Rshe struggled dearly , pacing back and froth in the owlery , ' oh god i knew this would come ' she thought and looked down at the owl in her hands , one of the guys she was friends with but the said friend like Andronica more than that , but Andronica didn't like him like that. Which made the ravenclaw a little upset and mad , the owl in her hand was from him , she hesitated to read it unsure of what to do , ' what if its something bad like a threat? Maybe it's a apology? ' she groaned and sat on one of the windows in the owlery and opened the letter with a shaking of her head , she froze as the read it
Dear , Andronica.
Its Elijah , you wanna know something? I really liked you , I thought you were nice and sweet , just so perfect! With your unique style and how perfect your hair laid , you are like a raven...you stand out. But guess I was wrong ! You turned me down after all I did was support and be there for you? Seeing through that. I hope you never see me again , maybe other boys would like you if you changed , change your hair , aesthetic everything. Cause no one is gonna love a you like I did , a freak is what you are , Andronica , grow up and realize no one would ever date a freak like you. Surprised your parents accept you , wait that's why they in Russia visiting your sister...with out even telling you , oopsies. Have a nice life , traitor.
Signed , Elijah Hawthorne.
she tensed up , one of her best friends called her a freak and told her to change...to change everything , she knew he was just upset because he got reject but the words hit deep. Bringing up her parents hit deep , she knew her parents favored her sister and brother more , Merlin's sake they probably cared more for her thousand of cousins more than Her , she let a tear roll down her check , she looked down at her attire
" am I really a freak... ?" She asked herself a loud
" I should take the advice and change..." , she got up from the window and ran down to her dorm , grabbing a bag , filling it with things before walking to the abandoned toilets , still crying tears a bit , she got to the abandoned toilets and looked in the mirror , she let out a cry of sadness hitting her hand on a wall
" why do I ruin things...?" Her voice was soft and shaky with tears , she grabbed a thing of hair dye from her bag and sighed
" change it is..." After about four to five hours , Andronica had dyed her whole head blonde , changed her make up style next was clothes , she sighed and looked in the mirror
" I look like a Barbie now.. " she chuckled softly than felt another tear come but she quickly wiped it away , she thought for a second on what clothes to choose for a new aesthetic , maybe scene? No that would still be freakish , her eyes lit up and smiled
" Cutecore , something soft and pretty...that'll work;" she said cheerfully and than sat down on the ground looking up at the ceiling
" hope this goes well..."
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