A Journal Full of Dreams
Thursday
October 10th
2019
Dear diary,
This is weird, writing in a journal is weird. Recording all of my feelings and thoughts are weird, though I heard it helps with stress, so I suppose I could give it a go. What am I even supposed to write in here, honestly? What happened today? I mean, nothing out of the ordinary per-say occurred. I went to my classes and watched the time go by ever so slowly. Christ, it was like watching paint dry in DADA today. Professor Risa just went babbling on about the meaning of Defense Against the Dark Arts, and when I say I would rather clean the abandoned toilets than listen to that, you best know I'm not joking.
So anyway, this whole thing is stupid. I don't understand why people use these. Maybe it helps them.. I dunno, all I do know is that I probably won't be writing in this again. Though I'll tell you that you're a very pretty journal. A green spiral notebook with cute silver lace I super glued on to make you extra pretty. You should be thankful, y'know. At least you're not a boring composition notebook with the ugliest.. what even is that white and black background on them. I don't know, but it's dreadful.
And now I'm talking to an inanimate book, lovely.
Until next time, I hope..
Brielle Gray
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A Journal Full of Dreams
Friday
October 11th
2019
Dear diary,
Okay, I know I said I wouldn't write in this again, but I felt like I had to. Currently, I'm sitting in the hospital wing. Oh Brielle, why are you in the hospital, you ask? Oh, because I thought I was being edgy by sitting in a tree by the Great Lake. Yeah, and guess what? I fell. I fell from such a high place I think I broke my knee.
Another question? Mhm, how did I manage to walk over here if my knee was broken? I didn't, Gem Stuart carried me. Thankfully I'm as light as feather, but oh god was that the most embarrassing thing in the history of the WORLD. I can't tell you how much I blushed on the way to the infirmary. It was nice, getting to have my arms around him like that. I know he was just trying to help and be nice and all, but I couldn't help the large grin plastered across my the face the whole time.
So, yeah. This entry was a bit more exciting, though I probably will never tell anyone what I've just written down. Maybe Grayson, but I don't know if I can trust him enough.
The only thing I've learned from today is that I'd like to hold someones hand. The hand that belongs to Gem Stuart.
Au revoir,
Brielle Gray
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A Journal Full of Dreams
Saturday
October 12th
2019
Dear diary,
I'm going on a date with Gem! A date with Gem Stuart, can you believe it? It was so much to process, right from when I asked him in the Hospital Wing, to Transfiguration Class, and now here, back in the bloody library to write in you. I'm kind of nervous, if I'm being honest, mostly because I thought he already have a girlfriend. Catriona I think her name is? I'm not sure, but hopefully they aren't a thing, because that would be awkward. And problematic. Very problematic.
I've made a whole plan of how it's going to go, plus, I heard he likes Oatmeal cookies so I'm going to make those. Where? I'm not sure yet. Dear god, what have I gotten myself into.
I guess I'll write in you after the date,
Wish me luck,
Brielle Gray
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A Journal Full of Dreams
Saturday
October 12th
2019
Dear diary,
I told you I'd be to write you after the date, though I don't have much time. t's getting pretty late and they'll close the Library soon. I will tell you, though, that it was one of the most incredible experiences of my life. First, we just laughed and all that cute stuff, ate the food I made and talked for a little bit.
Speaking of talking, we did have a small one. Y'know how earlier I said I thought he was dating Catriona? Yeah, well I asked him about it.. and he said I was the only girl he felt that way to. It made me blush, so I kinda had to hide my face, but that's alright.
He has the goofiest smile, though it's also one of the cutest one's I've seen. Whenever he says something witty, he'll just break out into the grin, and it get's me every time. As for the date, after the talk we sat together and he allowed me to put my head on his chest, which felt quite nice at the time. The most important thing that happened tonight, though, was my first kiss.
It was a lot to take in, mostly because I was scared I was going to mess it up or burp in his mouth or something. It was scary, yet thrilling. It was like a roller coaster. It was gentle at first, where he nudged my head up, though when our lips connected it hit me with so many fireworks, sparks, things I didn't even know existed. Then it died out, slowly but surely, and we both had this stupid grin on our faces when we looked at each other.
He gave me a few gifts, the most adorable gifts might I add. My favorite has to be the little turtledove plush, but I also love the small seashell he got for me as well. Perhaps I'll turn it into a necklace, who knows?
All I do know is that I might have a boyfriend, and that's honestly.. scary.. for him because I'm sorta kinda crazy. Though he said he likes me, so I suppose he's fine with it.
Very woozy and filled with butterflies,
Yours truly,
Brielle Gray
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