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I’m doing good!Rosalyn Willows wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:28Hi Laasya! I'm good, just sleepy. How about you?
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I'm glad!!!Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:33I’m doing good!Rosalyn Willows wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:28Hi Laasya! I'm good, just sleepy. How about you?
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Yeah….. Same thing happened when I had to study for a Hindi test. And her younger sister never acts like this.Lily Clarke wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:31You okay??? I can relate to you....Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 11:15ReducioLaurie Holmes wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 11:05I can relate. What happened?
ReducioSo since I have a flight tomorrow my mom told me to not go swimming or else I’d get a cold and become very tired but I could play badminton with my friend. Well, she wanted to go to the pool with me so she wasn’t happy. I tried to explain that I couldn’t come and that I would come as soon as I’m back but she wouldn’t listen. Even I wasn’t in the mood for swimming too. Apparently I have to come exactly when she wants to and do whatever she wants while she can come whenever she wants to and has the right to tell me that she is tired while I can’t. And you know what she told me. “Don’t come, stay there.” And then she said I was capping. Tell me, whose fault is this?Sorry it’s so long
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Oh, i am sorry....Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:35Yeah….. Same thing happened when I had to study for a Hindi test. And her younger sister never acts like this.Lily Clarke wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:31You okay??? I can relate to you....Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 11:15Reducio
ReducioSo since I have a flight tomorrow my mom told me to not go swimming or else I’d get a cold and become very tired but I could play badminton with my friend. Well, she wanted to go to the pool with me so she wasn’t happy. I tried to explain that I couldn’t come and that I would come as soon as I’m back but she wouldn’t listen. Even I wasn’t in the mood for swimming too. Apparently I have to come exactly when she wants to and do whatever she wants while she can come whenever she wants to and has the right to tell me that she is tired while I can’t. And you know what she told me. “Don’t come, stay there.” And then she said I was capping. Tell me, whose fault is this?Sorry it’s so long
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I was reading a bit of the previous page
I can relate to a red flag friendship. Had plenty of those in my life and often I had wondered if I was the cause of them because every relationship I had made were problematic in some way, or if I somehow am drawn to those traits ngl. ANYWAYS not the point not the point.
It sucks when the friend you're around thinks the world revolves around them and the moment you step out of line, they get offended or mad or act like a jerk towards you. It's not great. The first time I did so, I had some embarrassing secrets I didn't want anyone to know and only my friend at the time knew it, and it was while I was at the deaf school. I disagreed with him and told him I wasn't going to do what he wanted me to do (what he wanted me to do wasn't really a good thing) and when I told him I was uncomfortable with how he was treating someone else (yes I was guilty at the time for doing the same but at least I saw the problem and stopped, he didn't), he got angry, barred me from doing anything with him, kept me detached from his life basically and told everyone (small class..) some of my embarrasing secrets.
My brother wanted to fight him so bad when he heard about it, but all I could say was don't do it.
Fast forward, I mainstreamed and made two friends, they remained my friends until I graduated, one a little longer than the other. One was a good friend, if not problematic with what he says (slurs and whatnot), but he was caring. The other would do whatever to fit in, even if it meant hurting someone because they wanted to be popular, and didn't see them being used. I was hurt that friend would participate in rumors. unrelated but I have a theory. My other friend's little brother was often in the forum and would spend time around those who knew I had a crush on his older brother, my friend, and I am lowk thinking that he found out because of his little brother, if not then someone would've had to spill the beans during the rumors that were a part of the cast. Anyways.
I couldn't find it in my heart to be comfortable sharing the room with him. He was a jerk, but one of the only people I cared about, and even now after my dad had his record expunged, I still am a little uncomfortable with him. If you are someone I care about and you do something problematic, especially towards me, intentionally, I am uncomfortable with the thought of being around you. And I tried to avoid him after graduation, blocking him and everything. I haven't seen him since then! Which lowk makes me kinda happy.
Then my current best friend, I have to admit, she is a bit self centered, selfish, and really all around a jerk. She insults people and demands things to be done her way or if you don't do things exactly the way she wants, she has a huge attitude problem. I do my best not to get on her bad side.
