20 Feb 2021, 06:59
Over-Thanking it
2/20/21
Every hour of the day, Hengist home was always pleasantly surprised, though it truly was never a surprise when it came at the exact same time every day, with a model of the Hogwarts Express carrying loads of candy that the students would always thrill over. He had heard from older students that it was an identical model to the Hogwarts Express- as if every single scratch was perfectly put onto the miniature model. The entire village that remained on the gigantic center table was fascinating to him. In fact, he had even decorated a little chess piece to look like himself; however, as a detective that was not what he was interested in. No- he was intrigued in where the candy came from. The train always disappeared through a hole in the wall and came right back. With the power of his detective skills and asking an older student, he discovered that house elves in the kitchen were the ones who would stuff the train with the finest of candies.
With that knowledge, Ross realized two things. The first thing he realized was he did not believe he had seen a house elf before, and if he had he certainly did not notice or connect the dots- a very shameful thing of a detective to do, so he preferred to believe he had never seen one. The second thing he realized was that he would terribly struggle if every day he was informed he had to put candy in a toy train and not eat a single piece of it. He felt whoever had to do that deserved at least some appreciation.
The thought had haunted him throughout the day, and as the thought kept itching at his brain he felt the need to do it more and more. Right after class he had rushed to the library. He would write a thank you note and put it right in the little box the train used to carry the candy- it was foolproof, and Ross was quite the fool.
He had chosen a seat at a large table in order to scatter his possessions about. His leather bag was thrown on the table, in which he was able to take his ink, quill, and parchment out. It was supposed to be easy- a small note.
No that was too informal... He hastily scratched it outDear House Elves
no no, that was far too excited. Within an hours time, all that he had gotten out on the paper were a bunch of scratched out greetings- some longer than others. Hello House Elf! Yes, you specifically! Unless there are multiple house elves- oh heck, is there only one house elf? oh no. It seemed to never end. In fact, he had run out of parchment at this point. He had resorted to writing in his far smaller journal, but it was not as if the replies in there were brilliant either. He let out a frustrated groan before slamming his head on his journal. He was getting nowhere.Dear House Elves
Hi House Elf!
Interacting with @Flash Holmwood
Last edited by Ross Stephens on 12 Mar 2021, 23:32, edited 1 time in total.
Stamina: 7 Evasion: 7 Strength: 5 Wisdom: 6 Arcane Power: 8 Accuracy: 7
23 Feb 2021, 15:38
Over-Thanking it
Another unremarkable day, as many of them were. After a week of schooling, Flash would spend the next Saturday doing homework projects or looking further into the subjects he had learned. He was already ahead in a few classes, but he couldn't allow himself to have any area of failure. Also, concentrating on homework was far preferrable to concentrating on recent horrible events, or all the other things he was avoiding thinking about. Better to just learn everything he could about new potion ingredients that Professor Barlow described.
As was his wont, he first looked around for his normal study partner Sylvain, but when he couldn't be found in any of the stacks, he settled for the general public. At least the library was quiet-- not too surprising on a Saturday, really. Only a few were spotted around the library sitting areas, and Flash set his small pile of reading down to crack open the first of what would likely be a multi-hour study session. He didn't have any entertainment in mind, only mastery.
Only a few paragraphs into his reading, there was a definitive thump nearby, more notable by the lack of noise. Slightly alarmed and a bit trigger-happy after his dungeon adventure, Flash's head quickly shot up to behold the source. To his surprise, it looked like a quite recognizable mop of hair laying upon a small journal. When he saw the hand that wore a sheep ring, he knew his assumptions were correct. It was Ross, who he hadn't seen since first year. Though he couldn't say the two of them were close friends, they had quite a history. The conclusion to it was an underlying respect he had for the Hufflepuff, even though he was more often than not a handful. The act of slumping his head on his notes was a clear sign of distress-- and Flash certainly owed him.
Getting up, as he had intentionally not sat near anyone else, Flash moved to sit across from Ross, tapping on the table with his knuckle to draw his attention.
"Hello Ross, it's good to see you." Flash would smile or reflexively jump, depending on how startling Ross' reaction would be. "Was there something troubling you? Some homework?"
As was his wont, he first looked around for his normal study partner Sylvain, but when he couldn't be found in any of the stacks, he settled for the general public. At least the library was quiet-- not too surprising on a Saturday, really. Only a few were spotted around the library sitting areas, and Flash set his small pile of reading down to crack open the first of what would likely be a multi-hour study session. He didn't have any entertainment in mind, only mastery.
