5 Jul 2021, 16:22
Gloomy Days
Aldor kept looking at Vivian with a soft smile, it was odd, they seemed to get along pretty well, even though they barely talked in a regular basis, maybe they had a bit more in common than they believed at first. He wasn't sure this exactly a good thing or if he was just trying to make an excuse as to why he enjoyed spending time with her.
He closed his eyes for a bit, thinking of the possibilites for summer, there wasn't much that he had planned, maybe just sleeping excesively and baking something with his aunt, maybe even piano lessons? Well, not that last one, definetely. He looked back at Vivi, who at this point was also laying on the ground.
''I don't have any real plans, might stay home, or maybe I could visit my siblings-''
By siblings Aldor wasn't actually talking about his actual siblings, he was talking about his friends at Hogwarts they were the closest he had to a real family, after all, he has not seen his actual family in several years, so much that he can't even recall how his parents looked, not like he wanted to remember the face of who bassically abandoned him. This was rather sad, but with his friends, he could forget about this nonsense for at least a little bit. Or that was what he hoped for.
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He closed his eyes for a bit, thinking of the possibilites for summer, there wasn't much that he had planned, maybe just sleeping excesively and baking something with his aunt, maybe even piano lessons? Well, not that last one, definetely. He looked back at Vivi, who at this point was also laying on the ground.
''I don't have any real plans, might stay home, or maybe I could visit my siblings-''
By siblings Aldor wasn't actually talking about his actual siblings, he was talking about his friends at Hogwarts they were the closest he had to a real family, after all, he has not seen his actual family in several years, so much that he can't even recall how his parents looked, not like he wanted to remember the face of who bassically abandoned him. This was rather sad, but with his friends, he could forget about this nonsense for at least a little bit. Or that was what he hoped for.
@Vivian Fletcher
"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."
6 Jul 2021, 13:06
Gloomy Days
Outfit minus baginteracting with @Aldor HumbleglowThough it was so cold, Vivian really liked being there and fortunately she found Aldor when she came there and probably didn’t want to spend time alone. Aldor took time to think when she asked about his holiday plans, she was confused, what that question so personal? She didn’t know but remained silent until he’d spoken. Closing her eyes slowly, she could feel the air touching her skin, which was so cold that made little goosebumps appears, she hugged herself still closing her eyes.
Looking at the sky while she listened to what Aldor said, she turned her face to look at him who was beside her, “Your siblings are not living with you- I mean, you’re living in separate houses? Which means did they move out?” she furrowed her brows.
“Mine would be... will spend my first week with Sam and will go back to Manchester...” her face turned dull, she continued glumly “to my home” and signed. And she smiled happily, “And will be back here after that boring three weeks, to the summer camp”. Vivian doesn’t know whether she loves this place because of magic or because she hates her home, maybe both could be the reason.
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6 Jul 2021, 16:20
Gloomy Days
Aldor took a few seconds to answer her question, he wasn't sure if he was ready to talk about this with someone else yet. Only one person knew, was it really a good idea to tell another? He wasn't sure anymore, but he decided to make the explanation as short and with very little detail, at least at first.
''I meant my friends, sometimes I get mixed up trying to talk about them-''
He would let out another quiet chuckle, it sounded extremely fake, and he didn't answer Vivian's question about his siblings, maybe it was really time to be honest, or maybe it wasn't how could he be completely sure he could trust her? Well, now he was saying nonsense, he knew he could trust in her, right? There was nothing that he would have to fear about Vivi, she was his friend, he wasn't going to let fear get in between that. So he finally opened up his heart, but it seems that his heart was a very dark place, scarred by something, or someone.
''I don't live with my parents, my three siblings do of course but I don't, I live with my aunt-''
His voice didn't change, the tone it had before was exactly the same as the current one, he did his best to ignore how awful this actually was when he said it out loud and simply keep the conversation going as normally as possible, but now that things went into family territory, he wasn't sure 'normal' was a word to describe it. The Hufflepuff knew that he wasn't the only one dealing with family problems, he knew that he wasn't the only one suffering, but he sort of wished that things were easier to handle, and that it all just wasn't a pile of nightmares and fears.
''It is alright though, my aunt isreally nice-''
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''I meant my friends, sometimes I get mixed up trying to talk about them-''
He would let out another quiet chuckle, it sounded extremely fake, and he didn't answer Vivian's question about his siblings, maybe it was really time to be honest, or maybe it wasn't how could he be completely sure he could trust her? Well, now he was saying nonsense, he knew he could trust in her, right? There was nothing that he would have to fear about Vivi, she was his friend, he wasn't going to let fear get in between that. So he finally opened up his heart, but it seems that his heart was a very dark place, scarred by something, or someone.