My whole point is, I have had friends that were red flags, sometimes it's hard to let go, because they mean something to you even if you have been betrayed.
I can relate to a red flag friendship. Had plenty of those in my life and often I had wondered if I was the cause of them because every relationship I had made were problematic in some way, or if I somehow am drawn to those traits ngl. ANYWAYS not the point not the point.
It sucks when the friend you're around thinks the world revolves around them and the moment you step out of line, they get offended or mad or act like a jerk towards you. It's not great. The first time I did so, I had some embarrassing secrets I didn't want anyone to know and only my friend at the time knew it, and it was while I was at the deaf school. I disagreed with him and told him I wasn't going to do what he wanted me to do (what he wanted me to do wasn't really a good thing) and when I told him I was uncomfortable with how he was treating someone else (yes I was guilty at the time for doing the same but at least I saw the problem and stopped, he didn't), he got angry, barred me from doing anything with him, kept me detached from his life basically and told everyone (small class..) some of my embarrasing secrets.
My brother wanted to fight him so bad when he heard about it, but all I could say was don't do it.
Fast forward, I mainstreamed and made two friends, they remained my friends until I graduated, one a little longer than the other. One was a good friend, if not problematic with what he says (slurs and whatnot), but he was caring. The other would do whatever to fit in, even if it meant hurting someone because they wanted to be popular, and didn't see them being used. I was hurt that friend would participate in rumors. unrelated but I have a theory. My other friend's little brother was often in the forum and would spend time around those who knew I had a crush on his older brother, my friend, and I am lowk thinking that he found out because of his little brother, if not then someone would've had to spill the beans during the rumors that were a part of the cast. Anyways.
I couldn't find it in my heart to be comfortable sharing the room with him. He was a jerk, but one of the only people I cared about, and even now after my dad had his record expunged, I still am a little uncomfortable with him. If you are someone I care about and you do something problematic, especially towards me, intentionally, I am uncomfortable with the thought of being around you. And I tried to avoid him after graduation, blocking him and everything. I haven't seen him since then! Which lowk makes me kinda happy.
Then my current best friend, I have to admit, she is a bit self centered, selfish, and really all around a jerk. She insults people and demands things to be done her way or if you don't do things exactly the way she wants, she has a huge attitude problem. I do my best not to get on her bad side.
My whole point is, I have had friends that were red flags, sometimes it's hard to let go, because they mean something to you even if you have been betrayed.
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Its fine. I have about 6 of my previous classmates as friends. And she won’t be getting any chocos from KSA, only her sister.Lily Clarke wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:40Oh, i am sorry....Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:35Yeah….. Same thing happened when I had to study for a Hindi test. And her younger sister never acts like this.Lily Clarke wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:31You okay??? I can relate to you....Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 11:15Reducio
ReducioSo since I have a flight tomorrow my mom told me to not go swimming or else I’d get a cold and become very tired but I could play badminton with my friend. Well, she wanted to go to the pool with me so she wasn’t happy. I tried to explain that I couldn’t come and that I would come as soon as I’m back but she wouldn’t listen. Even I wasn’t in the mood for swimming too. Apparently I have to come exactly when she wants to and do whatever she wants while she can come whenever she wants to and has the right to tell me that she is tired while I can’t. And you know what she told me. “Don’t come, stay there.” And then she said I was capping. Tell me, whose fault is this?Sorry it’s so long
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That's great! of course you forever have us!!Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:44Its fine. I have about 6 of my previous classmates as friends. And she won’t be getting any chocos from KSA, only her sister.Lily Clarke wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:40Oh, i am sorry....Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:35Yeah….. Same thing happened when I had to study for a Hindi test. And her younger sister never acts like this.Lily Clarke wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:31You okay??? I can relate to you....Laasya Manjunath wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 11:15Reducio
ReducioSo since I have a flight tomorrow my mom told me to not go swimming or else I’d get a cold and become very tired but I could play badminton with my friend. Well, she wanted to go to the pool with me so she wasn’t happy. I tried to explain that I couldn’t come and that I would come as soon as I’m back but she wouldn’t listen. Even I wasn’t in the mood for swimming too. Apparently I have to come exactly when she wants to and do whatever she wants while she can come whenever she wants to and has the right to tell me that she is tired while I can’t. And you know what she told me. “Don’t come, stay there.” And then she said I was capping. Tell me, whose fault is this?Sorry it’s so long
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@Vladislav Liam Gunther , I hope you are ok...