Only a few paragraphs into his reading, there was a definitive thump nearby, more notable by the lack of noise. Slightly alarmed and a bit trigger-happy after his dungeon adventure, Flash's head quickly shot up to behold the source. To his surprise, it looked like a quite recognizable mop of hair laying upon a small journal. When he saw the hand that wore a sheep ring, he knew his assumptions were correct. It was Ross, who he hadn't seen since first year. Though he couldn't say the two of them were close friends, they had quite a history. The conclusion to it was an underlying respect he had for the Hufflepuff, even though he was more often than not a handful. The act of slumping his head on his notes was a clear sign of distress-- and Flash certainly owed him.
Getting up, as he had intentionally not sat near anyone else, Flash moved to sit across from Ross, tapping on the table with his knuckle to draw his attention.
"Hello Ross, it's good to see you." Flash would smile or reflexively jump, depending on how startling Ross' reaction would be. "Was there something troubling you? Some homework?"
@Ross Stephens
For we dreamed a lot//And we schemed a lot//And we tried to sing of love before the stage fell apart
Sta: 9 ★Eva: 5 ★Str: 7 ★Wis: 15 ★AP: 3 ★Acc: 15
24 Feb 2021, 03:49
Over-Thanking it
He let out a muffled groan muffled only by his journal as light tapping against wood reached his ears. It was a call back to reality, but absolutely an unwelcome one. He would prefer to stay in his little bubble of frustration and confusion instead of being brought aware of the hour that had been wasted and passed due to the fact he could not decide on simple phrasing. He would much rather stay in ignorance that this was a library and he had just made quite the ruckus. He cringed at the thought of getting in trouble due to a rule as minor as that, but right now he would consider the punishment if it meant the teacher that had to deal with him could assist him in his struggles of getting words on parchment.
"Yes ma'am- sorry ma'am- won't happen again." he mumbled out, his words muffled by the paper of the book.
He could not look the person judging him for his complaints in the eyes for the sake of him not wanting his heart to get turned to stone from the slightest negative glare. He hid his face, waiting to feel the watching presence leave and go about their day to raise his head up and get a full breath of air. Yet for some reason the presence never left. Instead, it spoke. And it knew his name.
It knew his name?
Well, the voice did in fact sound rather familiar; however, the tone did not seem to match with it. In fact, the voice sounded uncomfortably familiar. It was clear in his mind, but he could not seem to place his finger on it. It was nobody he had met this year- no no, he would be able to recognize their voices on the spot. They all had rather intriguing ways of speaking, but the memory of this voice was just itching at the back of his mind. A good detective would be able to at least recognize the voices of people he met. He would need to take note of that being a fatal flaw of his at some point.
He moved his head up from the book, propping his chin up on the center of the book as he looked up to see the boy's face. One quick glance at his eyes told him who it was. He had never quite met someone with eyes just the same as his; however, it would be impossible for him to forget Flash's face. After everything that had happened the year prior, of course he would recall who he was. The tone of his voice had always sounded far more stuck-up. It was only until their last meeting that he heard such a well-meaning sound mixed with his voice. He was the very reason his journal now was kept in a larger bag in order to keep it safe.
His eyes widened as he registered who he was and corrected his posture by propping himself up further on the table to the point he was sitting straight up in his chair. He slammed his journal shut. While they were on good terms, he intended to keep it that way.
"Flash?" he whisper-yelled. "I 'aven't seen you since before summer! I mean, I sorta see ya in the hallways but.. Y'know" he attempted to keep it quiet as he had done prior, but it came out more as nearly regular talking volume due to how startled he was.
He was shocked to see him. Sure he had seen him wandering along the corridors- and had he not heard his name whenever Quidditch was mentioned? He had never bothered to directly see a game, but even he knew Flash had to be involved with something to get his name around the school as he did. He never expected to talk to him again, yet here he was being far more polite than he was used to. Then again, he would have been far more surprised if he was being rude. Still, it was startling when he even seemed to care about what caused him to slam his head into his book.
"Nothin' is really bothering me besides some wording issues. What sounds better, 'Hey house elves' or 'Dear house elves'?" he paused for a moment, before breaking under no pressure whatsoever. "And I'm sorta outta parchment and I.. dunno how to write this letter or anythin' and it's really hard." he hastily added before sliding over his parchment with scribbled out words.
He looked down at the journal being protected in his hands. He knew well not to trust people with it after his incident with Flash, which truly was the biggest learning moment he had gotten despite his attempt to get him to understand potions.