''I don't live with my parents, my three siblings do of course but I don't, I live with my aunt-''
His voice didn't change, the tone it had before was exactly the same as the current one, he did his best to ignore how awful this actually was when he said it out loud and simply keep the conversation going as normally as possible, but now that things went into family territory, he wasn't sure 'normal' was a word to describe it. The Hufflepuff knew that he wasn't the only one dealing with family problems, he knew that he wasn't the only one suffering, but he sort of wished that things were easier to handle, and that it all just wasn't a pile of nightmares and fears.
''It is alright though, my aunt isreally nice-''
@Vivian Fletcher
"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."
12 Jul 2021, 15:57
Gloomy Days
Outfit minus bagInteracting with @Aldor HumbleglowListening to Aldor, “You meant your friends?” she repeated in a dreamy tone, as her question was not about his friends but his siblings. Confusion is normal but... Vivian was doubtful whether he was really confused and looked at him with furrowed brows for a brief moment and turned away not wanting to pester him by asking questions unless he feels comfortable to share his feelings. His chuckle was not natural, she could notice that it sounded just like how she laughs when she really didn’t want to and for the sake of people. But, of course, she was not going to ask about this to him.
Finally, Aldor talked again confusing her even more, and his tone was pretty normal, tilting her head, “Why?.... why do you live with your Aunt when you have parents.... because you don’t like them?” she completed with hesitation. knowing it was too much to ask, her face flushed red, “Sorry, you don’t have to answer if you’re not comfortable” she smiled awkwardly, feeling bad about her own behaviour. It was her curiosity that urges her to asked that but it could hurt the other person, so she didn’t expect an answer from him but her head was filled with these thoughts.
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12 Jul 2021, 19:06
Gloomy Days
The boy rolled on his side a little, facing his friend, he looked a little awkward, but he didn't seem to be avoiding her questions either. He took a deep breath, as he plached his hand under his own head, using it as some sort of pillow.
''My mother hates wizards, it isn't anything complicated, she just does, I had my first Instance of Magic inside of our home, she was there, and she ch0se to give her own child away, I was five.''
He took a few seconds, but he managed to keep cool, without getting to emotional, even though he was a very sensitive person, he had to keep acting like he was fine, making his friend uncomfortable wasn't an option.
''My aunt did raise me after that- And here I am.''
He smiled softly, trying not to make her feel worried about that, he wasn't worried about it anymore, there was no reason for his friends to be worried about it either. He just wants the best for everyone he cares about, even if they felt bad for asking that sort of thing, he knew it wasn't their intention to be rude, they were curious, and that was fine.
''It's nice though- I don't need to worry about hiding the fact I am a Wizard anymore, I can bring friends from here back home and have fun and whatever else- It's not as bad as it seems. ''
For once, Aldor looked into Vivi's eyes, sometimes Aldor got hipnotized by people's irises, he never really complimented anyone's looks, except for their eyes, Vivian's were a wonderful deep blue, a beautiful color in fact, he always thought that blue was an adorable eye color, he would've liked those eyes instead of the emerald green that he owned and personally didn't think that were very pretty, others would most likely disagree, but this was Aldor, and he didn't think like others.
He snapped out of it, thinking that he might be staring a bit too hard, he smiled again, as he felt his whole face go red, hopefully he didn't make her feel uncomfortable.
''Anyway I- Well, I am happy, I have a few friends, all the books I could ever want to read, I sort of like a girl and things seem to be fine is just- I tend to make things more awkward than they actually are.''
He chuckled silently, this time it did seem like an honest laugh, maybe he finally managed to get back into a comfort zone.
@Vivian Fletcher
''My mother hates wizards, it isn't anything complicated, she just does, I had my first Instance of Magic inside of our home, she was there, and she ch0se to give her own child away, I was five.''
He took a few seconds, but he managed to keep cool, without getting to emotional, even though he was a very sensitive person, he had to keep acting like he was fine, making his friend uncomfortable wasn't an option.
''My aunt did raise me after that- And here I am.''
He smiled softly, trying not to make her feel worried about that, he wasn't worried about it anymore, there was no reason for his friends to be worried about it either. He just wants the best for everyone he cares about, even if they felt bad for asking that sort of thing, he knew it wasn't their intention to be rude, they were curious, and that was fine.
