friends because we didn't talk as much. But I still have some of those muggle friends who are really cool, plus I made friends here." Who? Well, Lea actually wasn't too sure. But it sounded good and would likely comfort Charlotte. "So, I think the good friends will stay. And you'll meet cool people here." She'd nod, pausing to grapple with the next topic. Still a little shy, it was rather difficult to talk for long expanses of time without feeling self-conscious or a little awkward. But eventually the Hufflepuff would continue with her potentially advice-filled ramblings.

"As for the whole lying thing, that definitely sounds like a lot. Forcing you to join into that is unfair. I- uh- don't know how to help there. Is it a big lie?" She was grasping for straws, but maybe some new found information could help her help this student.

Lea Hirsch - Hufflepuff Duelling
Sta: 7 | Eva: 17 | Str: 0 | Wis: 12 | Pow: 10 | Acc: 15
Sta: 11 | Eva: 13 | Str: 13 | Wis: 4 | Pow: 0 | Acc: 20
Beauxbatons Quidditch - Katherine 'Kit' Felix
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@Lea Hirsh
"How do you make friends? Its just... So hard....." She said. She looked down thinking of the the move to England which caused her to completely restart, and have to make new friends. It took her a solid year to make a lasting friend, her best friend, and to become friends with Jaden. "As for the lie... Its huge... My mom is a wizard, she actually went to Hogwarts and was a Slitheren. My dad, however, is not a wizard. He's a muggle. I didn't even know about my magic blood until I had my first instance of magic. Mom kept it hidden, for years. Now... I have to keep everything a secret from my friends, my father, and my twin siblings... It means lying about the school I'm going too, the things I get, the friends I make. Mom doesn't want dad knowing about our magic... At all." To be honest, the crushing weight of the responsibility Charlotte had was overwhelming. First she had to restart for the second time in her life, but during that, she had to lie to everyone she loved. Including her twin brother and sister, who she waa very close with... And she missed so much.

"I'd rather be punished for making the right decision than to live with the guilt of making the wrong one for the rest of my life." -Sophie Foster, Keeper of the Lost Cities
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@Charlotte Flamesong
Lea had not expected that a random conversation in the library would pose such difficult questions. When did Charlotte decide that this Hufflepuff had all of the answers? The girl sighed, mentally kicking herself for having offered the advice. Her best bet would have been to quickly turn the conversation around, but now it was too late.

“I don’t know how deciding to randomly strike up a conversation in a library has led you to the idea that I have any clue on how to make friends,” She squinted at the girl before heaving another sigh. “But maybe it works? There’s also plenty of events or clubs going on around the castle at any moment- I’m sure you’ll be able to meet some people there so long as you have the confidence to start talking to them.” It was advice that Lea would be taking soon enough, although something that she was dreading. Talking was not her forte, even if she currently seemed to be doing alright at it. Making it was easier to offer advice than actually have a regular conversation.

As Charlotte told her stories and woes, Lea stared blankly at the girl. Her final decision on the matter? “That’s stupid.” She’d blink, before realizing that even if the other student’s mom was being weird, Charlotte probably didn’t want to hear her mother being called stupid. “I mean- she can do whatever. But like, both of my parents are muggles. They know I’m a wizard, so it seems silly to hide that away from your immediate family. Sure- outside family and friends I get. But your father and siblings? That’s just cruel.” Not much better than her previous statement, it at least had some evidence to back up her claim.

“Your siblings and father weren’t around when you got the letter? How do they even not know?” That was the more important question to Lea. Immediate family not knowing completely baffled her.

Lea Hirsch - Hufflepuff Duelling
Sta: 7 | Eva: 17 | Str: 0 | Wis: 12 | Pow: 10 | Acc: 15
Sta: 11 | Eva: 13 | Str: 13 | Wis: 4 | Pow: 0 | Acc: 20
Beauxbatons Quidditch - Katherine 'Kit' Felix