"There's more in 'ere but they're really not all that important." he informed him, deciding it was for the best to not just hand it over
@Flash Holmwood
Stamina: 7 Evasion: 7 Strength: 5 Wisdom: 6 Arcane Power: 8 Accuracy: 7
28 Feb 2021, 22:07
Over-Thanking it
His rapping had not awakened the beleaguered beast, as Ross slumped dormantly on his book evermore in what could only be described as 'defeat'. Undoubtedly hurting the integrity of the pages of his book with his child breath, he spoke into the spine, practically inaudible. He was listing off an apology-- likely to Miss Finley. It was droning, as if practiced. Speaking anyway, Flash's voice at least seemed to rouse him enough to crane his chin forward and warrant him a look. It was only then that full recognition was his.
And what recognition. He quickly sat up, and slammed his journal shut. Apparently he warranted more fear than the head librarian. Not that he hadn't earned it, no matter how many friendship rituals they did, he couldn't erase the things he had called him, or the delight he took in laying him low. Ross had seen quite an ugly side of him that most hadn't, yet he still found it in himself to help him when he needed it. He was a slob, erratic, and always seemed over-invested in completely erroneous thoughts. Still, Flash wanted the best for him. He could forgive his buffooneries.
As Ross slowly began to explain his problem, some letter he was writing to the house elves, a deluge of hysterics followed. His shriek-whispering pronounced his many worries-- a problem of such little gravity that nevertheless weighed on him like an elephant on a telephone wire. Flash wouldn't remark on the tragedy's nature, though his eyes and mouth would narrow as the description grew. The writing on the paper were that of a madman. Ross clutched at his journal, as though any moment Flash would wrest it away and begin the second round of blackmail. The whole thing threw him off. As usual.
He had plain forgotten what it was like, being around Ross. Somehow he still manage to itch Flash's fury, no matter how much he wanted to shower him in kindness for his act of graciousness. He could feel a slight pain in his temple as he tried to reign in what all he would have liked to say, if he didn't think it would send Ross running in a panic. After all, writing letter was something he was taught by his sister, he knew exactly how to formulate one, especially ones of thanks. If one is to be receiving praise and gifts all their lives, they had best know how to show gratitude for it. Otherwise people might talk.
"Don't fret so much..." Flash began, his voice unable to remove the minor annoyance. "I can help you, you don't need to panic. I have parchment as well."
Not addressing the journal issue, Flash pulled his own bag closer and started pulling out the components required for writing a letter. He didn't envision there would be much difficulty, he had written so many that it could be mostly automatic at this point. "You want to thank the house elves? Have they done something specific you want to mention?"
Without being asked, after laying everything out, he would open up his inkwell and take out his new bright blue quill from the pages of a book. His last one was eaten by a hyper cat on the train, so this one had been procured on one of his not-so-legal trips to Hogsmeade. Gently dipping the tip in an inkwell he started by writing 'Greetings,'.
And what recognition. He quickly sat up, and slammed his journal shut. Apparently he warranted more fear than the head librarian. Not that he hadn't earned it, no matter how many friendship rituals they did, he couldn't erase the things he had called him, or the delight he took in laying him low. Ross had seen quite an ugly side of him that most hadn't, yet he still found it in himself to help him when he needed it. He was a slob, erratic, and always seemed over-invested in completely erroneous thoughts. Still, Flash wanted the best for him. He could forgive his buffooneries.
As Ross slowly began to explain his problem, some letter he was writing to the house elves, a deluge of hysterics followed. His shriek-whispering pronounced his many worries-- a problem of such little gravity that nevertheless weighed on him like an elephant on a telephone wire. Flash wouldn't remark on the tragedy's nature, though his eyes and mouth would narrow as the description grew. The writing on the paper were that of a madman. Ross clutched at his journal, as though any moment Flash would wrest it away and begin the second round of blackmail. The whole thing threw him off. As usual.
He had plain forgotten what it was like, being around Ross. Somehow he still manage to itch Flash's fury, no matter how much he wanted to shower him in kindness for his act of graciousness. He could feel a slight pain in his temple as he tried to reign in what all he would have liked to say, if he didn't think it would send Ross running in a panic. After all, writing letter was something he was taught by his sister, he knew exactly how to formulate one, especially ones of thanks. If one is to be receiving praise and gifts all their lives, they had best know how to show gratitude for it. Otherwise people might talk.
"Don't fret so much..." Flash began, his voice unable to remove the minor annoyance. "I can help you, you don't need to panic. I have parchment as well."