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Vladislav Liam Gunther wrote: 15 Apr 2026, 12:41 I was reading a bit of the previous page
I can relate to a red flag friendship. Had plenty of those in my life and often I had wondered if I was the cause of them because every relationship I had made were problematic in some way, or if I somehow am drawn to those traits ngl. ANYWAYS not the point not the point.
It sucks when the friend you're around thinks the world revolves around them and the moment you step out of line, they get offended or mad or act like a jerk towards you. It's not great. The first time I did so, I had some embarrassing secrets I didn't want anyone to know and only my friend at the time knew it, and it was while I was at the deaf school. I disagreed with him and told him I wasn't going to do what he wanted me to do (what he wanted me to do wasn't really a good thing) and when I told him I was uncomfortable with how he was treating someone else (yes I was guilty at the time for doing the same but at least I saw the problem and stopped, he didn't), he got angry, barred me from doing anything with him, kept me detached from his life basically and told everyone (small class..) some of my embarrasing secrets.
My brother wanted to fight him so bad when he heard about it, but all I could say was don't do it.
Fast forward, I mainstreamed and made two friends, they remained my friends until I graduated, one a little longer than the other. One was a good friend, if not problematic with what he says (slurs and whatnot), but he was caring. The other would do whatever to fit in, even if it meant hurting someone because they wanted to be popular, and didn't see them being used. I was hurt that friend would participate in rumors. unrelated but I have a theory. My other friend's little brother was often in the forum and would spend time around those who knew I had a crush on his older brother, my friend, and I am lowk thinking that he found out because of his little brother, if not then someone would've had to spill the beans during the rumors that were a part of the cast. Anyways.
I couldn't find it in my heart to be comfortable sharing the room with him. He was a jerk, but one of the only people I cared about, and even now after my dad had his record expunged, I still am a little uncomfortable with him. If you are someone I care about and you do something problematic, especially towards me, intentionally, I am uncomfortable with the thought of being around you. And I tried to avoid him after graduation, blocking him and everything. I haven't seen him since then! Which lowk makes me kinda happy.
Then my current best friend, I have to admit, she is a bit self centered, selfish, and really all around a jerk. She insults people and demands things to be done her way or if you don't do things exactly the way she wants, she has a huge attitude problem. I do my best not to get on her bad side.
My whole point is, I have had friends that were red flags, sometimes it's hard to let go, because they mean something to you even if you have been betrayed.
That’s horrible! Hope you’re alright.
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I'm fine. I have had a lot of red flags in my life but also moments where people would not treat me the same as another person because I was considered "disabled" and that honestly hurts me a lot more than the red flags in my life. I have always wanted to be seen the same and to feel like I'm a separate species suck.
Anyways. Lol. Yes. I'm fine, I just had problems in my life with homelife, grandparents.., religion, school, friends... and often times, I'm the one getting hurt in the end.
I do want to clarify that I was not always the one that took the L, I was a problem child back in elementary and middle school. I used to be uhh. mean. because I thought I was funny. I remember thinking I was funny making fun of someone until they cried, and when they cried, I realized I screwed up and I apologized but it didn't stop and I was sad that it wasn't funny to him but rather hurt him.
I did the same things my first friend did, and he was the same person I had a sleepover with too, the only person. But he was a popular kid, anyone he mistreated were not. Yes, it was a small class and it shouldn't have mattered but that was the way it was. I was popular for a brief moment, even if not high in the hierarchy. I stopped being mean to the people at the deaf school because I realized I was hurting more people than I was trying to lift. And believe me when I say that I never meant to hurt anyone. I was just.. a jerk. It stopped when I met my second and third friend of my life, of whom I've only gotten to know for two years before I mainstreamed.