''It's nice though- I don't need to worry about hiding the fact I am a Wizard anymore, I can bring friends from here back home and have fun and whatever else- It's not as bad as it seems. ''
For once, Aldor looked into Vivi's eyes, sometimes Aldor got hipnotized by people's irises, he never really complimented anyone's looks, except for their eyes, Vivian's were a wonderful deep blue, a beautiful color in fact, he always thought that blue was an adorable eye color, he would've liked those eyes instead of the emerald green that he owned and personally didn't think that were very pretty, others would most likely disagree, but this was Aldor, and he didn't think like others.
He snapped out of it, thinking that he might be staring a bit too hard, he smiled again, as he felt his whole face go red, hopefully he didn't make her feel uncomfortable.
''Anyway I- Well, I am happy, I have a few friends, all the books I could ever want to read, I sort of like a girl and things seem to be fine is just- I tend to make things more awkward than they actually are.''
He chuckled silently, this time it did seem like an honest laugh, maybe he finally managed to get back into a comfort zone.
@Vivian Fletcher
"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."
13 Jul 2021, 13:37
Gloomy Days
Outfit minus bagInteracting with @Aldor HumbleglowVivian turned her head to look at Aldor as he lied facing her and listened to him nodding every few seconds. Which mother in the world would hate her own son? She shook her head in disbelief, so it’s not just her who’s with problems. The blonde didn’t interrupt him, she was with her mouth open not able to say anything but she felt sorry for Aldor. The blonde’s mom doesn’t spend time with her but she loved her a lot, she knows that much. “Your Aunt must be so nice” she smiled hoping that it would comfort him a little but of course, she knows this is not going to help. Signing loudly, “I don’t know why wizards hates muggles and muggles hates wizards” she rolled her eyes.
The Hufflepuff noticed his smile, she smiled back brightly. He must be so strong to face this, the blonde finds his friend’s parents so cruel and she already has started hating them. How can someone just throw their own son out of their house and too, he was just a five years old kid? Her mind was full of these thoughts as a single tear drop poured down from her eyes making her realise that she was staring at him all this time. Turning away straight away from him, she looked at the sky again “ah, sorry”, her face flushed red, she said for both crying and staring, but hoped he didn’t notice nothing. “Ah, I mean it’s so cold here, my eyes were opened for a long time- not even blinking... that’s why my eyes.....” she lied not wanting to admit it.
Raising her eyebrows in surprise, she turned to his side as she started, “You like a girl? wow, who is she? Does she like you back? What’s her name? Let me see if I know her”, she chuckled at her own behaviour, “sorry, lots of questions, right?” she shook her head and narrowed her eyes to make it look that she was sorry for it.
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13 Jul 2021, 18:21
Gloomy Days
Aldor bit his lower lip, slowly starting to realize that he had made a bad choice by telling her about his parents, he was starting to feel the panic inside of him grow at an alarming rate. Was she crying? He really had messed up this time, more than he would've originally imagined.
''It's ok, I just-''
Before he could even answer to her apologies, she turned back around and asked about the girl he liked, he froze, for a few seconds he was unable to give her answers quickly, so he smiled awkwardly, trying his best to focus once again, at this point, he wasn't thinking clearly, maybe it was because of how nervous he was.
''I just said it because it was first thing that came to my mind, I don't really 'like' anybody, there's just a few people that I am interested in, nothing serious-''
Ha laughed quietly, as he gave her a shy smile, out of nowhere, he just reached for the side of her face, gently cleaning what was left of the single tear that had rolled down her face, his hands were cold, but they were soft and delicate at the same time. A few seconds later he realized what he did, and inmediatly took his hand away, as he sat back up quickly, leaving some space in between them.
The boy held his wrist nervously as he turned his head away, his face was red, even more than before. He didn't say anything. but he seemed to be shaking a little.
''Sorry for that-
Aldor was stuttering and his breathing was heavy, he was probably embarassed about what happened. He definetely ruined it this time, and in a big way.
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''It's ok, I just-''
Before he could even answer to her apologies, she turned back around and asked about the girl he liked, he froze, for a few seconds he was unable to give her answers quickly, so he smiled awkwardly, trying his best to focus once again, at this point, he wasn't thinking clearly, maybe it was because of how nervous he was.
''I just said it because it was first thing that came to my mind, I don't really 'like' anybody, there's just a few people that I am interested in, nothing serious-''
Ha laughed quietly, as he gave her a shy smile, out of nowhere, he just reached for the side of her face, gently cleaning what was left of the single tear that had rolled down her face, his hands were cold, but they were soft and delicate at the same time. A few seconds later he realized what he did, and inmediatly took his hand away, as he sat back up quickly, leaving some space in between them.
