14 Aug 2020, 14:44
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After many hours of exploring Hogwarts, Aldor has a rough idea of how to get to every place he has visited up to this point, in fact, he didn't really get lost the first time he came to Hogwarts, he was confused, but keeping his calm helped him to not freak out and start searching everywhere.
As he got to the Lake, he started looking around, letting out a small grin, he clearly enjoys being here, being close to the nature, being able to rest his eyes, enjoying the silence and calm, he can not say that he hates people, but sometimes, he really just needs a few hours to be himself, on his own.
He took a deep breath, as he looked at the sky for a few seconds, somehow, he feels less anxious than usual, and his horrible habit of chewing his nails seems to be slowly fading, of course, this was not easy for him, but it seems that making a few changes on how he does and thinks about things, has helped him to feel better with himself.
''Well- Here we are, one of my favorite places to be when I am on my own, I wonder if being with someone else would change how it feels-'' He would let out another smile, as he remained quiet.
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As he got to the Lake, he started looking around, letting out a small grin, he clearly enjoys being here, being close to the nature, being able to rest his eyes, enjoying the silence and calm, he can not say that he hates people, but sometimes, he really just needs a few hours to be himself, on his own.
He took a deep breath, as he looked at the sky for a few seconds, somehow, he feels less anxious than usual, and his horrible habit of chewing his nails seems to be slowly fading, of course, this was not easy for him, but it seems that making a few changes on how he does and thinks about things, has helped him to feel better with himself.
''Well- Here we are, one of my favorite places to be when I am on my own, I wonder if being with someone else would change how it feels-'' He would let out another smile, as he remained quiet.
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"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."
14 Aug 2020, 20:09
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I followed him as he leads me to the lake. I smiled when I saw the spot we were at it was more of a secluded spot farther away from the doors to the school so it was empty. We were surrounded by several trees making it so it was nicely shaded and the lake was gorgeous sparkling with a reflection of the castle in the water. I noticed as we stood in the spot that he seemed calmer and relaxed as he looked around the place.
''Well- Here we are, one of my favorite places to be when I am on my own, I wonder if being with someone else would change how it feels'' He said after a moment then gave me another smile.
There was a short moment of silence as we looked around the place but it wasn´t particularly uncomfortable. I thought for a moment about what he said, ¨I don´t know, maybe it will hopefully it won´t change it for the worse.¨ I wasn´t sure what to say next, ¨So, what else do you want to talk about?¨ I ask him with a grin.
I walk closer to the lake wondering what magical creatures could live beneath its surface, I decide after a moment to sit down leaning against a tree, maybe it will get my outfit dirty but I don´t care much right now and I know there are many spells to fix that. I pick a yellow flower from the ground near me aimlessly waiting for Aldors answer.
''Well- Here we are, one of my favorite places to be when I am on my own, I wonder if being with someone else would change how it feels'' He said after a moment then gave me another smile.
There was a short moment of silence as we looked around the place but it wasn´t particularly uncomfortable. I thought for a moment about what he said, ¨I don´t know, maybe it will hopefully it won´t change it for the worse.¨ I wasn´t sure what to say next, ¨So, what else do you want to talk about?¨ I ask him with a grin.
I walk closer to the lake wondering what magical creatures could live beneath its surface, I decide after a moment to sit down leaning against a tree, maybe it will get my outfit dirty but I don´t care much right now and I know there are many spells to fix that. I pick a yellow flower from the ground near me aimlessly waiting for Aldors answer.
Violet Eleena Tyler
7 Sep 2020, 01:21
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Aldor remained quiet for a bit, as he thought of a topic to talk about, his breath was slightly shaky, as he held his hands togheter, while trying to speak up.
''I don't really know- what do YOU want to talk about?-'' He would play with his hair, trying to hold himself back, even after a while of talking and being with her, everything seems really awkward, does he really want to be there? Is this really the place he wants to spend time at? It is pretty late to think about it now, but he doesn't mind anymore.
''So- what are your thoughts on Hogwarts so far?- You know- the classes, the food- The boys?-'' He would crouch by her, as he stared at the water in silence. smiling softly, as he played with his hair. ''Have you found anyone that is your type?-''
He would hold his hands togheter, as he thought of what to say next, why did he even ask about that? There was not way this could get any worse, but in fact, there is many more ways that everything could go even worse, but he is trying his best not to think about it that much, because thinking about it makes him feel even more anxious than before.
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''I don't really know- what do YOU want to talk about?-'' He would play with his hair, trying to hold himself back, even after a while of talking and being with her, everything seems really awkward, does he really want to be there? Is this really the place he wants to spend time at? It is pretty late to think about it now, but he doesn't mind anymore.
''So- what are your thoughts on Hogwarts so far?- You know- the classes, the food- The boys?-'' He would crouch by her, as he stared at the water in silence. smiling softly, as he played with his hair. ''Have you found anyone that is your type?-''
He would hold his hands togheter, as he thought of what to say next, why did he even ask about that? There was not way this could get any worse, but in fact, there is many more ways that everything could go even worse, but he is trying his best not to think about it that much, because thinking about it makes him feel even more anxious than before.
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"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."
