Book Time PV Zero Blue Closed

She looked over at her friends.
"Well. We were friends before you were sorted, what's the point in changing now?" The question had really took her off guard. What was the point in it? She barely glanced around, nobody was around. This made her feel eerie, usually the library was blooming with people studying for exams, even though they were ages away.
She had finally given up on trying to fight her friend.
"Fine then. Its not like we'd be able to do anything, ever. With your attitude and questioning and being depressed, and you wanting to stay back and do nothing. And against my attitude with wanting to do something with my life, Its obvious you want to do nothing but follow me around when you finish school. If you want to grow up and meet people why don't you talk to some people in Slytherin and meet some friends from your own house. Get involved. In the Gryffindor house me and two of my friends are already trying to get a study group and we're actually talking. I also have more friends and we're trying to get this world going. I'm trying to meet and get better in everything, and you're not doing anything! You need to meet some people of your own kind, and make more friends." She knew she was being rude, but it was the truth. She was meeting people and new friends and was having so much fun with them! And Zero hadn't been talking about any of her friends. And Zero hadn't been happy.

Zero felt tears peck at her eyes. She blinked, fighting back from crying. "You're right," the girl said quietly. "You've always been." She stopped talking only to grab the book Sophie had given her minutes ago. "But one thing you didn't know. I don't know how to make friends. I don't know how to react to people. I don't know how." Weak. You're weak. Punch her for saying that. Zero cut at her skin on her hand to calm herself. "I don't know if I should follow you around or see you from time to time. She didn't even realize her tears started running down her cheek as she bit her lip. Blood ran down her chin as she looked up at her friend. "Hah." She smiled lightly. "I'm weak. See? I'm weak!" She laughed, licking the blood off of her lip. Zero lowered her head. "I don't even belong here.." She muttered to herself, then looked at her friend, hopefully not ex - friend. "I'm weak, okay?" Zero kept repeated it to herself. She knew she'd never make any other friends other than Sophie, and she'll never grow up. For the rest of her life she'd be childish. It wasn't even her fault. "I'm sorry.." Zero told her quietly. "I'm sorry I'm such a bad friend. I'm sorry that I'm the way I am.."