Not addressing the journal issue, Flash pulled his own bag closer and started pulling out the components required for writing a letter. He didn't envision there would be much difficulty, he had written so many that it could be mostly automatic at this point. "You want to thank the house elves? Have they done something specific you want to mention?"
Without being asked, after laying everything out, he would open up his inkwell and take out his new bright blue quill from the pages of a book. His last one was eaten by a hyper cat on the train, so this one had been procured on one of his not-so-legal trips to Hogsmeade. Gently dipping the tip in an inkwell he started by writing 'Greetings,'.
@Ross Stephens
For we dreamed a lot//And we schemed a lot//And we tried to sing of love before the stage fell apart
Sta: 9 ★Eva: 5 ★Str: 7 ★Wis: 15 ★AP: 3 ★Acc: 15
1 Mar 2021, 04:28
Over-Thanking it
If Ross had noticed the annoyance that was threaded in with Flash's tone he certainly did not show it. Ross had heard so many sentences along the lines of 'Calm Down' within a lifetime that he had gotten sick of it like when one had one too many of their favorite cereal. Except unlike Ross' ex-favorite cereal, he was never fond of the statement 'Calm Down' in the first place. It implied he could just choose to stop worrying, which Ross never seemed to be able to. No matter how many deep breaths he took, that was never the case. By now the words just rushed past him like water, so the tone did as well.
In fact, Ross had fixated on another part. The fact he offered to help. He knew well he needed the help and he was not going to be stubborn of it. He was more surprised by the offer than anything else. When someone told you to calm down, regularly there was no offer of assistance after. That was when it dawned upon him- Flash was attempting to calm him down.
"You'll help? I mean.. you don't gotta waste any parchment or anythin'..." he paused before realizing Flash could instantly take back his offer if he so desired. "please do,Isorta don't got any left... but i guess you sorta know that cause i just told you and all that" he rushed out, catching himself mid-mistake.
As the boy pulled out his own bag he felt instant dread and hope all at once. His help could be vital to him actually completing this note, and by now he just wanted it done after the hour he had spent just trying to write the first few words. On the other hand, it would seem far less personal with someone else writing it for him and it had been a long time since he had talked with Flash. What if he just got it all wrong and this ended up being a waste of time? There was no mystery to writing, no unsolved riddle. One had to make up the riddle when writing, and at times that could be an adventure on its own; however, like now, at other times it could be the most boring thing someone could choose to do with their time. Still, Flash was his last hope in this scenario. He decided to follow along, just for the sake of procrastination and desire to get on with his day.
"Well, they sorta deliver all sorts o' candy to the common room every hour or so. It's always real good and they never damage the train. Recently let me make some friends and such so I thought they deserved some sorta thanks. After all, imagine havin' to fill up a train full of candy and not having a single piece of it." he elaborated. "I was gonna put it in the lil train thing so when they filled it up they'd see it and all that." he confessed, seemingly a bit embarrassed of the whole plan when explaining it.
It had been on his mind for quite some time. It was a thank you that was bubbling to come out of his mouth, but it could not. After all, he had never seen a house elf for long. In fact, he was unsure if he could even identify one if asked. It would be difficult to thank one considering how awkward he was with people, he had no idea how awkward he would be with another species. He would have no way of telling who sent the candy as well as that.
In his rambling, he had noticed the boy take out a quill. He wondered if the color was natural, but part of him hoped otherwise. If it was, then that species would be long dead by now. He looked over at the parchment he was writing on.
'Greetings'
He already did not like the sound of that
Interacting with @Flash Holmwood
Stamina: 7 Evasion: 7 Strength: 5 Wisdom: 6 Arcane Power: 8 Accuracy: 7
4 Mar 2021, 19:49
Over-Thanking it
Ross began by waffling, but soon after accepted Flash's help. Flash's face would finally alight with a small smile of self-satisfaction, disregarding Ross' uncomfortability as simply 'Ross being Ross', rather than questioning where it came from. Flattening the paper as it tried to re-roll into its original form, Flash placed his own journal down on the top of the parchment to hold it still. He patiently listened to Ross' explanation, though his smile subtlety dimmed as the description continued.
There was a... train in his common room that delivered candy? As much as Flash would have no reason to partake in such an offering, it reminded him of his intense personal discomfort with his own common room. He could only imagine how warm and friendly the environment at Hufflepuff was compared to that of his own house, and it seemed so patently unfair. Had Salazar doomed the house to forever be left in the cold and the dark, while others were given a literal train full of comforts?
"How very noble of you." Flash said, deadpan. "That's easy enough, surely they'll be happy with anything. You're thanking them for doing the job they're paid for."
