Crying And Confused
Enora James
Crying And Confused
(note: Enora uses color#7078.)
Enora had been sitting for what seemed like hours in class. She had always found it easy to sit and listen but today it just wasn't happening. Enora finally decided to take a walk near the lake during her off period.- She was going to go and tell someone until she realized that there was no one to tell Well, I guess that's the high of having no friends-no one ever wonders where you are.. Enora had been lonely ever since she moved to Hogwarts. It was a strange thing to her When I lived in antartica there was absolutely no-one there-But some how where there are a ton of people I am more lonely then ever. She had always been soatary-ALWAYS. But yet here where she thought that she could never be lonely she still was. Enora sighed and sat down to read her book- Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them-By Newt Scamander. Enora read for about five minietes before she slammed the book shut-and she started-to her anger feeling tears in her eyes. " I've always been able to hide my emotions! I have always been able to hide how much word hurt or stuck! I have always been able to make myself feel different!! Why not today? Why!? I can hide Sadness or being scared! I can hide being mad! I can hide being happy- WHY CAN'T I HIDE LONELNESS?! WHY can't I just push it away!? Am I mad?!? What is wrong with me?I am so confused and sad and mad and lonely!WHY?! at that Enora burst into tears. She Didn't know what she should be feeling-she had never felt so many different things at once-and to top it off-about half of her was telling her self to stop being such a baby-that she should be ashamed of herself, the other half was teling her that she had a right to get mad-a kind of pride. After that Enora just sat curled in a ball next to a tree-crying and confused.
Crying And Confused
(note: Enora uses color#7078.)
Enora had been sitting for what seemed like hours in class. She had always found it easy to sit and listen but today it just wasn't happening. Enora finally decided to take a walk near the lake during her off period.- She was going to go and tell someone until she realized that there was no one to tell Well, I guess that's the high of having no friends-no one ever wonders where you are.. Enora had been lonely ever since she moved to Hogwarts. It was a strange thing to her When I lived in antartica there was absolutely no-one there-But some how where there are a ton of people I am more lonely then ever. She had always been soatary-ALWAYS. But yet here where she thought that she could never be lonely she still was. Enora sighed and sat down to read her book- Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them-By Newt Scamander. Enora read for about five minietes before she slammed the book shut-and she started-to her anger feeling tears in her eyes. " I've always been able to hide my emotions! I have always been able to hide how much word hurt or stuck! I have always been able to make myself feel different!! Why not today? Why!? I can hide Sadness or being scared! I can hide being mad! I can hide being happy- WHY CAN'T I HIDE LONELNESS?! WHY can't I just push it away!? Am I mad?!? What is wrong with me?I am so confused and sad and mad and lonely!WHY?! at that Enora burst into tears. She Didn't know what she should be feeling-she had never felt so many different things at once-and to top it off-about half of her was telling her self to stop being such a baby-that she should be ashamed of herself, the other half was teling her that she had a right to get mad-a kind of pride. After that Enora just sat curled in a ball next to a tree-crying and confused.
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Its that time of the day when the sun is still in the sky making the lake glitter with its light. Olivia had a habit of coming to the lake every chance she get. She sometimes read and sometimes just sit, breath and think. The lake showed Olivia her vulnerable side that she herself didnt know exist. Its a new feeling. She wondered if its same for everyone else. Today it particular she was thinking about it alot. Olivia was humming a tune that she has made hoping that the lake would tell her a verse to add to it. Just as she hoped the lake hummed back. Olivia smiled. She stood up and gathered all her stuff to go back to class when she heard a faint cry. She looked around to find a girl crying. She is not that loud but it didnt take Olivia much effort to realise that she is broken and sad.
"Hello.... is everything alright?"
Asked Olivia. The girl panicked as if she was not expecting anyone to be here at this time of the day. Olivia slowly approached her and sat next to her. Olivia knew not to ask anymore questions. She justed wanted her to know that she is here for her. Olivia had seen her before. She is also a hufflepuff. She seemed alright this morning in class. What changed within a few minutes.
Is she sick?
Is she hurt?
Or
Is It The Lake?
| ┈┈ ┈┈ ┈┈ | Olivia Young Ency ⊹ Sta 7 ┊ Eva 5 ┊ Str 6 ┊ Wis 5 ┊ Arc 5 ┊ Acc 7 ⊹ ───•⋅⊰༻༺⊱⋅•─── |
┈┈ ┈┈ ┈┈ | “Stubborn as a summer storm, yet twice as bright—she’s a playful puzzle that no one was meant to solve.” ───•⋅⊰༻༺⊱⋅•─── | ┈┈ ┈┈ ┈┈ |
Crying And Confused
ENORA JAMES
Enora panicked as she heard another voice-
'Hello....Is everything alright?"
