6 Jul 2024, 15:53
One last time
| 30/06/2024 anastasia |
peter - elizabeth outfit |

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Breath in. Breath out. Enchanted suitcase in hand, spider on my shoulder, I walk with the group of students towards the train. Finally, the school year is over. A small smile flashes on my face, third year is over. Of course, fourth year is coming fast but first comes the summer break. My slight smile disappears when I think of the break. Mother, my mother is probably going to make these two months difficult. If I go to the summer camp, I could avoid her. But if I go, I'll have to socialise, talk to people, and I don't really like that. | = |
| = | Honestly, I'm going to miss Peter. We didn't talk often in school, but when we talked, it was nice conversations. Late night long conversations about everything and nothing at the same time. It was great. He is also my motivation. Without him... I'll see how I'll do. "You're gonna miss us, won't you?" says Liz. Her voice is a little bit shaking. I turn to my cousin, taking her hands in a comforting way. "Of course he's gonna miss us" I say softly before continuing with a more sarcastic tone. "We wouldn't be here is he'll not miss us." |
I don't think about my mother during the whole train ride. Which is refreshing since I think about her and her stupid approval almost all of the time. But my overthinking quickly comes back when the sun is setting and the train enters King Cross. Fuck. Unconsciously, my back straightens up, my hands nicely settles on my right knee, and my face loses emotions. Peter frowns, look outside, and spots my mother, standing straight in the crowd, wearing a black dress. He closes his eyes, and gives me an apologetic look. I respond with an emotionless look. I don't need his pity. | = |
| Anastasia Blackwood-Varney Mors irrumat omnia |