7 Sep 2020, 20:44
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Aldor was a quiet for a minute and he seemed nervous. When he finally spoke uo his voice seemed shaky.
''I don't really know- what do YOU want to talk about?'' He asked seeming very uncertain about what to say. I noticed he had begun twisting his finger on his hand. It must have been another nervous tick of his.
''So, what are your thoughts on Hogwarts so far? You know, the classes, the food," He asked me walking over and crunching next to me. Then be added quickly like he was afraid he was going to lose his nerve, "The boys?''
My head jerked toward him immediately, shocked by his last question unsure of how to respond. ''Have you found anyone that is your type?'' He asked quietly.
I juat stare at him for a moment as he looks at the lake. I instantly felt insurecure again. Why had he had asked that? I mean he didn't want the answer to be no did he? I mean he didn't like me? No, that was ridicules, I was an overweight, overly anxious, clumsy, person who usally cam off as rude I was so shy. But still the question stuck in my head.
I was sure by now my face had become the brightest shade of red possible so I looked at the ground and tried to cover my face with my hair as I thought if a reply.
I tried to keep my tone light and joking not wanting to embarrass myself. "What are my thoughts on Hogwarts? Its pretty cool so far. Though I still hate the architect who designed though staircases. Seriously did they have to have moveing staircases and have trick steps? The classes are ok and I'm surpisly good at potions. And the food is definatly better then some of the weird stuff my mom cooks up at mom sometimes." I say then I pause debating my answer for the last question.
"The boys? guess their ok I have't really met someone who's really my "type" yet. Why do you ask?" I say in an almost teasing manner rying to act like I don't really care about the answer even when I honestly do.
''I don't really know- what do YOU want to talk about?'' He asked seeming very uncertain about what to say. I noticed he had begun twisting his finger on his hand. It must have been another nervous tick of his.
''So, what are your thoughts on Hogwarts so far? You know, the classes, the food," He asked me walking over and crunching next to me. Then be added quickly like he was afraid he was going to lose his nerve, "The boys?''
My head jerked toward him immediately, shocked by his last question unsure of how to respond. ''Have you found anyone that is your type?'' He asked quietly.
I juat stare at him for a moment as he looks at the lake. I instantly felt insurecure again. Why had he had asked that? I mean he didn't want the answer to be no did he? I mean he didn't like me? No, that was ridicules, I was an overweight, overly anxious, clumsy, person who usally cam off as rude I was so shy. But still the question stuck in my head.
I was sure by now my face had become the brightest shade of red possible so I looked at the ground and tried to cover my face with my hair as I thought if a reply.
I tried to keep my tone light and joking not wanting to embarrass myself. "What are my thoughts on Hogwarts? Its pretty cool so far. Though I still hate the architect who designed though staircases. Seriously did they have to have moveing staircases and have trick steps? The classes are ok and I'm surpisly good at potions. And the food is definatly better then some of the weird stuff my mom cooks up at mom sometimes." I say then I pause debating my answer for the last question.
"The boys? guess their ok I have't really met someone who's really my "type" yet. Why do you ask?" I say in an almost teasing manner rying to act like I don't really care about the answer even when I honestly do.
Violet Eleena Tyler
8 Sep 2020, 14:53
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''Mere curiosity- '' He said with a quiet voice. ''I just think liking someone is kind of awkward- what is- the point, you know?- maybe people feel the need to beg the attention of another person but- that is just not right-''
He would take a deep breath, before he continued with the same topic.
''I mean- is not that I don't like- anybody at all- I just don't feel the need to express my feelings- after all- we are all just 11- right?- we could- do much more-'' He'd place his hand togheter while thinking back to what he said.
''But as I said that does not mean that I don't like someone- I do like someone but uh- I think I should just- avoid telling her what I feel, you know?-'' He'd trip over his own words over and over again, every time it seemed to go worst, and she is acting in a weird way aswell, maybe he has spoken too much already, he feel the need to go away, but it is probably a bad idea, so he just sat down, trying to not think about this topic, but it is far too late.
''But hey- I'm sure you'll find someone that you like and that they will like you back- after all- It won't be hard to find someone like that- for someone like you at least-''
He would smile softly, while playing with his hair, the same words crashing into his brain, maybe he should go but, he is not strong enough to move.
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He would take a deep breath, before he continued with the same topic.
''I mean- is not that I don't like- anybody at all- I just don't feel the need to express my feelings- after all- we are all just 11- right?- we could- do much more-'' He'd place his hand togheter while thinking back to what he said.
''But as I said that does not mean that I don't like someone- I do like someone but uh- I think I should just- avoid telling her what I feel, you know?-'' He'd trip over his own words over and over again, every time it seemed to go worst, and she is acting in a weird way aswell, maybe he has spoken too much already, he feel the need to go away, but it is probably a bad idea, so he just sat down, trying to not think about this topic, but it is far too late.
''But hey- I'm sure you'll find someone that you like and that they will like you back- after all- It won't be hard to find someone like that- for someone like you at least-''
He would smile softly, while playing with his hair, the same words crashing into his brain, maybe he should go but, he is not strong enough to move.
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"Hope Is The Only Thing Stronger Than Fear."