Perhaps he had let his bitterness get to him, as after the words left his mouth, he shook his head, sighing lightly. Dipping the quill back in the inkwell out of habit more than necessity, Flash continued scrawling a message in rapid cursive. The words were automatic and easy, formalities that were etched into his brain.
"Is that acceptable? Tell me your thoughts."
There was a... train in his common room that delivered candy? As much as Flash would have no reason to partake in such an offering, it reminded him of his intense personal discomfort with his own common room. He could only imagine how warm and friendly the environment at Hufflepuff was compared to that of his own house, and it seemed so patently unfair. Had Salazar doomed the house to forever be left in the cold and the dark, while others were given a literal train full of comforts?
"How very noble of you." Flash said, deadpan. "That's easy enough, surely they'll be happy with anything. You're thanking them for doing the job they're paid for."
Perhaps he had let his bitterness get to him, as after the words left his mouth, he shook his head, sighing lightly. Dipping the quill back in the inkwell out of habit more than necessity, Flash continued scrawling a message in rapid cursive. The words were automatic and easy, formalities that were etched into his brain.
It was short, but gushing. Certainly no one could take it as anything but over-bearing prasie, which would not seem suspicious coming from a Hufflepuff. In no time, having only needed to dip the quill once more during the feverish scribing, Flash set the quill down inside the inkwell and looked back up to Ross like an Olympic athlete looking at the judges for their score.[font=Monotype Corsiva]Greetings,
I wanted to personally thank the staff of the kitchen for their continued dedication to serving the Hufflepuff house. Your work has brought me great personal contentment, and bonded the students who partake in the daily candy delivery. You all deserve acknowledgment for your efforts, and from our hearts you yours we wish to offer profound gratitude. I hope this note finds you well and shows my deep sincerity.
Kind regards,
"Is that acceptable? Tell me your thoughts."
@Ross Stephens
For we dreamed a lot//And we schemed a lot//And we tried to sing of love before the stage fell apart
Sta: 9 ★Eva: 5 ★Str: 7 ★Wis: 15 ★AP: 3 ★Acc: 15
6 Mar 2021, 19:05
Over-Thanking it
The remark did not dampen Ross' attitude merely due to the fact that he had no idea what the elves did in the first place. If anything, he was relieved. He was glad they were at least being paid to not eat the candy. Even then, Ross felt he would give into gluttony even with a wage on the line. At home he had always assisted with making cupcakes, but that usually meant at least one would be thrown right into his maw. If anything, it seemed the house elves were only exchanging one sin for another. gluttony for greed in a sense, but gluttony always seemed to fall into the same category as greed.
"No amount o' money can make up for a perfectly good treat. I'd say candy is a pretty fine payment. They 'aught to deserve some sort of thank you." he dismissed Flash's remark, keeping up his optimistic attitude.
He may have been frustrated, but he was determined to make sure his time had not gone to waste. Sure he did not know the first thing about elves; however, any living being loved a good thank you. That was just how people worked! Of course, he did not thank people much, but he felt now was the perfect time to do so. Besides, thanking people over letter was far easier than in person. He was certain if Flash had been in the same position of the elves he would have liked a good thank you note too.
"Mum and dad got thank you notes all the time for their food." he added as Flash began to write.
He attempted to glance at the words Flash was scribbling down onto the paper, trying to make sense of them. He took note of how neat Flash's handwriting was. Ross' handwriting was always difficult to decode in contrast, but he could never understand how people could neatly write down their thoughts.
The first sentence looked like gibberish the first time he read it. He skimmed it again and again until right as he felt he had the answer Flash turned to him and asked his opinion on the whole paper. Despite the fact he was wearing his glasses, he squinted at the writing in hopes the words would suddenly make more sense. He had never been excellent at literature, but the words felt a bit too much to be sincere. It was like he had taken out a dictionary and looked up a synonym for every perfectly fine word. He could hardly understand what the letter was saying despite knowing what the words meant. It felt off. It felt wrong in a sense. He tilted his head to the side, the look of confusion growing on his face.
"I mean it's.. fancy and all that, but it feels like some computer or somethin' wrote it." he paused, thinking for a moment about the possibilities of a half human half robot student writing notes with words directly from the dictionary. He smiled. Now that would make a book he would be interested in. He shook it off. "Seems sorta.. insincere and all that. 'ave you ever thanked someone in person?" he inquired, though it was not as if he could say much. every time he told himself he would thank someone in person he always managed to freak out and ended up not saying anything at all.