Mentaly Enora answered No, It's not. It's not ok! Do i look ok?!-but Enora didn't speak a word.-Instead she looked at the girl and was surprised-Instead of looking judegmental or scared she looked-while Enora didn't know what she looked like- her she looked she looked worried-or concerned-Enora didn't know-but it wasn't mean. The face wasn't judeging her or looking for a lecture but it was just looking to see if Enora was ok. Enora debaited whether she should say something or just sit. The girl looked like she wanted a repley but wasn't buging Enora with questions or thretenign her with the hospital wing. But she also looked like if Enora asked her to she would sit with Enora all night. Enora decided to tell her the story
WHen Enora spoke her voice was more like a whisper-horse from crying but soft by default- umm-yes I'm ok. I was just feeling very lonely-very very very lonely. After that Enora told the girl about how she had lived in antartica, how she had been teased in Copley, and finelly how she had gotten to feeling so lonely in Hogwarts
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Enora panicked as she heard another voice-
'Hello....Is everything alright?"
Mentaly Enora answered No, It's not. It's not ok! Do i look ok?!-but Enora didn't speak a word.-Instead she looked at the girl and was surprised-Instead of looking judegmental or scared she looked-while Enora didn't know what she looked like- her she looked she looked worried-or concerned-Enora didn't know-but it wasn't mean. The face wasn't judeging her or looking for a lecture but it was just looking to see if Enora was ok. Enora debaited whether she should say something or just sit. The girl looked like she wanted a repley but wasn't buging Enora with questions or thretenign her with the hospital wing. But she also looked like if Enora asked her to she would sit with Enora all night. Enora decided to tell her the story
WHen Enora spoke her voice was more like a whisper-horse from crying but soft by default- umm-yes I'm ok. I was just feeling very lonely-very very very lonely. After that Enora told the girl about how she had lived in antartica, how she had been teased in Copley, and finelly how she had gotten to feeling so lonely in Hogwarts
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The girl spoke to me with sorrowfilled in her eyes.
"I'm ok. I was just feeling very lonely-very very very lonely."
Olivia is yet to feel lonely at hogwards because she is a very extroverted person but being Alone is probably one of her worst fears. When Enora mentioned her loneliness a part of Olivia pitied her but another part cheered because Olivia knew Enora is not going to be lonely anymore. Plus she is a hufflepuff which means they can spend more time together. Enora told Olivia everything about her life. She lived in Antartica and had a completely different life from Olivia. Olivia listened to everything she said very carefully. Once the girl stopped Olivia spoke.
"I know it can be overwhelming. Especially when you feel lonely in a crowded place like hogwards. You only feel lonely when you are losing your self. You are your best friend and you need her to stick by your side all the time. When she is with you, you will feel confident. And everyone else around you will see your confidence. People like confidence. People will fight to be your friend but by that point it wont matter to you because you are occupied with your self."
Olivia wasnt talking to Enora anymore. She was talking to her self. She knew that she relay on people too much. She knew that she needed to stop. She knew that she should learn how to live on her own. Olivia missed her family as well. Her brother specifically. She missed talking to him and fighting with him. Olivia's brother had told Olivia that even though he hates to admit it Olivia gives great advice. She didnt apply it to her own life but she gave good advice.
| ┈┈ ┈┈ ┈┈ | Olivia Young Ency ⊹ Sta 7 ┊ Eva 5 ┊ Str 6 ┊ Wis 5 ┊ Arc 5 ┊ Acc 7 ⊹ ───•⋅⊰༻༺⊱⋅•─── |
┈┈ ┈┈ ┈┈ | “Stubborn as a summer storm, yet twice as bright—she’s a playful puzzle that no one was meant to solve.” ───•⋅⊰༻༺⊱⋅•─── | ┈┈ ┈┈ ┈┈ |
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(OCC notes- It's ok! I'm not to great at it either!-also ignore my pfp and banner-I need to make some for Enora but because of how busy Ice and Snow is I haven't had much time!!)
Enora felt better when she admitted that she was sad and lonely, It didn't help a lot but it felt like maybe a tenth of the weight had lifted which was a blessing. She was about to ask the girls name when she spoke
"I know it can be overwhelming. Especially when you feel lonely in a crowded place like hogwards. You only feel lonely when you are losing your self. You are your best friend and you need her to stick by your side all the time. When she is with you, you will feel confident. And everyone else around you will see your confidence. People like confidence. People will fight to be your friend but by that point it wont matter to you because you are occupied with your self."
She heard what the other girl had said and somehow it all clicked!
I love your advice, it is very helpful! Except that I don't know what it feels like to have a best friend. No one except my antartic family has ever cared for me, and well-I guess you too now! Would you mind being my friend? and what is your name? I am Enora James-I''ll spare you my whole name for now. but You can call me Enora,Jane,Katie,Kate,Quin,Alex, I have an infenite number of nicknames because of all of my names! One fun fact about me is that I have nine names! What about you!?
After just talking Enora felt better-and good enough to talk to the girl about just about anything-it just spilled out!
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