20 Aug 2020, 16:47
Instant Regret
@Anastasia Beckett | @Eyre Reeves
Rose paced back and forth, angry.
At herself.
Why in the world would she do that? Eyre had told her she ditched him, how could she think she would listen to her, how could she think she would be reasonable?
Rose had just made absolutely everything so much worse. How could she do this to Eyre? She just made his entire life that much harder.
And she was sure she had hurt Anastasia, more than she already was.
She had just been trying to help. but in that she had done the exact opposite, and made Anastasia's life harder and Eyre's life harder and now-
Why did she do it? Rose groaned at herself and hit her forehead with her wrists as her pacing quickened. She really was stupid. So stupid.
Then something dawned on her.
"What am I gonna tell Eyre?!"
She felt her anxiety mount as she thought about it.
"Hey, Eyre, I tried to talk to Ana and kinda butted in on her personal life and now she hates you even more, what have you been doing lately?"
Was he going to be mad at her? He had never been mad at her before. Was he going to make her apologize to Ana? Was he going to not even care? Was he going to lecture her? Yell at her? Were they going to break up?
"What am I gonna tell him? Am I gonna tell him?" she turned to the lake, but it continued lapping on, not providing a reply.
"You are not helping," she scolded the lake and then continued her pacing.
Rose started wringing her hands, the tension building up inside of her. She needed to do something about it. But if she did something, that was likely to make it even worse than she had already made it.
Her breathing quickened, and her chest tightened.
She needed to stop thinking about it, she decided, and she made her way up to the castle to try to read a book.
Her thoughts buzzed like a beehive, and it hurt to think. She was going to tell Eyre- she had to.
"What have I gotten myself into?"
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