Interacting with @Flash Holmwood
Stamina: 7 Evasion: 7 Strength: 5 Wisdom: 6 Arcane Power: 8 Accuracy: 7
6 Mar 2021, 23:57
Over-Thanking it
Not paying heed to the fatuous idea that candy could be seen as acceptable payment by any stretch of the imagination, he was surprised to hear mention of Ross' parents. Not that it ought to have been surprising, it wasn't as though Ross was banned from talking about himself or his family, it was just that people rarely shared personal information about themselves to Flash unless he asked. He had never really noticed the trend, nor had any time to reflect upon why. One hypothesis rose to the surface without needing much introspection-- Flash was somewhat intimidating. He acted friendly most of the time, more friendly to some than others, but he did not put forward the image of someone who wanted to know insignificant details about someone's life. It was almost jarring to imagine Ross at home with his parents. Normally, Flash only thought about people in relation to himself.
After Flash presented the finished note, Ross scrunched up his face and twisted around, every second of delay in response scratching at Flash's deep insecurities. Feeling impatient in knowing there was nearly endless studying still yet ahead of him, hot air exhaled slowly from his nose as his unhappy mouth clenched tighter. Two fingers were tapping frantically, unseen and unheard, on his leg. Eventually, Ross spoke, but it did not allay a single fear. A computer? Insincere?! Flash had flashbacks of the first time he met Ross-- pure infuriation, the cruel desire inside him to put him in his place. If Ross dared to look him in the face just then, he might have thought Flash capable of murder.
"Yes." Flash answered Ross' inane question coldly.
Instead of an outburst, however, Flash got up out of his chair and quietly started pacing around. Moving calmed him down, and he was very aware that he needed to calm down. He didn't know what it was about Ross that got under his skin, but he could at least tell it was connected to his pride. Flash had been prone to throwing fits ever since he was a toddler-- more so than any of his siblings, by his mother's account. They had done everything in their power to cut the behavior out, yet he still found himself so often unable to control his anger. Not only that, his sadness, his envy, his love... all of his emotions were overbearing. Lately, his only reliable source of relief was playing the drums, an urge for which he was currently feeling very urgently. Yet he felt incapable of excusing himself. He had assured Ross he would help, and that was supposed to be more important than his pride.
After more than a minute and a half of silent pacing, Flash inhaled a loud breath of exasperation, the mile-a-minute running thoughts of all the things he'd like to say being carefully placed aside. Exhaling the immense breath, he turned back to Ross with an almost dumbfounded look of forced composure.

"I see." Flash moved back to the seat, acting as though no time had passed, and took the quill back into his grasp. "You would like something less formal, I suppose. That's fine."
Far slower and shakier, Flash began writing again, his brows creased in concentration. Certainly this time Ross would approve, he only had to make the note more casual. More sincere... even though the previous note had been dripping with sincerity.
After Flash presented the finished note, Ross scrunched up his face and twisted around, every second of delay in response scratching at Flash's deep insecurities. Feeling impatient in knowing there was nearly endless studying still yet ahead of him, hot air exhaled slowly from his nose as his unhappy mouth clenched tighter. Two fingers were tapping frantically, unseen and unheard, on his leg. Eventually, Ross spoke, but it did not allay a single fear. A computer? Insincere?! Flash had flashbacks of the first time he met Ross-- pure infuriation, the cruel desire inside him to put him in his place. If Ross dared to look him in the face just then, he might have thought Flash capable of murder.
"Yes." Flash answered Ross' inane question coldly.
Instead of an outburst, however, Flash got up out of his chair and quietly started pacing around. Moving calmed him down, and he was very aware that he needed to calm down. He didn't know what it was about Ross that got under his skin, but he could at least tell it was connected to his pride. Flash had been prone to throwing fits ever since he was a toddler-- more so than any of his siblings, by his mother's account. They had done everything in their power to cut the behavior out, yet he still found himself so often unable to control his anger. Not only that, his sadness, his envy, his love... all of his emotions were overbearing. Lately, his only reliable source of relief was playing the drums, an urge for which he was currently feeling very urgently. Yet he felt incapable of excusing himself. He had assured Ross he would help, and that was supposed to be more important than his pride.
After more than a minute and a half of silent pacing, Flash inhaled a loud breath of exasperation, the mile-a-minute running thoughts of all the things he'd like to say being carefully placed aside. Exhaling the immense breath, he turned back to Ross with an almost dumbfounded look of forced composure.

"I see." Flash moved back to the seat, acting as though no time had passed, and took the quill back into his grasp. "You would like something less formal, I suppose. That's fine."