In seventh grade, when I mainstreamed, I picked a fight with someone, called them names and all and it annoyed them to no ends until they finally decided to fight. Of course, I was not a strong child. Yes, I lost the fight, I didn't care. I got one day of detention and he got three. It was this time that I realized two things- they were treating me different than regular people because I was disabled, and two.. I needed to stop being the problem or I was not going to be on good notes with the school and wouldn't make friends.
Well, after the fight I made two friends, the same ones that I later blocked and had to lowk unfriend on socials (the same ones I were talking about above)- I was still as problematic. But I was toned down from how bad I was actually at the deaf school.
I stopped making big problems when I turned into a freshman and after that my only big 'bad' moment was literally when I skipped Spanish 1 for like a month or so. Literally didn't check in. He got worried and called the office to ask why i wasn't there for so long. I was skipping it for theater.
The other problems were minor, like I was stupid and didn't care what the contract said and emailed the superintendent of schools and complained about the school monitoring the chromebooks. His response was literally having IT lock all of the pages >.> <.< I'm still annoyed he did that ebcause I couldn't even access google.com, until I apologized. And I did then he unblocke deverything.
Re me seeing people treat me different because I was disabled, this appeared a lot in highschool and lowk it hurt me because I always wanted to be treated the same and if they were treating me different- what they said, what they did, whatever- letting me win instead of letting me earn the win, they were treating me differently. I didn't want that. I can take a loss, I'm not going to cry about it like someone's three year old little brother.
Anyways. Lol. Yes. I'm fine, I just had problems in my life with homelife, grandparents.., religion, school, friends... and often times, I'm the one getting hurt in the end.
I do want to clarify that I was not always the one that took the L, I was a problem child back in elementary and middle school. I used to be uhh. mean. because I thought I was funny. I remember thinking I was funny making fun of someone until they cried, and when they cried, I realized I screwed up and I apologized but it didn't stop and I was sad that it wasn't funny to him but rather hurt him.
I did the same things my first friend did, and he was the same person I had a sleepover with too, the only person. But he was a popular kid, anyone he mistreated were not. Yes, it was a small class and it shouldn't have mattered but that was the way it was. I was popular for a brief moment, even if not high in the hierarchy. I stopped being mean to the people at the deaf school because I realized I was hurting more people than I was trying to lift. And believe me when I say that I never meant to hurt anyone. I was just.. a jerk. It stopped when I met my second and third friend of my life, of whom I've only gotten to know for two years before I mainstreamed.
In seventh grade, when I mainstreamed, I picked a fight with someone, called them names and all and it annoyed them to no ends until they finally decided to fight. Of course, I was not a strong child. Yes, I lost the fight, I didn't care. I got one day of detention and he got three. It was this time that I realized two things- they were treating me different than regular people because I was disabled, and two.. I needed to stop being the problem or I was not going to be on good notes with the school and wouldn't make friends.
Well, after the fight I made two friends, the same ones that I later blocked and had to lowk unfriend on socials (the same ones I were talking about above)- I was still as problematic. But I was toned down from how bad I was actually at the deaf school.
I stopped making big problems when I turned into a freshman and after that my only big 'bad' moment was literally when I skipped Spanish 1 for like a month or so. Literally didn't check in. He got worried and called the office to ask why i wasn't there for so long. I was skipping it for theater.
The other problems were minor, like I was stupid and didn't care what the contract said and emailed the superintendent of schools and complained about the school monitoring the chromebooks. His response was literally having IT lock all of the pages >.> <.< I'm still annoyed he did that ebcause I couldn't even access google.com, until I apologized. And I did then he unblocke deverything.
Re me seeing people treat me different because I was disabled, this appeared a lot in highschool and lowk it hurt me because I always wanted to be treated the same and if they were treating me different- what they said, what they did, whatever- letting me win instead of letting me earn the win, they were treating me differently. I didn't want that. I can take a loss, I'm not going to cry about it like someone's three year old little brother.
In my mind and in my car, we can't rewind, we've gone too far. (Video Killed The Radio Star - The Buggles)
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