My wondering moments
She needed to stay alone. Many thoughts was making her less focused and more agitated.
To go in library was a good idea in her opinion. Searching for a good book or just walking around in silence, with calm atmosphere around her… without a real goal. Only calming her mind…
She wanted to be a good student and a good friend, but she had troubles to both sides.
“My only real friend is Agatha at the moment…”, was thinking about her bunny, who in that moment was hopping around in the common room.
Gaia started to feeling a bit bad… because many people showed kindness to her, and she did the same. But never had a deep connection, with nobody, neither her parents.
In that moment different many thoughts come to her mind.
“Why they are always so far away from me? Why did they abandon me?”.
Gaia didn’t think to her parents often, but in this solitary moment, she couldn’t stop her mind.
If she would never have a kid, she won’t do the same errors… of this she was more than sure.
Walking around and looking at students busy with their homework, she started to look at books, searching something interesting.
“Young duellists - tips and tricks”, she read the title and took the book.
Became a duellist was one of her ambitions.
She took place in a solitary spot and started to read, slowly, but avidly.
I want to know who I am. I want to survive this world. I am here now, and I want to live also after my death, through my knowledge and abilities.