Far slower and shakier, Flash began writing again, his brows creased in concentration. Certainly this time Ross would approve, he only had to make the note more casual. More sincere... even though the previous note had been dripping with sincerity.
"Does this satisfy you? Do you have any more complaints?" Flash said, unaware of the threatening lilt to his voice nor the insinuation of his words.[font=Monotype Corsiva]Kindly Kitchen Staff,
I wanted to thank you for sending treats to Hufflepuff every day. It brings a smile to our faces, as well as bringing us closer together. I would repay your kindness with a sweet treat if I could, but instead I hope this letter will show my sincere gratitude.
Thanks again,[/font]
@Ross Stephens
For we dreamed a lot//And we schemed a lot//And we tried to sing of love before the stage fell apart
Sta: 9 ★Eva: 5 ★Str: 7 ★Wis: 15 ★AP: 3 ★Acc: 15
7 Mar 2021, 07:01
Over-Thanking it
Flash's confirmation of having thanked someone in person before was cold, rigid, and about the exact opposite tone that someone would want to be thanked with. Ross did not buy it for a second. If someone tried to thank him in the way Flash had just attempted to thank those house elves, he would have been certain someone was holding him at gunpoint. It was so formal in a way that someone had to be overthinking their thoughts. He had met many people who spoke as if they were writing a poem in the medieval times and he had never felt their speech was genuine until he managed to crack their cold layer. This letter felt exactly as what he had first seen Flash as- insincere, terrifying, and confusing. Just as he desired Flash to simply spit out what he wanted him to do when he had taken his journal, reading the letter made him feel the exact same way about the candy.
Ross should have known his own limits by now, but he kept pushing. As he read over the paper once more he realized this was clearly not going to get anywhere. Dread set in that he was wasting his time, but maybe he could get something out of him. When Flash got up there was a light of hope within him that maybe he was leaving and he could get back to work with his hopeless adventure; however, Flash instead began pacing. Ross tensed up as it dawned upon him this was clearly not going to end anytime soon.
"Well, how do ya thank people in person?" he inquired, hoping maybe this would click something in Flash's mindset
Each step Flash took caused Ross to be more and more uncomfortable. He felt if his head filled with anymore thoughts he was going to pop. Last year he would have shrunken into himself and informed Flash that his answer was perfect; however, he knew well that would not give him the satisfaction of what he had been working towards for an hour.
He remained dead silent, but despite how anxious he was to see what would become of the note, he still remained where he was. He fidgeted with the ring on his finger, occasionally glancing between it and Flash. Ross nearly yelped when he looked back up from the ring to see Flash walking closer, but the rules of the library prevented his outburst. He seemed far more calm, but Ross felt that was more intimidating than before. He could not help but wonder if maybe he himself could get away with putting a situation entirely on hold before returning to it as well. as Flash took a seat and attempted to justify Ross' complaint to himself, Ross felt uneasy.
"More o' something that I can understand on the first read." he joked, but he had a feeling he was walking on dangerous ground. He just needed to test it first- to see if he would be instantly set aflame for his crimes against humanity.
Ross watched as the boy attempted to write something. It was slow. That bothered Ross. How could someone write something so slowly? Would the thoughts not all be gone by the time the first sentence was down? There was a reason his journal was full of scribbles and random thoughts and it was because he could fill up to ten pages a day with how quickly he wrote.
The words were at least understandable this time. The words Flash said sounded as if he was about to be murdered, but instead Ross tilted his head to the side at the writing once more. He refused to back down, and whether this was foolish or confident was unknown to him. He grasped onto Flash's journal, likely tainting it with his lanky Hufflepuff fingers. He frantically reached around for his own quill, refusing to look up from the writing as he consistently missed it. He finally grabbed the familiar shape and dunked the tip in ink.
Kindly Kitchen Staff,
I wanted to thank you for sending treats to Hufflepuff every day. It brings a smile to our faces, as well as bringing us closer together. I would repay your kindness with a sweet treat if I could, but instead I hope this letter will show my sincere gratitude.
Thanks again,
He struck out several of the words with the ink, making a mess up of it while he was at it. Flash had given him a bright idea though- he could send them some candy from the Hufflepuff train and say it was for them. Did they eat it anyways? Ross would never know.
"I mean it's better" Ross hesitantly complimented. "But I dunno 'bout 'our'. Can't really speak for all of 'em and all that. and i COULD repay 'em with a sweet treat! I just sorta chose not to." he elaborated on his concerns, but they were far more anxious sounding than before. "Writin' the perfect letter is real hard." he added, hoping that it'd at least come off more gentle in a way. He worried less for Flash's feelings and more for his own life.