The boy held his wrist nervously as he turned his head away, his face was red, even more than before. He didn't say anything. but he seemed to be shaking a little.
''Sorry for that-
Aldor was stuttering and his breathing was heavy, he was probably embarassed about what happened. He definetely ruined it this time, and in a big way.
@Vivian Fletcher
"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."
14 Jul 2021, 09:00
Gloomy Days
Outfit minus bagInteracting with @Aldor HumbleglowVivian smiled sheepishly with guilt as she realised that she made the situation so awkward. After noticing that he had no expression on his face, she was embarrassed by herself for asking those questions. Aldor was so nice, he wasn’t irritated by her and the blonde was glad that he didn’t lash out at her rather he smiled and answered her with patience. Not caring if it’s a truth or a lie, she smiled back and nodded as he started answering.
But she can’t stop her mouth from saying things and making people feel ill at ease, “But you said, you liked-” her voice trailed off as she felt his gentle touch on her face. Her eyes widened and her heart raced as he wiped her cheeks which were wet by her teardrop. The blonde was so shocked to move and her eyes didn’t blink until he took away his hand. Being so shocked by what happened a few seconds ago, the blonde turned away from him as he sat back upright. Being so scared to look at his face, she fixed her gaze at the sky and finally closed her mouth which was opened a little from the moment she said ‘liked’.
The blonde remained still until she heard him talk again and sat up as his voice broke in between his talk, “I-it’s ok-okay” how much ever she tried to remain calm, it didn’t work, she stopped as her voice quivered. Biting her lips trying to make it stop shaking, she looked at him as she said, “I-I think I need to go- I am hungry”, she repeated with a nod, “I am hungry, yes.... I want to have something now, I think” she continued as she stood up, “Bye, Al- S-see you later” she smiled nervously and it was not natural. As she took a few steps away from him, she stopped and turned back to look at him and said a little louder so it would be easier to hear, “Ah, this... rubber band, I’ll return this later” she smiled and walked away. It was not necessary here to talk about the band and she knows it but wanted to say something as she thought it would be awkward to turn back and say nothing.
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14 Jul 2021, 14:41
Gloomy Days
''Of course, I think- I will just keep walking.''
The boy placed his hand over the back of his neck, he didn't look at her after that, He did not turn back, he had done it again, acting in an irrational way, for someone who was so obssesed with the mind and understanding how it worked, he always acted by his own instinct, even though he didn't turn back, it was obvious he was upset about something.
''Please, j-ust keep it-''
He gently brushed of some grass off his shirt, as he slwoly began walking to the place he originally intended to go, maybe if he didn't find Vivian today everything would be fine, would that even work? He didn't know, and he didn't want to know, he honestly wanted to scream but he felt like he was unable to do it, he couldn't breath.
He didn't say goodbye, he wasn't going to look back, he messed up and he couldn't fix this, could he? No matter how hard he tried, she was most likely not going to forget what just happened, this wasn't his biggest failure yet, and somehow he felt like all of his bones were currently dust, every step he took, it hurt him. He didn't know why he did that, did he just do it because his instincts told him to? Of course not, he did it knowing that things would go wrong.
The boy shook his head, upset because of his own choices, as he kept walking, slowly fading into the distance. It seemed like a storm was going to start at any point, but Aldor didn't go back to the castle, he kept going, trying not to think too much about the ocurred.
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The boy placed his hand over the back of his neck, he didn't look at her after that, He did not turn back, he had done it again, acting in an irrational way, for someone who was so obssesed with the mind and understanding how it worked, he always acted by his own instinct, even though he didn't turn back, it was obvious he was upset about something.
''Please, j-ust keep it-''
He gently brushed of some grass off his shirt, as he slwoly began walking to the place he originally intended to go, maybe if he didn't find Vivian today everything would be fine, would that even work? He didn't know, and he didn't want to know, he honestly wanted to scream but he felt like he was unable to do it, he couldn't breath.
He didn't say goodbye, he wasn't going to look back, he messed up and he couldn't fix this, could he? No matter how hard he tried, she was most likely not going to forget what just happened, this wasn't his biggest failure yet, and somehow he felt like all of his bones were currently dust, every step he took, it hurt him. He didn't know why he did that, did he just do it because his instincts told him to? Of course not, he did it knowing that things would go wrong.
The boy shook his head, upset because of his own choices, as he kept walking, slowly fading into the distance. It seemed like a storm was going to start at any point, but Aldor didn't go back to the castle, he kept going, trying not to think too much about the ocurred.
@Vivian Fletcher
"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."