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12 Mar 2021, 14:31
Over-Thanking it
Admittedly, Ross was not the frightened little lamb he used to be. Flash knew what he was holding back, and knew that the holding back itself was its own whole thing. As Ross stayed beside him as he wrote, trying to crack jokes, Flash's bitterness started to turn into guilt. He would find it next to impossble to admit that, let alone let it go, but something in his subconscious was telling him he was acting just as foolishly as the first time they met, despite ostensibly trying to help him. Once Flash said his last biting remark, he stung himself with unhappiness.
Instead of taking Flash's cold words to heart, Ross moved around him and started taking up the quill himself, scrawling ink all over the message. Flash watched on with a tightly knitted brow, a completely undeserved well of despair growing inside him. Ross had crossed out most of the message, and the absurdity of the situation had started to pull Flash under. Why had he become so heated? Wasn't he supposed to be helping Ross, not win some letter writing contest? How many people in the world were like Ross, people who didn't go mad every time things didn't go their way? As Flash stared at the line crossed through his words, his guts felt like they wanted to come out through his mouth.
"Right." Flash's words weren't tightly strung any longer, but drained.
Exhausted from the rollercoaster he just took himself on, Flash couldn't peel his eyes away from the words on the page. He had imagined something different-- coming over to help the poor, stupid Ross with his pitiful problems by having perfected expertise and resources. Instead, he had come over to demand Ross' attention and praise for doing something he didn't even want in the first place. Then, was furious when adulation wasn't the first thing out of Ross' mouth. Even then, with his head starting to hurt from the overlapping thoughts, he still wanted Ross to apologize and tell him he was right.
"It's not hard. Think of the recipient, and think of what they would like to hear. As I said before, if it's something they would do without thanks in the first place, anything is better than nothing." Finally able to tear his eyes away from the page in front of him, Flash now looked at Ross with empty acceptance. "Imagine you make food in the kitchens every day. Your job is better than what you were raised to expect. You're given wages, respect, it's about the best job you could land. Someone tells you to put candy into a train every day, so you do. What kind of note would you want to see come back?"
No longer feeling like sitting down and studying was an option, so long as his perfect evening was 'ruined', Flash now felt the pull of the Room of Requirement in way he no longer felt like ignoring. He would go collect his things, leaving the parchment, ink, and quill for Ross to do with as he pleased. "Why don't you just say, 'Thank you for the candy' and sign it?"
Instead of taking Flash's cold words to heart, Ross moved around him and started taking up the quill himself, scrawling ink all over the message. Flash watched on with a tightly knitted brow, a completely undeserved well of despair growing inside him. Ross had crossed out most of the message, and the absurdity of the situation had started to pull Flash under. Why had he become so heated? Wasn't he supposed to be helping Ross, not win some letter writing contest? How many people in the world were like Ross, people who didn't go mad every time things didn't go their way? As Flash stared at the line crossed through his words, his guts felt like they wanted to come out through his mouth.
"Right." Flash's words weren't tightly strung any longer, but drained.
Exhausted from the rollercoaster he just took himself on, Flash couldn't peel his eyes away from the words on the page. He had imagined something different-- coming over to help the poor, stupid Ross with his pitiful problems by having perfected expertise and resources. Instead, he had come over to demand Ross' attention and praise for doing something he didn't even want in the first place. Then, was furious when adulation wasn't the first thing out of Ross' mouth. Even then, with his head starting to hurt from the overlapping thoughts, he still wanted Ross to apologize and tell him he was right.
"It's not hard. Think of the recipient, and think of what they would like to hear. As I said before, if it's something they would do without thanks in the first place, anything is better than nothing." Finally able to tear his eyes away from the page in front of him, Flash now looked at Ross with empty acceptance. "Imagine you make food in the kitchens every day. Your job is better than what you were raised to expect. You're given wages, respect, it's about the best job you could land. Someone tells you to put candy into a train every day, so you do. What kind of note would you want to see come back?"
No longer feeling like sitting down and studying was an option, so long as his perfect evening was 'ruined', Flash now felt the pull of the Room of Requirement in way he no longer felt like ignoring. He would go collect his things, leaving the parchment, ink, and quill for Ross to do with as he pleased. "Why don't you just say, 'Thank you for the candy' and sign it?"
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For we dreamed a lot//And we schemed a lot//And we tried to sing of love before the stage fell apart
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